♥Monday, September 29, 2008.
UGH, I HATE MY GRANDMOTHER.
I DON'T CARE.
I DO, I DO, I DO!
6:07 PM
ugh, okay lit and chinese paper 1 are over!
i am really happy with chinese!
i could actually write things!
very very contented.
the topic was easy i guess!
wrote my bao zhang bao dao.
whatever that is.
but i wrote like two pages and then some!
tell me who's the cool chinese coolie.
i think my chinese is improving again!
i hope! but i could think of words i never knew i knew.
but well, i did have to check my electronic dictionary
every few seconds, but that is not the point!
ok, maybe a little, but one step at a time!
and damn, i kept searching the wrong hanyupinyin.
its too haaarrdd. confusing.
phonics is much easier.
so i'm putting my chinese papers in God's hands
that i may at least pass!
but he will surpass my expectations.
yay.
then litttttt.
reyttt. OMG!!!
THE LAST LIT EXAM I WILL EVER TAKE!!!
OMGG I JUST REALISED THAT WAS THE LAST LIT PAPER EVER.
seeing that there is no chance in helll
that i would want to take lit next year.
i fucking hate having to memorise quotes.
so well, i didn't manage to memorise any good quotes.
couldn't really quote accurately.
i was just pissing it off, making up my own quotes!
hahaha, omg i hope they don't check and notice.
so i'm really putting my lit paper in His hands
cause there would be no other way i can do well.
so please bless my paper and let the markers-.- have favour over it!
that i may get good marks.
yeahhh. i have peace.
but omgosh!
lit sucks, i wrote til my knuckles
and well my fingers felt like they were bleeding!
seriously, i don't know how it would feeeel like it was bleeding
but somehow, it did!
oh the pain!!
and there was also something
that caused me to get a headache.
oh god, which i am so dreading for the papers to come.
it's going to be horrible!
dayaam.
and ahh!!
i haven't worn my retainers sincee like 6 in the morning!
oh mannn, i keep not wearing them.
i hope my teeth don't move!
but it feels like the retainers
for my upper teeth is tighter than it wasss.
ok, gotta brush my teeth and retainers sooon
and wear them):
and ooh!!
my madmadmad lies buying kindaa worked!
mcfly went from 29 to 17!
omg!
that's quite cool,
they were dropping and dropping
then they went up!
and they usually drop out of top 20 after a week!
but its like they've been there for 3 weeks.
so good enough.
i was part of making a difference!
hahaha!
4:20 PM
♥Saturday, September 27, 2008.
OOOH! I FOUND ALL MY SCIENCE SLIDES!
well, okay, my mother did.
but she put it in some primary school file!
and forgot, as usual.
oh well, at least i've got it now!
yay! i can study lit now!
after i bathe.
and obama's awesome!
YOU WERE WRONG!
hahaha, mccain kinda sucks.
obama's way better,
but i think he's losing in the polls?!
that's what my brother said weeks ago.
not sure about now.
but yeah, i'm happy now.
i can study!
which is quite a weird thing to be happy about.
hmm, right.
oh and, i still hate retainers!
andand gonna buy more mcfly tonight!
up in the charts they have to goooo!!!!
oh, forgot to mention how i currently have SIX pineapples in my house.
that's not all.
in the past 3 days,
altogether,
my parents have bought TEN pineapples.
the pineapples are really nice though.
uhhuh.
ok bathebathebathe!
/EDIT
okaay, my plan to study today was a big flop.
cause yes at first i got angry
and refused to studyy.
my bad.
then paveta's fault!
she showed my wondergirls!
then from then on, i kinda got hooked to youtube.
mcfly videos and such.
and a little wonder girls.
then i went on to mcfly st!
omg, that's the worst.
my whole day just flashed past.
oh where are you macbeth.
damn, i was saying mcfly in my head, again!
hahaha. ahhhh.
i feel depressed now.
shooot.
but on a happier and kinda crazier note,
i got 21 lies!
with pamela, paveta and pearlyn.
3 radioactives for them too
but yeah,
i bought like 9 extra downloads.
haaaa. crazy times.
9:40 PM
ahhh fuuuckkkkkkkk.
dammit!! i can't find my chem and bio science slides!
i was supposed to find all my papers today.
like lit and science!
since i know it'd be hard to find them when i want to study.
like i wouldn't be able to find them
and i would get angry
and not study.
i was supposed to be able to find my science and lit papers today!
i got lit already though.
then after that i was supposed to start on lit
and science would be onnn friday onwards-ish
and any other day that i have time.
i'm very organised,i know(:
gahh!!
how am i suppoesd to start on lit now!
i need to be at peace.
where the friggin hell are my last semester science slides?!
i don't remember throwing them awayyy!!!
FUCKKKKKKKKK.
i want my science notes!
i AM NOT I REPEAT, NOT!
going to reprint all that crazy amount of slides!
FOR THE THIRDDDDDDDD TIME!!
I'VE PRINTED THEM THREEEE TIMES!
aghhhhhh.
there are like thousands to print.
and i would have to edit them too!
cause when i print them grayscale,
some things would disappear.
what is with stupid teachers
having to make the slides so annoyingly colourful!
what's the point!!
ahhhhhhhh!!!!
I WANT MY CHEM AND BIO SLIDES!
I ORDER ALL OF YOU TO APPEAR NOW!
I HATE MY HOUSE FOR MAKING THINGS SO HARD TO FIND!
SO MANY CORNERS,
SO MANY POSSIBILITIES!
BUT MY SLIDES ARE NOWHERE!
UGHHHH,
I NEED A PERSONAL ASSISTANT
TO HELP ME KEEP MY THINGS NICE AND ORGANISED
AND HELP ME FIND THEM WHEN I NEED THEM!
NOT MY MOTHER WHO MESSES UP EVERYTHING!
PUTTING THEM IN PLACES
AND FORGETTING!
AND EVEN THROWING THEM AWAY AND FORGETTING!
GET A NEW BRAIN!
ahhhhhhhhhhh.
gimme science slides now!
or by friday!
I CAN'T STUDY LIT NOWWWWWWWWWWWWW.
FUCK THIS WORLDDDD.
STUPID EXAMS.
SHOULD HAVE ACCEPTED MY PARENT'S OFFER OF DROPPING OUT.
AHHHHHHH I NEED MY SCIENCE SLIDES TO STUDY LIT!!!!!
