yesterday you won't

♥Saturday, November 29, 2008.

oooof, back from hockey camp!
so tiredd and my body is kinda aching.
slept from about 5 to 6 hours since i came homee.
so well the camp was pretty fun.
this time's one was so much better!
cause it was only one training per day.
last semester's had like 2!
and this time was just a lot more fun.
the sec threes are more fun!
ohoh, the first day.
after training, we had to walk to school
with our super heavy bags!
then we had theory and then games!
ahaha, omg so funny.
the balloon burst at my neck!
that really hurt.):
anddd we all got addicted to Jump!
then after games it was dinner i think.
such a slack camp! whoohoo.
then showers and more games!
oh! we had to sleep without air-con):
in the super stuffy language lab!
but well we sneaked it for a while.
i managed to sleeeep but woke up because it was too hot.
and clara's legs came all the way to my side!
hahaha, it was so weird.
she was in such an awkward position!
then i was stuck to tessa's side.
like all the way, squishing her.
sorry! hehe.
breakfast, training, lunch, forum, theory, movie!
we watched men of honour.
it was cool and quite saaad.
then we had dinner!
ahhaahaha, such a fun camp!!!
then more Jump and card games and shower.
thennn we had truth or dare.
verity had to reveal all her boy business
aqeela lapdanced a chair!
awww adverts for star wars!
it was so sadddd
anakin skywalker!!
why did he have to turn bad!
darth vader):
oooh and i love the ewan mcgregor obi-wan
so cute!!
hayden christensen toooo.
ahh that was the saddest star wars.
oh right.
then i managed to sleep pretty welllll.
and today there was just training.
then break camp!
whoooo.
so exhausted

8:18 PM

♥Wednesday, November 26, 2008.

so tired.
i don't wanna go for camp!
i'm so sleepy.
exhausted.
gah!
need to pack my bag!
but i can't get up.
oooh, but at least this time,
there's only one training per day!
there was like twoo!
i hope they didn't change it.
everything's fine the way it is now!
and ahh! retainers suck.
especially during camps and all.
so troublesome.
and the stupid camp is stopping me
from watching wild child on the first day of it's release!
have to wait til monday!
aghhhh, i just wanna stay home and sleeeep.

oooh, just finished ALL of friends.
i hated the ending when i watched in on starworld
and i still hate it!
the ending sucks!
so friggin sad!!
it should have been a funny ending.
booo.
and wow, i'm almost done packing.
i'm getting faster and faster.
cool.

8:47 PM

♥Tuesday, November 25, 2008.

ugh, my eldest brother sucks,
and i hate him.
same with my parents.
anyway, whooo piano was good today!
but ahhh, draven's not getting pretty womens anymoree!
or anytime soon. ):
dammit.

4:43 PM

♥Monday, November 24, 2008.

oooh, went out with rachel, chinghan and pamela after hockey today!
met at vivo first, and had boost!
then we walked around a bit
and went to raffles city for HMV!
whoohoo, and on the way there,
we dropped by some shops.
got christmas presents for xinyi and iva already!
all that's left is pamela and chinghan.
today was so fulfilling!
so happy now.
got my goo goo dolls part two!
from HMV.
then we walked around somemoreee.
went to That CD Shop.
which made today even more fulfilling!
the 3 for 49.90 baby!
got my panic at the disco and the killers!
ooooooh! so friggin happy!
sooo alright.
i've thought things over and i shall have a new and improved
christmas list!
yes, proper things this timeee.
ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS!
1) new polka dotted laptop casee! (wisma!)
2) new wallet maybe?
2) new baggg maybee
3) anything nice, nicely polka dotted!
4) my draven pretty womens please):
5) earrings
6) shoesss
7) all goo goo dolls albums except the two greatest hits
8) all the killers albums except sawdust

SO, STICK TO THE LISTTT!
well if you want to please get me a please present please. (:
THE LIST!
i really don't think i want anything else.
i always say i want things
but these are the things that i actually really want.
thank you!
all very buyable!
need to confront my parents sooon! on my claim!
THAT I DESERVE!

