♥Monday, June 30, 2008.
hello! today was pretty alright
school, was average
chinese was kinda funny
heheh.
cs, was funn
haha, seducing chinghan again
with suet yi this time
then well, training!
wow, look at that exclamation mark!
yes, this was the best training
since well last year.
best 'new' training so far
actually not exactly best,
but uh, least bad.
i'm not sure why
but it was just kinda fun
and then omg, match!
with like some sec twos and the sec threes
oh and sec ones.
ok, but i totally sucked
like seriously horrible
i'm the worst ever
the match would have been better without me.
i kept missing the balls
and letting them into the goal
fuck.
and when i got the ball
i passed it to the wrong person-.-
the opponent
great.
all the goals were my fault
ugh, i'm sorry.
i'm sorry i suck so bad.
really.
oh well, apart from that
the match was really fun
with some sec twossss
haha, joey is awesome.
and omg, some sec ones
are really getting on my nerves
i want to stuff their sticks up their asses
really.
anyway, school's gonna be goood tomorrow!
cause there isn't really much of it
haha, pbl powerpoint presentation.
need to memorise my lines or something
and uh well,
hmm,ireadsomethinginyesterday'slifestylewhichmademecry.
ok, maybe i shouldn't post that
OH WELL(:
eeheehee,
results would be out from tomorrow onwards!
pleasepleaseplease
just one more time.
andand!
vishaki!
wednesday!
woohooo.
hurry up maann.
the venom cat is waiting for you.
we should be the poisons.
hahaha
8:47 PM
♥Sunday, June 29, 2008.
OKAYY!
AWHHH, I JUST WATCHED THE ONE FOR THE RADIO VIDEO!
EEEEEEEPS,
SLOW I KNOWW.
but they just showed it todayy):
and i was busy today.
oh well.
ANYWAYYY!
IT WAS AWESOMEEEEEEE
OH GODDDDDDD
I LOVE ITTTTTTTTTT.
I LOVE MCFLYYYYYY
DON'T YOU TOOO
YES YOU DOOO!
THEY ALL LOOKED MIGHTY FINEEE
HAHAH, MUSCLE SPASMS.
I WANT MCFLYYYYY
LOVE LOVE.
11:32 PM
alright, quick post
today's such a depressing day
went to get my hair cut
and yes, as usual,
it was baaad.
i neeeed a new hairdresser!
tell me where pleaseeee.
and well, need to do chinese essay now
what er shi nian hau xiang qu/gu??
something like that
waiting for my mother to finish showering
and then she's just gonna do it
but i'll be writing
hahaha, my chinese is going to die
ok, she's here!
my life is so sad.
10:10 PM
and you weren't even the slightest bit bothered.thanks.hmm, i'm thinking of...
making a private livejournal and not inviting anyone
until i am sure and
if people want to see
haha, just to write our everything
pretending that people are reading
if all these makes sense.
oh well, maybe not
no one would know anyway
hahaha, babbling yes.
so anyway,
went got lunch at j8 with my mother
haha, again
but i don't know,
i was in a bad mood.
so we ended up eating at horrible delifrance
cause i didn't feel like deciding
i tried their creme brulee
and it was disgusting
sick, EURGHH
it was hardly a creme brulee
its supposed to be a nice soft custard
like panna cotta
but it was like cream
and some of it was hardened
like curdled milk
the whole thing was purely sick
and oh! i forgot to go to the supermarket!
to but deborah's chocolatess
damn it!
i don't even think she's expecting them
haha, seeeeeee i'm nice!
so church tomorrow,
probs going to cut my hair too!
change my image y'know.
but omg, i hope it doesn't go wrong.
i hate bad haircuts!
anyway,
chanbooboo can't have anything on me now!