AGHHH, I NEED SOMETHING TO CALM ME DOWN.
I ALWAYS GET ANGRY WHEN I CAN'T FIND MY THINGS
WHY CAN PAVETA FIND MOST OF HERS!!!
WHERE IN THE NAME OF FUCK IS MINEEEE!!!
CALMCALMCALM.
ELMOOOOOO!!
3:54 PM
♥Friday, September 26, 2008.
OMFG!
i want to cry!
i seriously want to cryyy.
mcfly keeps dropping in the uk charts!
omgoshhh!! now for lies, their 29!
it's like their biggest drop ever!
from 3 to 29!
and radioactive dropped from top 5 to top 10!!
why! this is shit,
it's their best album yet
and they're not doing as well as the previous ones!
how can that be possible!!!
they deserve to be number ONE!
for both!
one for the radio should have been number one too!
not that shitty excuse for an artiste dizzee rascal!!
MCFLYYYYYYYYY!!!
UGH!
DOESN'T ANYONE KNOW GOOD MUSIC THESE DAYS?!
MCFLY ARE SUPPOSED TO BE NUMBER ONE!
how can they not get a number one
for their best albummmmm!
and they've worked so hard.
DOES ANYONE WANT TO BUY
MCFLY'S LIES SINGLES AND/OR RADIOACTIVE?!
ANYONE!!
aaackkkk.
AHHH!
ok, and i hate retainers!
retainers suck!
i hate retainers!
that is all.
10:45 PM
♥Wednesday, September 24, 2008.
wow, okay went dental again today
for cleaning! yay.
and retainers. boo.
so yes, cleaning was much better than i expected.
it was scaling and polishing and some flouride thing.
and i was quite scared for scaling actually!
cause i remember in primary school.
when i was primary 2 or 3.
there was this girl before me!
she had to do scaling.
it was reaaally bloody and she was crying!
yeah, that scarred and scared me.
then chinghan said there would be alot of blood.
and i hate blood.
BUT there was no blood at all!
there was nothing at all!
not pain either.
just some weird vibrations.
and opening my mouth was tiring.
so yeah, scaling isn't bad!
i'm just really happy there wasn't any blood.
or it would have been disgusting.
after she was done doing the scaling
and had to rinse, i kinda was expecting bloody red stuff.
but it was just water.
yay.
then she sprayed some weird stuff on my teeth.
like quite alot of it.
and it tasted really disgusting!
it was sour or something.
i think that was the polishing.
weird.
but i THINK my teeth are cleaner now?
it had better be!
that thing was disgusting spraying all over me.
thennn there was the flouride.
ok, i think that was the worst one.
that was seriously disgustomania.
it was some teeth trayish thing,
and there was some gel on it.
i had to bite on it for about a minute.
and eugh, tasted disgusting too.
but! the horrible thing is!
that i couldn't rinse or do anything to my teeth for half an hour.
i wasn't allowed to let anything else go into my mouth
the only way to remove
the flouride was to spit it out):
but with no water!
only my saliva!
that was a horrible experience.
i like to gurgle, ALOT.
i need to!
the dentists never gives me enough water to rinse my mouth.
i cannot stand having foreign objects/substances
in my mouth.
it has to go!
that thing had better made my teeth clean!
i hate yellow teeth.
i want some whitening.
haha, i want zoom!
stupid advert keeps playing in the dental clinc.
anyway,
retainers suck!!
omg, they are definitely worser than braces!
the discomfort isn't thaaat bad.
it's just that retainers are so friggin troublesome.
you can't eat with retainers.
so you have to take it out.
but after you eat and before you put it back on,
you have to clean your teeth!
otherwise, that'd just be gross.
eurgh, and your teeth would become so dirty!
and decay and rot!
so now, every friggin single time i eat,
i have to brush my teethhh!!
that's like at least 4 times a day.
and i'm more of a snacks person.
i eat little by little.
so that's like crazy!!
every time i eat something!
i have to clean my teeth and my stupid retainers!
and my retainers had some
weird small black spots/small lines on it!
before i even got to wear it!
why does it have black stuff?
not noticeable but i saw it!
omg, the retainers are so lousy!
what if that dirtiness spreads to my teeth!!
so i spent like half and hour trying to brush it off.
but nothing happened!
oh man, so angry.
stupid retainers weren't even clean to begin with,
how am i supposed to keep them clean!
ugh.
i hate crooked and dirty teeth.
and i hate people with them.
hehe, hint hint.
the person with the WORST teeth ever.
i think i'm quite a teeth freak now.
it is good anyway.
10:08 PM
♥Tuesday, September 23, 2008.
AHHHH!!
OMG! TODAY IS THE BEST DAY EVER!
MY MOTHER JUST CAME HOME WITH THE MAIL!
AND MY MCFLY STUFF!!
FROM TOWNSEND RECORDS!
WHOOOOO
MY LIES SINGLES AND RADIOACTIVE!
AND ROOM ON THE THIRD FLOOR!
BUT I ORDERED FOR PEOPLE TOO!
SO ITS REALLY COOL!
I HAVE LIKE SOOO MANY SINGLES!
AND LIKE TEN THOUSAND ALBUMS!
HAHAHA, AMAZINGG
IT FEELS GREAT HAVING SO MUCH MCFLY STUFF!
OMFG, I LOVEEE THEM.
AHAHA!! SO MANY CDS! AWESOME.
I APOLOGISE FOR BEING IN SUCH A CRAZY TEENIE FIT.
BUT OHMIGOD, I AM HAPPY!
GREAT DAY.
ok, better stop typing in caps.
but ohman, so weird!
where are my amazon mcfly things?!
!!!!
my mcfly things from amazon!
they estimated that i would get it on 19 september!
and it's way over!
whatthehell! my motion in the ocean cd+dvd!!
and my mcfly music boooksssss.
WHERE TO FUCK ARE THEY!
ALRIGHT.
CALM.
I HAVE MY ALBUMS!!!
SINGLES!!
WHOOO.
AHH!!!
NEED TO WATCH THE DVDS!! EEEEEEEEPS.