7:58 PM

ohmygod.
where is my second brother?
it's like almost one.
and he's not home!
AND MY PARENTS AREN'T EVEN CALLING HIM CRAZILY
LIKE THEY NORMALLY DO!
HONHHHH!!!!
HOOOONHHHHH!!
THEY'RE LETTING HIM STAY OVER SOMEWHERE!
THEY ARE!
THEYARETHEYARETHEYARE!!!
THEY FRIGGIN ARE LETTING HIM STAY OVER!
AND HE'S NOT 21 YET!
OH MAN, THIS IS SO UNFAIR!
THEY TOTALLY ARE LETTING HIM STAY OVER!
OTHERWISE,
NORMALLY THEY WOULD BE ANGRILY CALLING HIM TO MAKE SURE HE COMES HOME.
BUT THEY'RE IN BED!
SLEEPING!
OH MY FRIGGIN GOD!
...
I CAN USE THIS AGAINST MY PARENTS!
AHAHA!
AAAHAHAHAHA!!!!!
BUT THEY COULD BE COMPLETE JACKASSES AND JUST IGNORE ME.
DAMMIT!
THEY SUCK.
I HAD BETTER GET SOMETHING OUT OF THIS!
LETTING ME BUY MORE THINGSSS.
LETTING ME PIERCE MY EARSSSS.
THAT'S PRETTY MUCH WHAT I REALLY WANT.
I HAD BETTER GET THEM!
I CANNOT BELIEVE THEY DID THIS!
THEY LIEDDDD.
IN A WAY.
THEY TRIED TO KEEP THIS FROM ME I BET!
BEING ALL SECRETIVE.
AND THEY LET HIM GO TO A FRIGGIN CLUB!
BUT, HE WENT IN THE AFTERNOON...
WHICH IS KINDA WEIRD,
WHO GOES CLUBBING IN THE AFTERNOON?
AND SINCE WHEN DID MY PARENTS ALLOW CLUBBING!
THEY WERE ALWAYS COMPLAINING ABOUT THAT!
SAYING THAT WE BETTER NOT GO. EVER.
SO THAT BETTER BE AN EXTRA POINT FOR ME TO EXTORT SOMETHING OUTTA THEM.
I AM TELLING YOU,
THIS IS SO UNFAIR!
I AM GOING TO FIGHT! FOR MY RIGHTTTT to partayyy!
okay, i'd really rather get the above wanted things
then to go clubbing.
not them i'm even old enough to enter...
but you get the point!
going clubbing is so short-lived.
SO YES, I DESERVE TO GET SOMETHING I WANT!
THAT'S AGAINST THEIR STUPID 'RULES'.
GOD, THIS IS SO UNFAIR.
UNLESS I GET WHAT I WANT.
WHAT I DESERVE OKAY!

12:42 AM

♥Sunday, November 23, 2008.

OOHOOH! I FOUND MY DRAVEN SHOES IN SIZE 7!!!
YESSS!
ah, my life is complete.
but agh! today!
dougie bit me!
til i bled a little.
not exactly bleeding, but you can kinda see a dot of blood.
why did he bite me!
i was feeding him!
it hurt!
and oh, after watching the episode of rachel's birthday
she had a list for her birthday presents!
ahaha, yay for my christmas list! <>
so there are some of the usuals.
SOOOO,
ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS ISSSSS:
1) MCFLY!
2) RED BLACKBERRY CURVEEEEE!
3) my two draven shoes (shoould be getting that soon!)
4) do ya/ stay with me single cd and dvd! (need to preorder today!)
5) goo goo dolls part twooo!
6) my mcfly calendar! (need to look for that soon!!)
7) new polka dotted laptop case! like the one i saw with chinghan at wisma!
8) camera!!
9) danny's hat!
10) stuff on my wants!
11) anything nice, nicely polka dotted!
12) ohh! MONEHHHHH!
13) oooh! nice earrings?
14) nice new wallet!
15) OH! DANNI TO COME BACK TO LIFEE!
16) nice new bag! (ask me for details! HAHAH!)
17) another nice new bag! "
18) nice shoes!
19) my MITO!!!! gah. (better be getting that soon)

hmm, okay i guess that's all i can think of for the time being!
might think of more!
STICK TO THE LIST!

NOOO!!!!!!!!!! THE WEBSITE! FOR MY SHOES!
IS MESSED UPPPP!!! I CAN'T BUY IT!
WHYWHYWHY!
https://www.hotfootshoes.com/browser/S003__a4/product/R003__FPc93D496c4534b3bc860946/items.html
UGH! DAMMIT!
BUT at least i preordered my do ya cd and dvd singles already.
at least i've got one thing.

