♥Saturday, December 13, 2008.
training today was infuriating!
oh. my. god.
sec ones suck!
okay, to be fair, some are alright.
at least i got to complain.
poor aqeela! heheh.
the rest was fine though.
but once again!
i missed the only time i could catch previews!
cause no one was free.
my angus, thongs):
either i cave and watch my downloaded onee,
or i wait til i come back from malaysia!
like after the 22nd, which sucks.
ah, decisions decisions.
at leastttt, i hope i can still catch twilight
with the hockers before i leaveeee.
preease!
i am already preparing for it!
by re-reading twilight.
i have the memory of a ... an ant?
halfway through now!
and i realised, that when bella asks edward his age
like they showed in the previews,
the script is exactly the same.
but it was actually in his car!
ooooooooh, okay that's all that i managed to join up.
my brain doesn't work very well.
i keep having to flip back to previous pages
because i instantly forget what was said and what had happened.
it's so annoying!
i am already trying to read carefully and clearly.
so tiring.
REMEMBERREMEMBERREMEMBER!
i hate my brain):
but i really hope the movie turns out good.
i wanna see the cool scenes!
which i have now already forgotten!
dang it!
i was trying to remember them...
so that when i watched i could be like ooooh!
but right, i can't seem to remember any scenes now.
maybe i should write them down.
but that we require reading the first half again!
life sucks man!
i think i'll just have to download
and watch and pause and read.
i'll just see how it goes.
ah,
shitshitshit!
school is starting!
why! why!! why!!!
i wanna drop out.
now.
please?
damn, trainings next year would be weirdddd
and awfully disgusting i bet!
i would have to train with the c div.
(or maybe no one at alllll!!!)
which would have a new batch of sec ones.
i HATE being in such an awkward position.
i'm no where.
in nothing.
going no where.
it's just annoyingly pathetic.
i know this is totally evil,
but i just wish there was someone else
to go through the same thing with me.
cause i have no idea how to go through with this!
i don't know what to dooo.
i never do.
at least we could discuss our decisions.
ahahaaa.
see, life sucks.
GOD!
at least i have my pretty(at least i think so) blackberry!
which is a really good sign!
i still like it!
and it's beeen about a week?
go phoebe!
i hope this turns out to be a long term loooove.
for my nokia phone,
i think i didn't like it pretty fast.
but i can't be sure.
can't remember at all! cause it was right after my thing.
i'm telling you! it messed with my memory.
i had awesome memory, in them old days.
like an elephant.
yes, so i still love my blackberry!
we'll see how that goes tooo.
but i do really love it!
i think its pretty and cooool,
my wi-fi!! get to surf the net prettty easily(L)
i thought it would be harder,
with people saying the browser was lousy.
but i guess for techie stuff i have low expectations.
good enough for me.
although i am weirdly unable to see some things.
oh well.
sooo, nothing's new really.
my hamster still hates me i guess):
i would be rejoicing when it finally lets me carry it!
and touch it without it getting scared.
but my robo Dougie is so cute and small!!
even though it's almost mature already?
i think that's all it grows up to.
i love it! so small.
but i guess you can't have everything.
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