BOOYAH. i bet you're all so jealous.
okay, omgosh.
hold up.
after checking back on my cds.
i realised that it's a little wonked up.
i have 4 radioactives
3 lies bundles
and 2 room on the third floors.
but see if both orders came at once
i'm supposed to have
8 radioactives,
3 lies
and 2 room on the third floors
but if they came one at a time
the one that i ordered first
should be
2 lies
4 radioactives
2 rottf.
so it's quite messed up.
or maybe they sent the all the lies first
regardless of whether it was later or earlier...
but then maybe the albums later.
if you get me.
but i only have the receipt in the package
for the first order!
it didn't come with any receipt for the second one.
ugh, right i shouldn't have gone crazy
and went on a mad opening rampage.
should have carefully and slowly opened the envelopes.
cause it came in three envelopes.
ah damn.
should be fine.
shall just wait for my next batch
or i'll be having to email townsend.
oh the bother.
4:35 PM
whoo, just watched gossip girl!
omg, so sad and bitchy.
where's paveta and xinyi?!
and chinghan!
ahh, that was a cool episode.
and today was good!
it came out so early.
i managed to get a hd quality one.
at like three.
hmm, yes next week's is going to be really interesting.
well, school today was pretty ok.
mass run and pe which made me sticky for the whole day.
then english was free period!
since the english end of years were over!
so coool!
then chinese, we had listening compre.
and it was easy!
i could really understand what they were saying.
most of the time.
well at least enough for me to be able to kinda answer the questions.
good enough.
alot better than i expected!
and oh!
it totally slipped my mind that i went to cine
to watch Mamma Mia with rachel and chinghan.
omg, i love it!
really never knew how nice ABBA songs were!
but i don't really like the original versions.
they sound too oldie for me.
i like mcfly's version!
haha, and yeah those in show were really good.
except for well, Pierce Brosnan.
yeah the show actually makes you like the songs!
it's really awesome.
go watch it!
i teared a little at Meryl Streep's the winner takes it all
to Pierce Brosnan.
it was really touching and sad!
ahhh, the songs were good.
i want the soundtrack!
and aghhhh,
dammittttttt.
my brother doesn't want to help me write
the stupid a false accusation essay anymore!
i don't know what to write!
idiot.
3:43 PM
♥Monday, September 22, 2008.
ooh, alright this time
it's real!
i just got my braces out!
straight! and so smooth.
omg, it feels so weird.
and yeah, like chinghan said my teeth look big!
but damnnnnn,
it's like yellowy.
i can't wait for wednesday now!!
proper cleaning
and retainers.
hmm yes i can't wait for perfect teeth!
and ugh,
before i plugged in my tablet,
there was this gigantic ant
near my chair. it was huuuge.
didn't want it to crawl up my chair to me or something
so i wacked it with my plug.
yeah, but ohmygod it was so hard to kill
had to hit it so many times!
but it was still alive!
so i gave up and just completely squished it under the plug
then i think that made it give out
some kind of acid?
but it stank!
like some weird horrible smell.
so scary.
eurgh. i hate insects.
9:26 PM
♥Friday, September 19, 2008.
wow, i was just looking back at old pictures.
like new zealand and japan ones.
for the new zealand ones,
i had such horrible teeth!!
i seriously forgot how awful it was.
eeewww, disgusting buckteeth.
okay, my dear braces, i love you!
omg seriously DISGUSTINGGGG.
jutting out like my lips were my gums!
hahaha, something like that.
just gross.
but for the japan ones,
i already had my braces.
so not that bad.
but there is one thing that i miss
from new zealand times.
something i never really treasured.
but! i'm praying over it.
and the whole thing is gonna be nicer and better.
i put my trust in Him.
and i believe i will get it.
it would be perfect.
like the whole package, nicest ever.
thank you.
and ahh, the japan photos
make me miss my short hair!
plus the light in japan or something
made my hair look like a had some streaks of brown or something!
so cool!
but yesyes, i want long hair
long long hair!
and paveta's supposed to stop me if i ever want to cut it short
like discourage me.
remember to okay!
grow hair grow!
especially the disgusting fringe.
damn.
aha, my face looks so solemn throughout
all the pictures in japan.
i guess i really wasn't enjoying myself that much
since i said that i didn't want to go overseas!
cause it hadn't been one year yet.
and i remember the plane ride being horrible
but i guess that one would be forever
i never knew.
damn.
shit, i want to grow taller!
so friggin short!
but i really can't grow anymore
and it's not because my growing's stopped.
cause i'm still so young!
but lets just say that somethings hindering and totally
stopping my body from getting taller.
hunh.
ah whatever.
i want to watch mamamiaa!!
and ugh, can't believe the nerve of chinGAY.
she doesn't know who pierce brosnan is!
he was my favourite james bond
the new one is disgusting!
so ugly and he looks older than pierce brosnan!
aagghh.
8:10 PM
ah right, ok.
english is over!
whoopwhoop.
both papers felt quite alright.
the essay was alot better than i expected.
i could actually write something!
but it's so embarrassingly emotional.
i really wrote down what i felt/feel.
it's quite creepy that the marker would be some teacher
i hardly know.
and like just all my feelings are there.
i've never really told anyone some of the things i wrote.
so, weird.
and embarrassing!
eeps, but i just kept writing whatever i thought.
there was like a cool flow.
haha, oh well.
then well the other english papers were normal too.
but i'm under God's amazing grace.
and he loves me and i'm claiming my brilliant crazy good marks.
in His name.
yay.
it feels great that i have something
so strong to put my trust on.
it's like more certain then doing anything else.
alot better too.
it's gooood.
took train with pamela
and we decided to go to starbucks!
pamela made us get out at raffles place!
YES PAMELA, I STILL BLAME YOU!
haha, she said it looked weird,
but i couldn't really remember what it was supposed to look like
i think most stations look the same
except for like underground and overground? ones.
and the purple queenstown.
yeap, so we only realised after we tapped out!
dammit.
so went back in
and once again
PAMELAAA GUIDED ME TO THE WRONG ESCALATOR!
hmmm.
nevermind, I FORGIVEE YOU!
hahaha, ok fineee kidding.
so we went to starbucks!
hehehe.
i tried mango passion fruit frap.
pamela got caramel frap
and she paid with coins!
haha, hilarious.
and welll, after drinking the mango passion fruit,
i think i'm better off sticking with my coffee or cream based fraps.
or trying out the caramel macchiato!
i really wanna try that.
then went home to my computer.
and omg!
i had like crazy heavy flow today!
i kept feeling it coming out during the exam.
haha, seriously.
everytime i moved in my seat,
in the great words of paveta, it went whooooshhh!
then yeah when i checked it at home
my pad was like filleddd.
the whole thing!
ok, the whole front part-ish.
and yeah made the pad really heavy
haha, oh dear, why am i talking about this?
so cringey for someone else to read.
hope you had fun!