5:45 PM

♥Saturday, November 22, 2008.

hockey today was so depressing!
and just patheticcc.
it was quite fun at first
til we had to play mini matches.
which is where i show truly how pathetically lousy i am.
so yeah.
ahhhhhhhh.
no one will ever pick me again!
being lousy sucks.
ugh, oh welllllllllllllll.
at least my hamsters cute!
awww, my little dougie wougie makes things better!
ahhhhhhhahaha!
oh man, he's just too cute!
i feel like squealing!
it's like rolled up right nowwww.
taking a little nap on it's wheell.
AND IT IS NOT GOING TO DIE!
cause dougie wasn't sick when i brought him home
only danni was!
ahhhhhhh, WHY DID SHE HAVE TO DIEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!
NONONO!
okay, i am fine.
eeeee, dougie looks so cute in a ball.
it's like sitting on it's ass!
i've taken so many videos of it!
hahaha, cute.
kinda like a baby.
documenting every interesting and cute move!
and dammit!
my eldest brother, brought out it's talent
in climbing up the cage!
that idiot!
now it keeps climbing.
easier for it to escape nowww.
eeeee! so cute
it's moving!
like adjusting for a good sleepy place.
ohoh! i saw it's tongue a few minutes ago!
cause it was like reaching for the food.
it was using it's tongue.
ahahaaa.
hamsters are the best.
dogs are so overrated.
now if only dougie can just calm down.
and get used to us!
i wanna carry it.
and pet it!
without it being so scared.
and, I CAN'T BELIEVE I DIDN'T GO WATCH MY WILD CHILD SNEAK PREVIEW TODAY!):
ughh.

8:15 PM

♥Thursday, November 20, 2008.

ahh damn, i have a headache now.
my brother brought his friends overrr
to play rockband.
ughhh, had to evacuate my own living room
while i was in the middle of watching friends!
so annoying.
and now he's trying to singggg.
juirfehbtjiujerg
that was me banging my head on the keyboard.
why can't i just rest in my chair after trainingggg.
gaaaaahhhh.
shall go dirty his bed.
but i'm too tired and lazy!
oh my headddddd.

ooohooohh! i just remembered!
i found forty dollars in my bag!
YESSSS!
MONEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
EEHEEHEE.
so with every sad thing, there's a happy, baby!
butttt i really have no idea where it came from.
how i got ittt.
when i got it.
so it feels weird to useee!
NEED TO REMEMBER HOW I GOT IT!
but oh damn does it feel good to find money in my bag!
yeah man,
ahhh, shut up brotherrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
i hope he chokes from opening his mouth to big
and like too much dust!
/EDIT
ooooh! didn't know volume two to the goo goo dolls greatest hits
was out already!
a looong time ago too.
like innn august!
whoohooo!
gonna buyyy, so cool
there's like a dvd tooo.
aww man, i love the goo goo dolls!
their lyrics!
the music!
john rzeznik's voice!
they are trailing so closely behind mcfly!
like some of their earlier songs are kinda weird.
but when their songs are good,
oh boy are they GOOOD.
gah! i need moneyyyy.
dammit, volume two is so expensive!
it should be about $30-40
since it's a two disc special thing.
oh money!
oooh, maybe the money i found in my bag
is meant for just this purpose!
but it'll be goneeee.
shall try to buy it if we go out as a family.
hehehe.
i'm such a great money saver.
i have also decided,
that i shall only watch movies that i realllyyy wanna watch
so actually, i only have three on my list!
eh! but waitwaitwait!!!
i usually claim money from my mother when i watch movies!
ooooh. yeah, i forgot about thattt.
or maybe, i could tell my mother that i've been saving
by watching lesser movies!
and bargain my way to let her buy me stuff!
oooh that sounds good.
sooo,
in order of release dates!
1) Wild Child!
whoohoo, emma roberts! ALEX PETTYFER!
2) Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging!
aaron johnson! and a tiny sneak appearance from DOUGIE POYNTER!
ahahaha!
3) Twilight!
no one to rave about. right.
same release date as angus thongs!
movie marathon! 18th december!
so wild child is 27th november.
but there are sneaksss!!!!
which are so perfect!
but stupid chinghan betrayed me.
oooooh musical evening musical evening.
suck my ass!
there are sneaks on saturday!
this coming saturdayyy!
12.50! gv vivo!!!
ahhh! i wanna catch the sneaks!
cause there's hockey camp next week.
which i am very afraid of.
the only timings cathay has are like midnight movies!
which is cool.
but parents aren't.
SNEAKSSNEAKSSNEAKS! ):
ANYONE FREEEEE?

