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♥Thursday, June 19, 2008.

oh gosh, my mother's watching
a singapore chinese drama.
so i guess hockey was ok today.
did basics with xiyuan!
haha. and later with sarah samosa? too
-.-
so after dreadful training with the sec ones
for i have to say really long
to me it is.
i am pretty sure of
who's annoying.
but most of them are pretty ok.
nothing much happened today
other than training
slept the whole dayy
omgosh, singapore dramas are really dumb
anyway,
ahhh i really really want my vj):
i'll kill myself if i don't get innn
ok that sounds scary
maybe nottt
but lets make a list of ways to die!
i think jumping down would be the coolest
its like fun
before you die
i'd jump from the highest building i can find
to make it more worth it
like if you jump from a too low building
it might not be enough to kill
and you'd just be horribly injured
have to deal with all the pain and agony
another way would be sleeping pills
painless i guess
dying in your sleep is the best
and right before that
you can be crying
and when they find you dead,
there'd be tear stains.
oh and i'd leave a note
saying that i was sad
cause i didn't get into my vj):
and all my true feelings
would come out as well
like how i hate my father
and how i hate something else
that i can say here.
just to be safe
but i guess xinyi and paveta knows
i think.
there's drowning too
but i hate water
and the other options
seem too painful
hahaha.
okay this whole post is dumb
i've got a stomachache!
goodbye.

9:45 PM

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