6:16 PM
♥Thursday, September 18, 2008.
omgoshhhh,
this is one of the rare times,
where paveta is a life saver.
if i didn't go to her blog,
i wouldn't have known that there was letter writing!!
and that we needed to know the format.
cause well, i don't really know the format.
then i'd probably fail.
so well, thank you paveta.
and ahh, i have no idea whyyy
but i'm like super nerdy stressed out right now.
it's only english tomorrow!
but the thought of it being final year.
such a great percentage in what combi
we get to take next year.
its just like- gaaaaah.
but i earlier i felt stressed out
cause there was nothing i could do.
nothing to study.
so it was weird.
having an exam exam the next day
but no studying at all.
usually there would be some thing the day after
and everyone would be studying that.
but there's nothing i can study at all!
feels empty.
haha, so i was surfing the net.
then i got stressed after i realised the letter writing.
aww man, i hate writing!
compre is nice though.
ugh so stressed.
but i shall claim the peace that God gives
and i will be able to do well,
with all thanks to Him.
i don't have to worry.
just have to put my trust in him.
and i will do amazingly.
yes, thank you.
ah, alright shall go do the format remembering shizzy.
11:07 PM
i'm over the fact that yesterday wasn't my dental,
to take out my braces.
cause yeah, i'm fine.
i'm fine with braces.
we have a professional relationship.
i'm fine with it as long as it makes my teeth straight.
so, keeping it in for one my dreadful week,
would make my teeth straighter no?
cause yes, i've always been feeling this two gaps.
where my teeth that were extracted were.
my dentist keeps saying that it's actually touching already.
but i feels like it's not!
it probably should be.
so one week would be good.
yes.
and today!
the long awaited and frightening science test.
ms ho seriously scared us all!
but as usual, it wasn't AS hard as she said.
it's tricky yes,
but just basically application.
i thought it was gonna be things that we didn't know.
but AHHHHH.
nerd mode:ON.
i did it so slowly!!!
then i seriously wasted alot of time.
i didn't get to finish!
nooo, i just needed one more minute pleaseee.
just one and i'd be done!
damn that last 26th minute.
my marks!
i can't stop from freaking out.
it's not weird.
cause that's what hardworking people do.
lazy people like the loser beside me,
are too lazy to fuss. yes.
nerd mode:OFF
but yeah, with God anything is possible.
learnt that the harder it is for us,
the easier it is for Him.
sooo, i shall get full marks in Jesus' name.
it's in His hands like every exam and test paper.
it's the only reason why i do well.
well, this week's over!
kinda, tomorrow's just english paper.
but omg, i forgot that it was the
ENGLISH FINAL YEAR EXAM PAPER.
the one that sorta determines my streaming shit.
ahahahaa, i hate essays.
wait, is tomorrow's exam paper one and two.
or just one?
so confused.
then whats the next paper?
it's in two weeks right!
next next monday.
29th or something.
what paper do we have then?
a little too TIRED to try to find my schedule.
today was pretty good actually!
maggie sim didn't come to class!
whoop.
and music!
we watched a little of drumline.
and wow, it was nicer than i expected.
thought it was gonna be really dumb.
but ooooh, never knew nick cannon was so cute!
and was he really playing the drums?
hahaha, it looked liked he was at least.
but yeah, the drums were really cool!
drums are cool.
hmm, then after school had the stupid anti-mozzie?
ah yes, cip.
was grouped with iva and klalre.
haha, and all we had to do waws walk around
the rotunda and e and f blocks.
but of course we kinda cheated.
you don't really expect us to actually really look at everything!
i think we get one hour a week
for these ten minute things we do once a week?
according to a really unreliable sucker source, jessie.
hahaha. oooooh, i love mcfly
i can't wait for my singles and album!
ahhh, its awesome having their songs stuck in your head.
the end is currently in there.
i love it,
it's really emotional and meaningful.
brought a tear to my eye.
it's songs like these that just really makes me love them.
and watching their videos too.
finally watched the down under with mcfly
on youtube.
i caved.
but i still want the dvd!!
i'll love you forever if anyone is able to get it for me.
the dvd was so awesome!
they're so real
or at least they're REALLY good at acting it.
they talk about the proccess of making the album,
what they want to do.
what they want the album to be like.
just amazing stuff like that.
it's cool like!
they really are an awesome band, the best ever.
a whole package deal!
all INCREDIBLY AND IMPOSSIBLY HOT,
SEXY AND CUTE.
SO AMAZINGLY TALENTED IN MUSIC.
with all their guitar playing, song writing, singing,
bass playing, drum playing madness.
mcfly's a real band thank you very much.
they have mad ass skillz.
THE BEST PERSONALITIES EVER TOO.
they're all just so sweet together.
just everything they're like.
there's just too many reasons,
but i conclude with,
MCFLY ARE THE BEST.
MCFLY LOVE IS IN THE AIR
around me at least.
mcfly ftw!
3:46 PM
♥Wednesday, September 17, 2008.
today is a good day, today is a good day.
becauseeee i'm supposed
to be able to remove my braces later!
at 5.15pm? oh yeah, life changing.
hahaha, but i swear!
if i'm not able to remove it!
and i wasted all my happiness on nothing,
taethjtnobuj!!!
actually i don't really mind braces.
i don't hate it but i don't love it.
but i makes my teeth straight!
and it's supposed to have run its course.
my teeth had better not have moved since the last check!
because i was looking forward to the revelation of my straight teeth!
so today is a happy and good day.
today was a relatively good hair day!
hahaha, since it's usually worse.
see, good!
so it doesn't matter that when i got into the car this morning,
a hit my head really hard.
had horrible, tiring d&t
where paveta and i had to redo our stupid wood stuff!
the stupid follower?( is that what it's called) was following!
the thing that rotates.
and that i have no sense of balance.
totally fell into some stupid old man in the train):
but it's ok!
AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH,
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG,
DAMNITTTTTT
I REMEMBERED WRONGG!!