12:46 AM
♥Friday, June 27, 2008.
school was pretty alright today
cause there was no chinese
the other lessons was spent doing homework
not much stressful stuff
and the best parttt
we didn't have cme cause practically
everyone didn't bring files
ok sooo peacehaven.
um, the bus ride was fun?
our 'performance' was pretty much a failure
it waas kinda expected
meijun was the only who could sing
haha, but she was so cool with her choir voice
then after all the dreadful noise-making
it was food time!
which many people
decided to be kind souls
and risk their own lives to taste test
yes, wow.
and jackfruit is schmellyyy
then we tried talking to them
but my chinese already pretty bad
and i can hardly make a conversation
with old aunties in the lift
and it is a long ride down
i doo understand what they're asking/saying. sometimes.
but sometimes they think wrong
but i just agreee and say yes
cause i wouldn't know how to explain
and all that
if i said no.
hahaa, i'm so smart.
see how i think through things.
and omg, i can't talk to my grannies tooo):
especially my maternal one,
cause she doesn't know my standard of chinese
but my paternal one does.
so its all goood.
but yeah, i hate answering the phone!
and its like someone speaking chineseeee):
and when my mother is out
they ask wheree
i do know, but i never know how to say it
so i say i don't know.
see, the best way is always feigning ignorance.
mmm frozen blueberries.
ok soo back to peacehaven.
it was just pretty horrible.
as usuallllll
:/ hockey tmrw
haven't gone for a week
my back is killing me
i just want to go into a coma
11:25 PM
♥Wednesday, June 25, 2008.
whooo, well today was interesting
not good or bad but just interesting
wellllll i can't remember what our first period was
at all.
its like not registered in my mind
but yes, after that was d&t
and well, my whole d&t life is over
i should talk softer when i'm
making a 'rude' comment next time
yes.
and i should get my haircut soon
before the next d&t lesson
i am serious.
and yesssss, tried being teacher's pet-ish
y'know so that he can mark off
my ever so foolish mistake.
hahahaha,
but ah, i don't regret it so much now
i was quite surprised though
that the teacher that scolded me during cts
was actually quite nice
or maybe cause i was so traumtised
oh but he made fun of me!
for tripping on the step):
then we got to see
who our new lit and co-form was
doesn't seem much of a teacher
but oh well, we'll see
ohoh!
omg, jimin is so cooooool
she went back to korea to see her bigbang concert
and she bought us stufffff
how nice.
i got Top socks. whoever that is
hahaha, but its cute!
and paveta got shutter shades
haha, in like a cow pouch.
thanks our little bitch(:
then it was our first proper lesson with ms ho
and it was goooood
man, i love her.
she was funny
in her own way
like her actions tooo
but she's too sharp!
her eyes i meannn.
went home and napped
woke up for dental
and guesss whaaaat
i can probably take them out
in 2 months!
how cool am i!
you don't need to answer, i know i am
well, tomorrow's gonna be
a mix.
haha, does that make sense?
like a mix of feelings.
7:25 PM
♥Tuesday, June 24, 2008.
feeling so screwy right now
ok, i have no idea what word to use
its just: URGH
cause well yes,
school has started,
and i woke up at 10.50):
i HATE waking up at night
and falling asleep at night
if that makes sense
makes me feel so unaccomplished
even though i wouldn't have done anything
anyway.
but you knoww
i 'could' have.
so when i woke up,
i tried printing science powerpoint slides
but i hate the new printer!
the grayscale is all weird
not to mention annoying
and i wasn't in the best of moods
so well, i kept blaming the printer
which lead to blaming my father
since heee was the smart ass
who wanted this stupid
black and white lazor printer
cause i waste ink on the normal one
BUT THIS ONE CAN'T PRINT! properly
ugh, and there seemed to be weird
hidden sentences
so yeah, i'll just go through her lesson first
and seee what her slides are like
so welllll,
woke up late today
again.
woke up later than the time i normally leave
it was just really the same as yesterday
just that today,
my father finally decides to drive fast
enough.
to get me to school on time
yesterday he was still driving so damn slow!
