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♥Thursday, July 17, 2008.

ugh, everything always goes wrong
some asshole backed out of the wii deal
after meeting my brother
he like took out everything and observed it
looking for like excuses to cut down the price
and yeah, ohhh! i scratch! -.-
that you can hardly see.
you need to like hold it at an angle.
wow, congratulations on being sharp
too bad you're still an ass.
no sympathy for you there.
ugh, fuck you!
and so because of himmmmm,
my brother found a place that sold
at a hundred dollars cheaper.
BUT its only available on 1 august
great.
two things.
1) i will die waiting so long,
rockband will reach on like what?
sunday? monday?
but i'd have nothing to play it on.
2) vishaki would be gone by then.
awesome.
my rockband was supposed to be
my bright ray of hope of maybe finally, happiness
but yes, its me we're talking about
and nothing ever goes right for the life of phoebe
vj, was my only hope as well.
so really, i have no more expectations anymore
not going to hope
whats the point really
you just fall harder.
and it hurts more and more everytime.
whats the point in ever believing.
if its never going to happen.
so geog test today,
so whatever i get is what i get.
doesn't matter does it.
anyway, on a slightly bright side
i can't believe i don't feel so happy about it now
i'm supposed to be happy and excited about it
for a long time.
oh well, happiness comes and goes fast
everything good does.
but yeah, my mother's friend's sister in law
subcribes to mail on sunday.
so free mcfly album.
whoohoo.
i feel like such a horrible fan
never feel like watching the videos anymore.
and when i do,
i don't get the same good happy feeling i used to.
life's killing me.
hah.
what's living for anyway?
i really don't see the point.
and oh yes, another joyous thing
my back is really getting worse
it was hell during training
what's happening?
i hate slow torture,
just kill me now.

i wish i had something i could be proud of.

11:42 PM

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