MY MOTHER JUST CALLED THE DENTAL CLINIC
AND MY APPOINTMENT'S NEXT WEEK!!!
WHATTHEFUCKKKKK.
i swear i remebered her tell me it was seventeenth!
omg, dammit!!
ok, what the hell, today is shitty.
/edit
right, i just remembered one more thing.
today, i found out that my phone's camera is spoilt!
why did it have to be one part of the phone to spoil!
and a part that i actually use sometimes.
couldn't it just have been the whole phone spoilt?!
so much better that way,
then i can finally get a new phone,
and not have to wait til december.
ahhh, stupid lousy dropable phone.
i need like one with a good grip-
anti-slip.
anddd, haaa
my brothers at laughing at how i asked
why the red bean soup was green.
but it's supposed to be red i guess.
at least its a really dirty red!
omg, they're laughing really loudly,
i can hear them from downstairs.
idiots.
ah, stupid braces!
i hate them now.
stupid appointment.
putting me down.
2:54 PM
♥Tuesday, September 16, 2008.
agh, today is such a horrible day!
chinese testttt, which i hope i don't fail!
i didn't know how to write like six out of ten words.
but omg! i actually understood the two of the passages!
and my head didn't hurt as much reading.
i think cause i was reading really slowly.
hahaha.
then oh!
ugh, science.
i didn't bring my slides):
so had to stand and copy the slidesssss.
at least there was chingah, jessie and tessa sim too.
hahaha, so funny.
but oh man, standing to long without moving,
makes my back hurt.
so it was a horrible hour.
then on the way home,
in the train at like toapayoh station?
i started getting crampsssss.
ohmygod, it was like going on,
getting worser and worser.
then when i reached bishan and had to walk,
that was killer.
the pain was making me cringe as i walked!
it was so horrible.
i think this is one of the worst cramps i've ever had.
i usually don't even really get much cramps!
but ouuuuchhhhhhhh)':)':
it's so hard to breathe tooooo.
felt like i was going to faint,
on my way homeee.
still hurts now, but at least i have my chair.
and now no good gossip girl videos are working!!
there's something wrong with megavideo!
so annoying, but ugh
just gonna watch from youku then.
since chinghan's watching right now.
hahaha.
oh and, a note for me to remember,
whenever i ask my mother to help me buy something nicely.
and she says that she will if she goes.
that means never. *rolls eyes*
ugh.
/EDIT
argh, my mother's so annoying.
i hate her so much at times like these.
and oh yes, i'm so flattered.
that you have to pray in tongues,
because of me.
to ask for help over me or something.
hah. gee, thanks.
at least if you want to do it,
do it in your head or something,
don't have to say out so loud.
because i don't have feelings.
i do know why you're praying in tongues.
so well, yes bloody hell it is offending.
so i guess i know one of the real reasons,
why i didn't really want to go on holiday last year.
and i don't want to go again this year either.
because i'd have to spend those 10+ days
24/7 with them.
and previous years,
the holidays were with my cousins too.
so that wasn't so bad.
ah oh well,
i'll just do all that is in my power,
to stop any holiday plans!
i don't care if i have to stay in shitty singapore.
going overseas and having to go through all that
just isn't worth it.
wow.
hahaha.
and ughh, since i'm already ranting,
i shall go on a little more.
but well not all the way.
that'd be too much.
hahaha.
i hate all the stupid restrictions they give.
mostly only three.
but more on two.
1) i'm not allowed to stay over at friends' houses.
or anywhere in fact. except for camps.
and i asked why,
quiteeee nicely. well it was nice considering how angry i was.
not talking about now, last year i think.
yes, so i asked.
and they couldn't give me a damn reason.
wait let me try to remember what they said.
something like
"oh, that's just the rules of the house,
it's just those boundaries you don't question.
like movies, nc-21. you just can't."
yeah, it was something stupid like that, plus more.
lets analyse that shall we.
i'm ASKING WHY IT'S A STUPID FRIGGIN RULE.
and you're telling me it's a rule.
right, smart.
and well, they're always like,
ohhh why you never talk to me.
you can say anything, i always listen.
something along those lines,
just dumber.
but they go along and dismiss what i said.
and well, AHAHAHA!
nc-21! LOSER.
so yes, my point is.
at least if you have a proper reason,
i might accept it and not be angry about it.
but they don't have any reason at all!
like just wanting to have a stupid hold over me.
like a leash or something.
ok, hahaha.
right so,
2) not letting me get more piercings.
ok, well this one's relatively dumb.
but i want it alright!
this one, they also never really had a reason.
all my mother said was something like,
"ahyoo, so ugly! why you like! so ugly!
CANNOT!"
whut, just because she thinks it's ugly,
i can't do it?!!?
plus it's my own goddamn ears.
if it weren't for the fact that i wouldn't have money,
if i did it without permission.
hell yeah, i would have done it years ago.
i think in primary school,
like primary 4 or something,
when i asked.
my mother said something to do withh,
what would other people think.
they'll immediately have a bad opinion about you blabla.
and then her main point,
the one she actually really cares about-
oh later other people think,
aiyo, this mother so horrible,
let her daughter do all these things.
yes, because it's alll about youu.
if you don't want people to get that impression,
if you don't want me to spoil my image,
i'll stay away from you,
and you from me.
it's the best for everyone.
there is no real reason.
aghhh, i want i want i want.
damn those piercings that would be impossible to hide!
ah, getting to annoyed to blog now.
oh, and gossip girl was gooood,
and sad! but good(:
3:32 PM
♥Monday, September 15, 2008.
ooooh!! i can finally access my downloads!
i got to after ordering the extra albums and stuff for sitira.
wow, being so insanely nice does pay off.
hahaha.
but yes!
oooooh!
all my downloads.
so frigging awesome.
ok, so sitira and chinghan and come claim from me!
ahaha, ok
ugh, stupid chinese test tomorrow.
i forgot to bring my shou ce home!
i think.
i think i left it in school.
either that or i can't find it.
ah i seriously seriously HATE chinese.
everytime we have to write an essay,
i'm reminded of my immense hate for it.
and well, annoy paveta
during my outbursts of agony.
even paveta's chinese is better than mineeee!
but eh, seriously,
my chinese was alot better last year!
i used to be better than paveta i think!
but now i'm so much lousier.
and i really think my essay writing was better
when i was in primary school.
i think as the years go by,
i slowly give up more and more.
chinese is stupid.
but i really don't want to fail o level chinese.
damn chinese for being compulsory!
i think it is my most hated subject.
its like the most painful.
it hurts my head to think in chinese.
but ah omg,
i don't want my standard to keep sliding down
more and more every year.
but i hate it too much to actually do something about it.
now everytime ms tan talks,
i have no idea what she is saying.