2:01 PM

♥Tuesday, November 18, 2008.

SHITSHITSHITSHIT!!!
DANNI DIED!
ONE OF MY HAMSTERS FREAKING DIED!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
NONONONONOOOOOOOO!!!
SHITTTTTT.
PLEASEEEE, NOOOOOOO.
WHYYYYYYYYYYYY!
I THINK I'M GOING TO CRYYYYYYY.
I WAS JUST EATING DINNER!
AND I CAME BACK TO CHECK ON IT!
ANDDDDD IT'S HEART WASN'T BEATING.
SO THEN I TRIED TO CHECK IF IT WOULD MOVE.
BUT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
NONONONNONOOOOOO!
DANNI CANNOT DIEEEEEEE.
SHITSHITSHITSHITSHITTT
NOOOOOOWAYYYYYYYYYY
)':

EDIT
okay, dougie's like sleeping now
i think.
it's like only staying on the wheel!
please let it be okay.
pleasepleaseplease!
PLEASEEEEEE!
ICANNOTDEALWITHANOTHERDEATHHH!
AND THE STORY OF DANNI'S DEATH
WAS SO TRAGIC AND SADDDDDDDDD
seriously. )':
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

7:46 PM

okay, came home from piano lessonnnnn.
damn, i think i'm the worst student ever!
i suckedd.
i think my piano teacher hates me.
i was terrible! horrible!
bleah.
i've forgotten like...
EVERYTHING.
so sad.
and now back to my hamsters!
nooooo, what happend to my poor danny??
she's like not opening her eyes at all.
since 9 in the morning, according to my mother.
and even when it moves around,
her eyes are closedddddddd
pleasepleaseplease, don't let it be that something bad happened to her
open your eyes soon please.
and she likes to sleep on her back.
which kinda scares me.
oh please let her be alright.
and well, dougie's doing great!
nice big eyes.
and he runs on the wheel quite alot.
activeeeeee.
but still scared of me since the run out.):
actually suddenly, danny's scared of me too!!!
WHYYYYYYY!!
i can't remember what it was like at first
when i first got hamsters.
i was way too young.
and they were a different SLOWER breed.
damn robos run fast.
aww, i remember carrying my winter whites.
they were calmerrrrr.
and SLOOOWWERRRR.
but uglier and bigger.
they should make a special breed.
calm, slower, cuter and smaller!
perfect!
OPEN YOUR EYESSS PLEASEEEEEEEEE):
DON'T MAKE MOMMY CRY.

4:10 PM

♥Monday, November 17, 2008.

oh dammit.
i smell of hamster!
my shirt tooo.
aack.

9:15 PM

ooof! so tired!
there was hockey,
and after hockey, went to vivo to meet my mother.
who i had to wait like an hour for!!
tooo buyyyyyy HAMSTERSSS!
DANDANDAADANNNNN!
whoohoooo.
oh man so exhausting
but so worth it baby!
i really missed having hamsters!!
ehehehe, i'm giggling in joy.
so while waiting for my mother,
i went to the pet shop first.
then walked around vivo ALOT.
went to all the handphone shops!
that was fun.
so actually there are some really cool phones right now.
singapore is slowwwlllyyyy starting to bring in some nice ones.
so, at the very top of my list is
the red blackberry curveeee 8320/8330
ahhhhhhh, reallyreally want that.
but since lousy singapore doesn't have that,
the rest would be
blackberry curve 8320
blackberry bold
sony ericsson cybershot or walkman phone
lg kt610
in no particular order.
can't decide between those.
hmm, the smart phones would be better than sony ericsson.
so yeah.
thennn i went to action city!
andandand guess whaatttt
they played MCFLYYY!
all about youuuu.
it's all about you baby.
i heard it right from the start to the end.
yay.
well the guy thought i was crazy
and backed away from the girl slowly.
then after aloooot more walking and waiting.
my mother finally came.
and thennn the exhaustion began.
like 2 hours alone with parents is terrorrrr.
really don't wanna think about bad things.
so yeah, we bought the stuff.
a normal roborovski that's supposed to be male
and a white faced roborovski, female!
5 weeks and 6 weeks respectively.
dougie and danni!
whooop.
they are so friggin cute!
i need my video camera.
but its totally out of battery.
and i can't find the damn charger):
shoot.
and ohh!
more bad memories.
we got temp mini tanks first.
and dougie ran outttttttt
omg):
he rann outt.
onto the dining table,
the chair
and to the flooooor!
and it ran all over the house
under the piano.
after alottt of trouble,
i finally caught it.
so traumatising.
got a proper cage now.
and put the two of them together!
they're not fighting!
i'm so happy!
no fighting at alll.
the people kept saying they would fight.
whooo,
and now they might breeed!
life is currently good.
ohoh,
so my mother called my piano teacher.
to ask if she had spare cages.
so i asked her to ask if she could teach me again.
and well she's niceee
tomorrow! first lesson.
to see how it goes i guess.
two thirty i think?
yayay, mcfly songs!
happpyy days.