i was like banging my head
against the headrest
trying to get a concussion
sooooo
then changed in the parade square
it was sexy, not disgusting
hahahahaha!
right.
oooh, my first mass run in a year
is that like a milestone or something?
or is it just for babies?
so yeah, i was pathetic
but i think i wasted alot of energy laughing
but it wasn't my fault
omg, there were so many thingssss
to laugh at you know
after not doing it for a long time
i was actually quite happy
oooh, then got xiyuan's godiva chocolates
thank youuu!
as your other angel might say '<3'
nothing that memorable happened during class
hmmmmm,
so after school was bonding with iva
yay.
and she kept wasting so much timeeee
she's a slave driver
kinda
heeheee, i'm the worst group member ever):
and they never forget to remind me
i have awesome ideas ok!
not just when i'm rushing
i just only bother to give them
if it means leaving early(:
so went to the library
xinyi gave me the wrong directions
so i had to walk more
and the windows were tinted!
i think
or blocked
soo, got a horrible drink
then went up to uh 'study'
i don't know why!
i felt so determined
until it came to the actual work
hmm
but we tried doing spy work again
which was as always
unsuccessful
soo today, for me, was just a failure
11:15 PM
♥Monday, June 23, 2008.
the whole school cycle is back
you know coming home from school
using the tablet for a while
falling asleep
waking up at dinner time
feeling bad that you didn't do homework
and stuff (thats now(:)
eating dinner sleepily
(i think we're eating lamb again!)
trying so hard to do some homework
failing anyway
because, as i've said many times
my brain sleeps really early
so yes, totally giving up
and going to school to copy.
but uh, what do we have to hand up tmrw?!
the english crossing thing starts tmrw right
urgh itrjh[oehtoujr
what english hmwk
do we have to hand up tmrw?
and oh!
i have to make the stupid flag
for the lit fest project
a flag of cambodia is it?
and oh yes,
i have to remember to bring
pbl stuff
now, if i can only remember where i put it
anyway,
today was just plain horrible
i hate school.
i was late.
father embarrassed me):
he talked to mr tham-.-
mr tham laughed at me
great, thanks dad.
then well pe,
lost all my stamina
and my chest hurt):
urgh, english
she starts talking about work
with all the punishments
which is depressing
and i tried copying math
during her period
BUT! ahem, my guarders, iva and xinyi
sucked.
yes! make me feel so insecure
and she caught me
i think she hates me now
haha, after all she's caught me for
recess was spent copying math
and looloo was actually quite nice
cause yes, the 2 demerits thing wasn't real
wasted my time!
ohyeahh, i was supposed to try
and do it today
cause i felt bad and want to learn
yes.
oh cs, was spent sleeping
cause i didn't bring my tablet
ms jean doesn't really care anyway
i think.
and then omg, the worst part of the day
found out that i caused
jiaqi's stick to go missing
i thought she was going to take it back
urgh, dammit
so spent some time looking around for it
went like everywhere possible
but we couldn't find it
URGH
I'M SOOO SO SORRY JIA QI! )':
life sucks.
and who the hell are you to say that.
7:35 PM
♥Sunday, June 22, 2008.
chatting to chinghan on her lj
haha, she's such a loser.
poor cootie.
oh fuck,
school's starting TOMORROW!
in like hmm 11 hours
it doesn't really feel like school is starting
i think cause i haven't started
rushing homework yet
i think thats it
haven't started on anything
didn't go to stupid mlg
but i guess alot of people didnt do
all their stuff too right
a reasonably large amount?
some
tessa for sure!
hahaha, lazy and really weird bum
so well,
i'm going to try to do my math
since people keep saying
my little pleading plan won't work
i'll try to do
i think i will regret not doing all
oh well.
i regret alot.
one more wouldn't hurt
would it?
and oh yes.