MY CHINESE USED TO BE BETTER!
):
oh well, at least i have my mcfly downloads!!!
oh please let me pass tomorrow's test):
in you i trust, Lord.
11:25 PM
♥Saturday, September 13, 2008.
aw man, i feel sick.
its like after all the pain and fullness,
the nausea and sickness of eating too much kicks in
i feel awful.
i'm never going to sakae again!
ok, i know i'm saying this now,
and all of us said this while eating.
but we would go back again.
it's just a matter of time.
hahaha, cause well,
we didn't want to go again the first and second time
but we did.
oh well.
the best things that happened today!
aha! got to sleep til two plus in the afternoon.
feels gooood.
when the holidays end,
there is no day where i can sleep til the afternoon.
weekdays there's school,
saturday there's hockey,
sunday there's church.
so yes,
they all require getting up in the morning.
and yeah, surprisingly,
today my mother wasn't nagging at me to wake up.
she only started at two!
she let me sleep in! O:
and i just found my english file!!!!
the best thing that happened today!
i have exactly four book reviews and four newspaper articles
how perfect is that!
i couldn't find it before
cause i thought it was my eldest brother's file.
all his stupid aerospace notes were inside!
get your own file!
or maybe it was my mother who put them in.
ugh, stupid.
but ah whatever,
no need to do anymore book reviews and newspaper shizz!
i really am a friggin nerd.
don't know whether to feel happy or sad.
eeek. hahaha.
i don't think anyone else
has finished their english ten mark thing.
but i have!
long ago actually.
i finished it during the holidays!
no one else did!
i did the crazy 450 phrase MYSELF!
i copied no one except the internet.
newspaper articles were painfully cut out
and write out by meee!
book reviews.
i did the two i did during the hols myself.
i think paveta half did two of those in my file.
hahaha. but it's ok.
IT'S ALL DONE!
ahh, nerd alert.
like seriously,
everyone else is rushing theirs now.
and i didn't even really need the extension!
just a lil time to find my file is all.
WHO'S LAZY NOW PAVEEETAAA?
hmmm, use your tablet to find and write articles.
pffssshttt.
7:08 PM
oh, what a day.
hmm, well there was nothing worth talking about
about school.
except that i prepared myself for sakae buffet,
by not eating!
but uhm, i'm guessing it didn't really work.
right so, rachel, paveta, chinghan and i
went to harbour front by paveta's horrible longer and hotter way.
psht.
then paveta was on a mass aunty-like food and booklet grabbing rampage.
but she left the kipling booklet on the sakae chairs-.-
yes, do you see that paveta?
ok, so we were earlyyyy,
and waited til three to start the buffet.
ahaha):
we should've known
to have ran while we could have.
but once we started,
there was no turning back.
i didn't exactly go with my game plan
cause paveta was a pig,
and immediately grabbed some random thing of the conveyor belt
so yeah, needed to keep up!
couldn't wait for the orders to come!
and actually,
after the first plate,
i was kinda full.
but i managed to eat 13 plates in the endd!
so the whole time at sakae,
can be pretty much summarised in three words:
noisy, painful and crazy
we were making ALOT of noise.
i really hope no one reports us to the school or something):
the food and pain kind of made us really crazy.
we were like drunk or something!
and ohmygod.
rachel was slowly stripping!
and ah, the whole time there was filled with craziness
which was fun
if not of THE PAINNNN
so then pamela and jimin
came after their stupid math remedial!
and they could eat so much!!
they already ate lunch
and still ate 10 plates.
WOW.
ate and ate and ateee,
with lots of nausea and stomach pains in between.
we were dyingggg
and ugh.
i can't believe this.
rachel and paveta ate the most!
they had 14 plates eachh.
dammit,
chingit and i had 13!
whatever.
so after that,
the pain wasn't over!
still had to take the train homeeee
cause my father didn't want to fetch me.
but at least i had rachel to accompany me
in case i fainted or threw up, stuff like that.
haha.
oh, it was horrible.
was stomach hurt so bad!
and i was sleepy! hahhaha.
then when i reached home, and after i woke up
my mother kept asking me if i was hungry!
which i definitely was not.
i already told her not to buy foood for meeee
but she went to swissbake
and bought cakes and pastries
AND SHE TEMPTED ME TO EAT ONEEEEEEE
omg): my stomach was completely full
but my mind wasn't really.
hahaha, so i kinda forced it downn
and now, i'm dying
slowly but steadily.
i think my mother's trying to kill me.
OHOH! yesterday!
ahahhaha, finally bought my online stuff!
MCFLYMCFLYYY
lets see, got
lies singles bundle,
radio active,
room on the third floor,
motion in the ocean! for 11 pounds(haha),
all three album music books,
two non-mcfly things
and bought the mcfly cds that chinghan and sitira wanted too.
guess why.
haha, it's easy and obvious!
because i'm AWESOME.
thanks. ahaha.
i want my things nowwww. please.
12:21 AM
♥Tuesday, September 9, 2008.
aaacck, school has started.
yesterday actually.
and i was quite a wreck.
a little bit crazy and wonky.
but it was quite alright.
there was no chinese and cs!
whoo, five periods? is it?
or four?
either way, it was good.
hmmm today.
ooooh pe was cool.
we played captain's basket ball.
and ahem, the green? team rules!
ahaha, rachel, paveta and i were attackers!
ahaha, but paveta and i were relatively useless.
but at least i caught the ball!
and not get hit by it.
in the head. yikes.
hahaha, and oooh, pamela was gooood.
and omgomg! ahahaha
suet yi was like our star shooter!
which is weird. but like WOW.
and oh yes,
one of the best parts.
PEARLYN IS SUCH A LOSER!
ahahaha, hilarious.