7:00 PM

♥Saturday, November 15, 2008.

DIE FATHER DIE!
waitwait, i kinda take that back.
damn you moneyyy!
okay, sooo die if we're rich.
once we have enough money,
DIE FATHER DIEEE!!
so annoyinggggg.
sososo many things.
i still don't have my star world back.
my private practice dvd is messed up.
and oh, there are many things in between then and now.
but let's just come to today.
cause honestly, there is not a single day
that goes by without my father making me hate him.
god, he is one hell of a crazy bastard.
he didn't want to let me use the speakers.
oh his precious expensive big speakers
and made me use his tiny stupid lousy portable speakers
to watch friends.
saying how i would spoil his speakers.
and he didn't want that to happen.
WHAAT! you friggin idiot.
ok, i don't know what to say.
but that was annoying okay!
stupid, not letting me use them cause i would spoil them?
it's not like i don't let him use his hands to eat my stuff
cause he would DEFINITELY spoil them.
cause let us seee shall we.
he uses those fat hands to dig his ears, nose, teeth and ass.
OHMYGODDD, how disgusting is that?
i just don't eat them anymore.
gross.
see! he friggin spoils my food.
and it's not like i would spoil the speakers.
i've used them before.
everyone has.
and what the hell is it there for if not for using it to watch shows.
which requires listening.
not like all his sick pornos.
perv.
then after watching friends with his lousy filthy speakers,
i well just unplugged them
and didn't switch them off
honestly, because i didn't really think
of them shitty things needing to be turned off.
then he scolded me for that?
what the hell?
like oh, next time you see the red light,
you have to make sure it's gone!
oh for godssake i'm not stupid.
jackass.
and telling my mother how i can't be trusted.
saying that if it rains,
i won't bring in the clothes.
you can't trust me to listen and do things.
ohman, can i strangle him please?
i am not the idiot that cannot even answer the phone
when it was so friggin near me.
and oh yes, someone else, had to come downstairsss
to answer it.
well, that was before we got the cordless.
but nowwww he still does not answer the goddamn phone
when it's like blates nearest to him.
so let me just say,
WHAAAAAAAATTTTTTTTT!
asshole.
so with all this.
OHMYGODD,
i reaaaaallly REALLLLYYYYYYY wonder why
i don't talk to him.
WHHHYYY IN THE WORLD i do not want to get close to him
and be his daughter.
can someone tell me why?
cause it's only MY loss to not get to know him
because, awwww, he already has two sons
who love him very much.
no matter how much he verbally abuses us.
oh why do i hate that self-righteous man so much?
it just confuses me so much
and i don't understand my behaviour
it just doesn't make any sense.
bastard

4:07 PM

♥Friday, November 14, 2008.

okay, my life is boring.
the most exciting thing
other than hockey
is that i washed my shin guards today!
yay, finally.
they stank.
so well that's all.
hmm, watched friends today.
i think i finished season one.
maybe. cause ross just left for china.
anddd i finally finished downloading oth!
season 6 baby!
oh! i'm trying to whistle.
can you learn that?
i did sort of teach myself how to raise an eyebrow.
or maybe it was a hidden talent.
but whistling is cool):
OH! i think my parents are letting me and my brother
buy hamstersss again!
YESSS!
so i think we want a roborovski and a winter white
preferably a pudding?
then guess whattt!
i can name the pudding one dougie
and the roborovski danny!
yknw, like blonde and brown hair.
eeeeee!
that would be cool.
too bad i can't get fourrr.
so sad.
but i can't wait to get hamsters again!
oh all the fun stuff i can dooo.
i cannot believe rachel, pamela and chinghan
think that hamsters are ugly!!
they are so friggin cute!
mice are too.
big dogs are ugly.
pssht.

