yesterday you won't

♥Monday, October 6, 2008.

whaoooooo.
damn, i lost my file!
i think some idiot took it.
cause i just left it in school i think!
ugh.
my physics stuffffff!!
my physic worksheets and tests!
dammit!
gonna try to find it again tomorrow.
okay, so chinese sucked.
i was falling asleep during the exam
again.
so many passages to read!
and i didn't understand any really.
it was quite a disaster.
chinese exams with so many passages make me feel stupid
cause i read chinese reaaally slow.
reading chinese words is hard!
i really don't know why.
or how to explain it.
but it's like word by word,
and many a times i have to re read alot
cause i don't get it!
CHINESE SUCKS!
butttt omg, i really hope i pass!
just a stupid 50 is really good enough for me.
ah ok, i'm hungry!
mmmmm, cheeeese!
/edit
ahhhhh!! ithniehnetinebijja!
what's map readingggg!!
i've forgotten how to do it.
or what it even is!
stupid sim didn't even revise it with us!
how do you do the grid reference thing?!
omg, i hate geog!
ihategeog!!!
i'm starting to think that maybe
i should have just listened in her lessons
like once or twice.
then maybe, just maybe,
i wouldn't be so messed up now.
hmm.
FROM NEXT YEAR ONWARDS,
I WILL DO MY BEST
TO PAY ATTENTION
IN EVERY GODDAMN LESSON!
except chinese.
or if i'm really sleepy.
oh yeah, a new year, a new start.
right.
iwilliwilliwill!
but right now,
I JUST WANT THE FUCKING EXAMS TO ENDENDENDDD!!
I really think it's driving me mad!
and ahhh.,
geog sucks!
and the textbook sucks.
the textbook has so little information!
like i remember having to write
the funny deforestation essay
and i got the points she went through in class from paveta
like they're hardly in the stupid textbook!
with lousy sentence structures.
gahhhh.
and having a noisy grandmother does not help!
keep that in mind!
ahhh, i really don't wanna mess up geography!
i am rather scared.
ahh i wanna cry!!
right, i think i take things too seriously
and think too much.
if only my brain could actually explode
from thinking too much,
then i wouldn't have to go through all this
driving myself insane.
hmm.
but waitwaitwait!
i don't need to worry.
i'm alright.
becauseee, i have God.
He will guide me through the geog exam.
and every other exam for that matter.
and He will make the paper easy and smooth for me.
my God will just completely take over.
so i don't have to worry.
He will, just like with all my other exams where He did!
yay.
and God will give me amazing marks.
cause yeah, obviously
if i did it by my own strength,
i won't be able to achieve anything.
but with Him i can get everything!
so i'm just giving it all to Jesus.
yes, good.
i am calm.
i just want this to endd!

11:26 AM

xProfile.

phoebe

LOVED BY GOD

POLKA DOTS ARE MY THANG.

11 may 94.

ex-kcpian

crescentian.

2c1.

hockey.

I WANT MY CONCH AND TRAGUS PIERCINGS!):

I WANT MCFLY TO COME TO SINGAPORE!!

and i want to go to the concerts when they come!

I WANT TO meet McFly!!! )':

I WANT TO GET TO BE WITH MCFLY FOREVER!(hahaha)

~~i want McFly's room on the third floor album!~~

~~i want McFly's wonderland album!~~

~~i want Mcfly's wonderland tour dvd!~~

~~i want McFly's motion in the ocean tour edition(cd+dvd)~~

~~i want McFly's Radio:ACTIVE album!!~~

~~i want McFly's greatest hits tour dvd!~~

~~i want McFly's official 2006 tour book!~~

~~i want McFly's greatest hits tour book!~~

~~i want 'Maximum McFly'!~~

i want McFly posters!

i want EVERYTHING MCFLY!(yep, LOTS of mcfly stuff wanted(: )

i want a balenciaga motorcycle bag!

i want a balenciaga arena hobo!

i want a hermes shoulder birkin!

i hate pbl.

i hate chinese.

i HATE my father.

i hate mushrooms.

i hate jackfruit.

I HATE MY BACK.

I LOVE POLKA DOTS!

I LOVE MCFLY!

I LOVE THE GOO GOO DOLLS!

I LOVE THE KILLERS!