(L) for loser.
but the bad thing about pe,
is that it left me sticky.
eurgh, which makes it hard to change
and it's just disgusting.
the rest of school was pretty uneventful i guess.
except for xinyi and iva being stupid.
but i guess that is a normal occurence.
then after school,
was forced to go to queensway for pbl printing
with suet yi and iva.
ahhh so hot!
but oh well, not that bad.
at least i got my muah zhi.
or mua ji.
whatever floats your boat.
then we went to macs.
and my left ribcage hurt! and still hurts.
omg, damn pain.
and it was even worse when i laughed!
iva and suet yi are just idiots.
but it is a good thing i went though.
otherwise there would be some money cheating problems.
hahahaha.
so i guess it's worth it.
OH! and omfg.
on the train.
there was this super hot caucasian guy.
and he looks so vaguely familiar.
he looks kinda like an actor or some sort of celebrity
but i have no idea who.
maybe i was just imagining things,
cause he was so damn gorgeous.
his lips!
and well pretty much everything.
ahhhh.
then went home sadly.
slept and woke up for dinner at swenson's
for my uncle's birthday.
they came here to go to aussie to see their granddaughter.
ahhah. sophie zara ng en something.
i can't remember the chinese name.
then watched gossip girl after reading paveta's blog.
so clear!!
hehe thank you.
/EDIT
ok, i shall reply tessa's stupid tags here-.-
since there are so many.
tessa.y: she doesn't catch me cause mine are mostly transparent!
she catches you cause she caught you before,
with all your neon bubble earrings. hahaha.
so she looks out for you.
and your earsticks are red?
I DO NOT SEDUCE MS TAN!
and why do you keep calling her laoshi?
haha, imagining you trying to say that is funny.
i do not give her kissy faces
and was not looking at her seductively!
ahahaha. you idiot!
and i don't seduce you either.
i only seduce me dear chingee. yeahhh.
11:08 PM
♥Monday, September 8, 2008.
alright!
i've done ALL the homework
that i planned on finishing.
which is:
twelve newspaper articles-WRITTEN.
two book reviews
FOUR HUNDRED AND fucking FIFTY PHRASES...typed out
math revision worksheet thing
plus one,
chinese letter writing!
uhm, i think that's all.
i think the newspaper articles and phrases
need to be written one by one.
to show how awesome i am.
cause if i chunk them together
they don't look that good an accomplishment.
hmm, but it damn right is.
sooo, whats left.
essay- a false accusation.
i hope i eventually come around to want to do that.
chinese zuo wen.
gonna copy my dear chingaling.
i'm booking your book!
science worksheet.
seems simple enough, doing that tomorrow.
lwy shit.
ugh, i'll do that when i feel like it.
ok, maybe not, cause that way i'll never do it.
whennnn i feel stressed to do it i guess.
two more book reviews.
i think that's all i should need.
should have at least two more in my file.
i'll do that in school.
wikipedia baby.
omg! i think that's all.
omgomgomg,
first ever holiday.
that i've finished all the homework
that needs to be handed up straight away-ish.
minus the essay.
i never hand up essays on time anyway.
unless my brother's free and in a good mood.
but damn this a level prelims!
i wonder if mrs lau would except mine 2 weeks late...
so ahaha!
me is a cool nerd. aihhiehie.
i am ready to kick ass.
12:26 AM
♥Saturday, September 6, 2008.
ah WTF, my father just took my bottle of yoghurt mentos
and dipped his hand in.
gotta burn it now-.-
ugh. idiot.
3:48 PM
♥Friday, September 5, 2008.
wow, haven't been online for 2 days!
haha, feels quite good.
i hate technology!
but hmm, wednesday was spent reading,
AND DOING HOMEWORK!
will brag more about that later.
and thursday was hockey and reading.
okok, ahhh! i did so much work on wednesday!
i seriously wasn't even planning on doing any.
but i just suddenly picked up newspapers,
after reading one of my books.
i think thats how it went.
something like that.
but yeah, i just suddenly started looking
for newspaper articles!
i was one hell of a crazy efficient person.
i got 12 newspaper articles!
i took a break in between.
to do, guess what!
do TWO BOOK REVIEWS!
it was just like ahh, so tiring,
cutting so many newspaper articles out.
and my neck was strained.
so i thought since i've been reading,
i could put that to good use.
AND, since mrs lau prolly wouldn't have known about my books,
and no one else would write about them.
i could just basically write crap.
perfect.
and i would feel better about wasting time reading nonsense books.
i really don't think they teach me much good english.
hmm yes,
so i've done TWO BOOK REVIEWS.
and cut out TWELVE NEWSPAPER ARTICLES.
ok, so maybe i haven't written the proper newspaper things.
but that's the easy part right?
yes, it is.
c'mon tell me i'm awesome.
*sigh* its friday omigod):
two days of holiday left.
and now i feel like my accomplishment isn't that much.
but it was pretty terrific on wednesday.
when there was still four days of holiday.
but eh! it was good.
that was early.
yes, i should still feel good.
i love being a nerd8)
ackackack.
so welllllllllll
need to get started on
mathscienceenglishchineselit homework sooon.
whywhywhy must there be so much homework?
i want to cry.
boohoo.
i hate writing essays!
i actually think that the english essay is my most dreaded one.
i have very little practical imagination.
emphasis on the practical.
yes, i do have imagination.
but it usually consists of mcfly and other stupid things.
so not of much use.
which is why i fail in art and artistic things.
i think that part of my brain was made even worse than the rest.
it's sad okay.
i am unable to make up a goddamn story!
and if the storyline is given to me,
i can't write on that either.
cause i need to know it exactly.
which is why for exams.
i always choose the question
where i can write a personal story.
i write about something that i've gone through.
cause it's true and there's not much thinking up required.
just mostly remembering.
but wtf, a false accusation?!
ok, everyone's been falsely accused i guess.
but i can't write mine into a story!
the story would be exceptionally dumb.
what is the point of writing essays anyway?
it's not like i want to be an author when i grow up right.
and that's like discriminating people like me,
who were born without sensible imaginations.
the world is so unfair.
and wow, i realise that i've just written up
a loooong post of stupid.
haha, have fun reading.
i have more coming.
today!
paveta, chinghan, rachel and xinyi came over for rockband.
and surprisingly,
paveta was early.
as in earlier than everyone.
they were supposed to meet at ten.
but paveta was about half an hour early?
oh and xinyi walks incredibly slow.
actually all of them do i think.
but only got to see xinyi
at least she makes up for that in her video game skills.
hahaha, stupid. good thing
there was rachel to make sure i don't get toilet paper.
heheh.