10:29 PM

♥Thursday, November 13, 2008.

ooooh, aack okay, my shin guards
are stinking up the whole living room.
this is the smelliest they have ever beennnn
can't wait for training to end tomorrow
to finally wash them!
had team lunch after training today!
AHAHA.
ohmygodd, so crazy.
then went home and watched friends
and i fell asleep at some episode
not that it was boring
but i was super sleepy!
still downloading my oth!
so slowww
about four hours more!
eh omg!! it's six nowwwww!
why! whatttt! oh, five.
so slow!
and oh i think my parent's wedding anniversary
is like today?
or somewhere near today.
cause my father was talking about getting a ring?
a one carat diamond ring.
and like taking her out for a nice dinner or something.
but as usual, my mother didn't want to.
ahhhh, i'm still so sleepy and tired.
and there's training tomorroww.
i hate waking up.
i really don't get
why my mother can't just let me sleep for my twelve hours
on the days i have nothing on.
what the hell is wrong with her!
like i already have hockey 3 times a week
which means i have to wake up early 3 times a week
and there's church too
which also requires early awakening
so that's already FOURR FRIGGIN times a week.
and that's more than half!
i can still do math me(:
yeah! and most of the time when i'm free i go out too!
and i have to wake up early tooo!!
so prolly at an average thats FIVE times a week.
then i only have TWO PATHETIC days
to sleep in and relaxx.
oh but NO.
she has to wake me up at eleven or twelve or one.
disturbing my much needed sleep!
UGH, IT'S THE HOLIDAYS FOR GOD'S SAKE!
once school reopens,
i will not even have ONE FRIGGIN DAY TO SLEEP INNNNNNN
so just let me SLEEP!
she friggin hits me to wake me up.
and screams and threatens and slaps.
GAH! makes me wanna bring a giant crow loose on her
let it peck her to death for all i care.
then i can FINALLY SLEEP FOR AT LEAST TWELVE HOURS.
oh, but she bought me a candy cane.
BUT THAT STILL DOES NOT MAKE UP
FOR MAKING ME SO BLOODY EXHAUSTED!

10:47 PM

♥Tuesday, November 11, 2008.

okay welll my father is an asss.
just realised that the box
for my private practice is pretty torned.
and well obviously cause he threw it.
ugh, and somehow
the dvd can't work AT ALL now.
at first, it only couldn't work on the shitty dvd player
but now it can't work on my tablet either!
i could work perfectly fine on my tablet!
and today, before going to school for the combi thing
he made comments behind my back again,
but really loudly. again.
and if you could see me now, i'm rolling my eyes.
so i have decided that
i shall blame my ass of a father for vj.
he's just a jackass.
and oh, he also thought that today
i was going to school to choose my combination.
such an idiot.
and so well, the results were good i guess.
i got my first choice.
3C2 '09 anyoneeeeee.
well, whoohoo xinyi was with mee.
and if you're seeing thisss.
i wasn't smiling, or looked like i was happy
because i was only relieved.
and quite sad cause
i realised that i was alone.
like all the other people,
they were checking with their friends
and like being so happy they were in the same stupid class.
but welllllll.
not for me.
all i had to care about was my own posting.
and dammit chinghan!
we would have been in the same stupid class.
so well, it just really sucks.
anyway, ooooh look how
i'm talking about private practice nowww.
which means!
i finally finished watching seasons 1-5 of one tree hill!
now all that's left are the current ones.
yay.
season 6!
who the hell did lucas calll!??!?!
so i'm downloading gg, heroes and one tree hill now.
all of them are being really slow!
and ahhhhh
i'm in love with james lucas scott!
jimmy jam!
hahaha.
sooo cuteeeeee.
and he's like the mini lucas.
heheheh.
except that lucas kinda sucks now.
he falls in love with everyone.
but the only one i wanted him with was brookeee.
and i just hate peyton.
and yes, i agree with paveta
haley and nathan are really cute.
and they did produce the best little kiddieee.
and yeah, their whole family's so nice.
whowhowho did he call!
download faster dammit!
fasterfasterfaster!
so bored now.
no showwss.
the idiot spoilt the dvd i wanted to watch next.
and oh yeah!
i'm like having a tiny flu now!
what the hell is thissssss! omg
i'm like getting every different sickness
almost continuously.