I DON'T WANT TO GO TO SCHOOOOOOOOOL.
9:48 PM
♥Tuesday, September 2, 2008.
today was awesome.
ok, let's see.
training was alright.
nothing that memorable but it was good.
then went homeeee, but made a detour,
to bishan library.
aha, i quite like the location of my house.
it's close to almost everything.
except food cravings!
ugh,
wait, there's my peanut butter waffles.
mmmmmm.
went to the library!
borrowed ma books.
ahahha! *girlie squeals*
it's been relatively long since i read my favourite series.
yeahhhhh.
two hot and sexy guys in one book.
wait, a whole 14 series and counting.
(Y) (L)
happy days.
ah, i'm in love with my fictional characters.
nah, not the twilight saga.
i still think my first love is the best!
oh man, best books ever!
the guys are hotter, heh.
i wish they were real ohmygod):
so fucking saaaaad.
and tbh, twilight is quite boring compared to these.
now that i'm reading them again.
it's been a looong time.
ok, i think since june,
hahah, it felt long ok!
i spent the whole day reading one!
ahaha, i'm amazed at how fast i read books now!
its quite weird.
i have no idea why i used to read them so slowly
i took like 3 days to finish that book.
and now, it's just 1.
i can see why my brother thought i read slow.
it is much better this way!
cause ugh, sooner or later,
i'd have to the must do holiday homework:/
and i can't do them peacefully
if i have awesome unread books.
actually, i've only not read one of the four.
but i forgot what happened in the other ones.
actually, i forgot what happened in all.
but just have to read the latest few to read my number 13!
14 isn't out in singapore yet i guess.
but yeah, not gonna buy any sadly.
cause if i buy one,
i'd want to buy all!
which would be a massive book collection.
and not to mention how much money would have to be used.
if anyone wants to buy them for me,
you're welcomed to(:
i prefer the small ones btw.
small, compact and with the smallest fonts.
i HATE big books with big fonts.
so annoying.
ah yes, i remember the first sight.
it was at the orchard library.
and my brother was borrowing baby blues and foxtrot.
then i have no idea why,
but i decided to borrow ma awesome bookies.
hunh, it was a good choice anyway.
i think that was back in p6 or something.
and i think orchard library is gone now.
so sad.
okok, enough about my gorgeous books
another good thing that happened today!!
incredibly cool! EPIC!
ahahaha!
my cousin's baby!
was born todayeeee!
at 1pm i think!
and what's today's date?
...2nd september!!!
Y
EY!HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY SOPHIE! (now that i know her name:D)
[argh, is that pink? couldn't find any pink!
there's no goddamn pink in the little text colours thing. so annoying]
it's pink! cause you're a
girlgirlgirlgirl!
here comes the baby clothes shopping spree!!
chinghanchinghan! :D:D
HAHA! too bad yours is a boy!
baby boys suck ass.
bb girls ftw!
damn, i want to name her!
can't really think of any yet.
but what i've always been thinking of was,
Tabitha.
haha, i think it's cool!
Tabby.
kinda reminds me of cats.
but that's good!
cats are good!
when they're babies.
awwwhhh, cute little wittle kitties.
and then you kick them out
once they're grown and fat.
unless there's a way to keepy them tiny and cute
til they die naturally.
like a kitty corset.
someone should invent that.
11:30 PM
♥Monday, September 1, 2008.
ahh noooooo):
nononononoNO!!!
ok, it's so hard to describe what has happened.
but it's oh so dreadful!)':
the mcfly down under dvd WAS only available
with the 3 singles bundle from townsend!
and it was only available til 10 july):
and even when they sold it separately,
it was also only available for a while!!
now, it's all gone!
WHYWHYWHY.
i was too lazy to properly check everything out.
and like read what everyone said.
ahahaha!!
i don't wanna be lazyyyy,
especially when it comes to mcfly!
that sucks the most!
but ayay, i think july was exam-ish period, no?
ok, maybe not.
but we were busy, yes?
ahahaha!
and even ebay doesn't have any!
amazon, nothing!
there is no where else. omg.
i wish i were caucasian, and were born in london or something.
i'm so outta touch!
ahhh!!
but the thing is,
i knew about it!
but just ignored it!
why did i do thattt???
everything seems like a blur nowwww.
dammit!
I. WANT. THAT. DOWN. UNDER. DVD!
CHINGHAN! PAVETA! GET IT FOR ME NOW):
ugh, gonna preorder my mcfly things
from townsend soon!
pssht, hopefullyyyy.
and omggg, i can't find a motion in the ocean cd+dvd either!
it's all gone!
i hate limited edition things! >:[
grrr!!
what kind of nonsense is all these!
why must it be only available for a limited time?!
just sell it forever, goddammit.
so many people in the world who want it!
gah, everything is so fucking out of reach.
SO ANGRY! ish.
hmm, more of annoyed.
why didn't i get it!!!!!
stupid mcfly!
why'dja have to make so many things!
and make them so hard to get.
they're expensive enoughhhh.
i want to cryyyyy.
omg, i want my MITO! so bad.
i'm like willing to pay about seventy dollars.
for one in perfect condition.
aha.
PAVETAAAA, PAMELAAAAA
c'mon you guys are getting tired of it.
you know you'd much rather have some cash.
ok, well anywaysss.
i guess the pathetic one week holiday has started.
but i know it's gonna pass oh so fast.
especially with hockey trainings.
cause it's like trainings kind of take up my whole day
cause i would sleep til the time i have to go for training,
then once i come home, i'd sleep and then eat and sleep.
so the whole day is gone. :/
and ahhh, the homework.
school sucks ass.
on the brightside,
there might be a wii party baby!
hopefully:/
oh! and,
i realised that it seems that the font on my tagboard
has changed!
recently! like since 1-2 days ago.
has it?
it has, hasn't it!
did anyone else notice?
looks like it though.
but how the hell did it change,
without me doing anything? :O:O
i looks nice anyway.
haha, oh well.
/EDIT
eh ohmygod!
my tagboard is wacky.
at first it was with the nice font,
but without the enter button and all that!
then i refreshed it or something!
not sure what i did.
and it went back to normal):
the uglier font. agh.
1:30 AM
CLICK ABOVEEEE. <3