3:33 PM

♥Sunday, November 9, 2008.

whoo, okay,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, TESSA YING!(:

soo, went to vivo after training today!
andandand, i'm so glad i did.
causecausecause!
the juice stall thing, BOOST!
was playing MCFLY!
cool right!
ahaha, FRIDAY NIGHT, BABY!
i was like speed walking past,
to get some gift wrap,
and was just suddenly like
AYYY! cause i like vaguely heard awesome music.
ahaha, i really have no idea
how i just suddenly heard it
while i was like half running.
i guess i just have ears for my lovely mcfly!
that was cooool.
after i heard it i just suddenly stopped.
like a car braking.
aha, i was so excited!
then yeah back tracked a little to see where it was coming from.
then whooo!
oh, it was friday night btw!
it was the go go go and dream it all awayyyy
one love, one life!
that's enough to get me through the nighttt
yeah, somewhere around there.
IT HURT SO MUCH TO WALK AWAYYY):
why did i walk away!
i already kinda embarrassed myself from laughing and smiling
should have gone all the wayy.
god, i love mcfly
ahaha, like god, i love joannaaa.
okok.
go BOOST!
i shall buy some juice.
when i have the chingching.
ahh, that just made my day.
it was quite a horrible start,
but GO MCFLYYYYY!
haaaaaaa.
i'm so glad i got to hear that!
so awesome.
and going on to season 5 of one tree hill sooon.
finishing off 4.
gahh, i hate peyton!
i hate peyton and lucas together.
good thing when peyton got to have lucas,
he started his ugly hair thing.
season 4, nathan and lucas have such horrible hairrr!
and lucas is an asss, going from peyton to brooke
peyton to brooke
and now to peyton.
it's just so dumbbb.
aww my poor brooke.
and ohhh,
seasons one and two were boring.
but it started to get nice and exciting from threee.
with the jimmy thinggg.
that was so sad!
and there were other sad parts too.
just can't remember.
awww, i cried at them all!
i have a heart!
a nice red one at that.
and i just suddenly thought of polka dots.
which led to chinghan.
who revealed what she got me for christmas!
ahaha, thanks(:
but gosh, you're so lousy!
and oh!
QUANTUM OF SOLACE SUCKSSS!
IT WAS SO BORING.
and the new james bond sucks too.
stupid daniel craig.
so friggin ugly.
pierce brosnan was funnierrr!):
stupid movie, wasted my money!

12:56 AM

♥Thursday, November 6, 2008.

okay, fuck.
mr lee texted me, to tell me i'm the only one
who hasn't submitted the online shizz.
oh ain't life grand.
ah okay, it's all good now.
finally submitted the online application thing.
and printed out the undertaking form and photocopied my results.
noww, i just kinda need to go to school
to give mr lee the form.
but i feel really horrible.
my throat is deadd.
and i feel weak.
and there's something in my chest or something
it's like stuck and making it harder to breatheee.
this has been such a horrible week.
and by week i mean within the seven days.
so from wednesday(29oct) til today(6nov)
okay, thats 8 days.
ah whatever, i'll still count it as my sick weak week.
and OH! GUESS WHAT!
it's the friggin holidayssss.
and ahhh, shitshitshit, i haven't had training
5 times in a rowww.
stupidstupidstupid.
diediedie.
yes, life sucks.
so now to think of how to get the form
to school.
by today.
without getting my sick ass off my chair.
gahhhh.
i feel like i'm gonna dieee.
the mini fever was so much better
cause i was sleepy.
and well sleeping through sickness is the best.
i am tired nowwww.
but there are things to worry about.
meh.

11:27 AM

ahh omg, i think i'm developing a cough.
it was like since this morning.
my throat felt dry and dead.
and now i'm finally coughing. alot.
feels good though.
letting it all OUT.
and today, i think after yoghurt AGAIN
i got like food poisoning-ish.
after the baking i almost died,
my stomach hurt so bad):
i Aabsolutely HATE stomachaches
honestly, to me, stomachaches are the worst kind of sickness thing ever.
like give me a fever anyday.
i can just sleep fevers off.
but stomachaches seriously KILL.
i'm beginning to think yoghurt is evil.
dammit! i love yoghurt! soso much.
but it's starting to betray me!
it's almost killed me TWICE!
in less than seven days.
that sucks!
and yeah, it has been such a sick week.
thursday i had my first awful encounter with the eeevil reincarnation of yoghurt.
on monday, i had my slight fever thing,
which was easy to sleep off.
oh i love fevers really.
and well today was my second run in with the yoghurt monster
and my nice cough.
haha, weird but i actually like coughs.
can't really explain it.
and ooooh!
i loved today's episode of privilegeddd.
MEGAN'S GONNA GET WITH WILLL!!!
YESYESYES.
since charlie is outta the wayyy.
it really isn't that i don't like him.
i dooo, but beside willllll.
COME ON!
whoohooo.
and yeah it was exciting too.
what with megan's thingy with laurelll.
ooooh.
but aww shit.
just found out today, that the smp thing's deadline
is TOMORROWWW, 6TH NOVEMBER!
well kinda today-ish.
which is worse!
shitshitshit.
i haven't done the stupid application thing yet.
ugh.
which requires a freaking mini essay thing
on science.
what am i supposed to write on scienceeee.
i don't think i'll be able to get innnn.
shoot!
i really needed this to look good on my application to veejayy.
dammit!
okay, i will try hard to make my application nice.
and ahhhh, i have to go down to school
to give mr lee my undertaking form.
ahaha, life sucks.
and i really need a personal assistant.
ah well, i shall worry about this tomorrow,
or well later.
i really hope i don't procrastinate anymoreee.
cause then i won't be good.
i hate work.
ugh, so lets move on to happy things.
happy thoughts, Phoebe, happy thoughts.
soo, went to whitesands shopping mall to meet rachel and chinghan
for lunchhh.
at coffee club!
yay, the nice and cute seats.
ahaha.
too bad i had so little money.
my mother only gave me $21!
which included money to rent bikesss.
so i just ordered a drink.
wasn't that hungry anyway.
being poor sucks, jsyk
so then made our way to pasir ris park!
had a little trouble with which buses to take at the interchange.
but whoo, we managed to get to pasir ris.
yay for friends who know directions, apart from paveta. eeeps.
so then we rented our bikes with ass hurting seats for two hours!
first, we just cycled around a bit
and did i mention how proud of myself i am!!
i learnt how to cycle during the chalettttt!
i learnt it in one day!
and look how awesome i am now,
I CAN TURN!
SHARP TURNS BB!
okay yeah, so then we went past the horse stables.
and the horses in singapore are tiny!
i guess there's no space for realy horses.
ahah.
thennn we went to the playground.
yay, swingsss.
it's been years since i've been on a swing!
ever since they demolished it from the playground near kcp):
they did demolish it right?
okay, actually i'm not sure.
so well, long time anyway.
so then we just cycled on.
which i found very fun!
since it was actually my very first time
cycling arounddd, on my own!
usually it's a tandem bike with a brother.
i feel so friggin accomplished!
thenn our rental time was uppp
and well our poor asses were hurting anyway
i forced chingpea to let me bake with her!
whoohoo.
and i pulled rachel along.
we went grocery shopping first,
and cold storage let me down by not having any frosting mix!
but phoebe got the cream cheese man!
is there anything she can't dooo!?
when we were at chingpea's house she kept threatening to chase me out!
how mean!
we did all the baking things
and the outcome was pretty good!
see chinghan, you only managed to succeed when you had my help.
heheh, fine joke.
then supernice rachel's supernice father and supercute brother
came to fetch rachel homeee
and let me hitch a rideeee
heheh,
THANK YOUUUU SOO MUCH!
MUCHAS GRACIAS!
i love her car too!!
it's hugeeee.
and kinda reminds me of my old dion or deon.
something like that.
it was a nice and big suv.
it was like at leaast 2litres.
i hate the toyota wish!
its a pathetic excuse for a suv.
so friggin tiny!
BOO.
i think i'm in love with rachel's family!
yknw, you can adopt me anytimee.
no need to go through all the trouble of finding me in the cute puppy ads.
yeap.
ohoh!
and got my the other boleyn girl from rachel!
thank youu chingpea and rachel!
and also for helping me get rid of the bends?
with the whole harry potter series
and 2 of the series of unfortunate events.
ahaha.
i love my book!
which i still owe rachel forr. oops, sorry.
the original version is so cool!
there are like cool picturess, nice.
and yesterday(tuesday) was hilarious!
when chinghan and rachel called,
chinghan: i'm saving you.
ahaha, classic.

1:29 AM

♥Wednesday, November 5, 2008.

whoohoo!
looky looky!
do you see!
how cool is that.
my book!
and the onlyyy one that's not on loan.
is in BISHAN!!
wheyyy.

12:09 AM

♥Tuesday, November 4, 2008.

ahh, i can't believe this but,
i miss the chalet.
at least it's better than this.
i hate you both so much,
but you guys really just don't get it.
jackasses.

12:55 AM