I HATE YOUTUBEEEEEE
WON'T UPLOAD MY AMAZING VIDEO):
i don't wanna go tooo schoooooooool
i'm dropping out next year
anyone else up for it?
7:46 PM
♥Saturday, June 21, 2008.
couldn't go for training today
cause i was really too exhuasted
from cip yesterday!
we had to see buttons.
but it was more of a flag day thing
holland is kind of a suckish place
for flag day
cause its so small!
and not thaat many people
but we got to see a few cute Caucasian guys.
and we managed to ask one
for a donation
and he did!
he was really cute!
especially with his laugh
which was kind of dougie like
but doug's is still cuter and hotter
so the whole cip thing was just plain tiring
and if not enough cutesies
to make it better
oh well, its all over now
and hopefully i get my eight hours!
i want my famine!! ):
they should make it a hundred hour famine
and hmmm
its eleven now
and i was supposed to do my math today!
crap:/
why didn't i do it?
hmmm,
the computer is a devil!
argh, its too late to do math now
i hate doing hmwk at night
night is free and easy time
fun on the net
hahaha, i don't want 2 demerits!
i don't think i'm gonna finish my math
i'll just try to do a little?
and go to school on monday
telling loo
'pleaseeeeee! i really really forgot to bring!
sorrayeee! i promise to hand it up on wednesday!'
and she'd fall into my little angel trap
but oh no!
i still have iva's powerpoint
i don't really think i can say it here
for fear of murder by iva
backside, i can't do it by tuesday!
sorry iva sorrysorry!
i beg for forgiveness!
ahhh holidays suck
didn't get to do any of my
fatass holiday homework
at least i have my money-faced
chingster
yay done chinese newspaper articles!
can you do my chinese book review tooo
hmm, i wonder why my chinese sucks
no idea!
andd I HATE YOUTUBE!
it doesn't let me upload my video!
its like bullying me or something
urgh, its not even teaching me howww
i feel so cyber illiterate
but not when i watch my parents
and oh yes,
i am annoyed.
9:36 PM
♥Thursday, June 19, 2008.
oh gosh, my mother's watching
a singapore chinese drama.
so i guess hockey was ok today.
did basics with xiyuan!
haha. and later with sarah samosa? too
-.-
so after dreadful training with the sec ones
for i have to say really long
to me it is.
i am pretty sure of
who's annoying.
but most of them are pretty ok.
nothing much happened today
other than training
slept the whole dayy
omgosh, singapore dramas are really dumb
anyway,
ahhh i really really want my vj):
i'll kill myself if i don't get innn
ok that sounds scary
maybe nottt
but lets make a list of ways to die!
i think jumping down would be the coolest
its like fun
before you die
i'd jump from the highest building i can find
to make it more worth it
like if you jump from a too low building
it might not be enough to kill
and you'd just be horribly injured
have to deal with all the pain and agony
another way would be sleeping pills
painless i guess
dying in your sleep is the best
and right before that
you can be crying
and when they find you dead,
there'd be tear stains.
oh and i'd leave a note
saying that i was sad
cause i didn't get into my vj):
and all my true feelings
would come out as well
like how i hate my father
and how i hate something else
that i can say here.
just to be safe
but i guess xinyi and paveta knows
i think.
there's drowning too
but i hate water
and the other options
seem too painful
hahaha.
okay this whole post is dumb
i've got a stomachache!
goodbye.
9:45 PM
♥Wednesday, June 18, 2008.
back from my shower!
and guess what.
i was still in school uniform
since yesterday morning
yes, i slept in it.
cause i was too lazy.
feel so much cleaner now!
anyway, was supposed to go over to pearlyn's
but her parents had some
interesting ideas for having fun with her
how sad.
when school reopens okay!
i don't really have anything interesting today
nothing really happened at all
ohhh!
been watching whose line is it anyway again!
on youtube.
well, actually me brudder.
i just sit behind and enjoy.
that somehow sounds weird
never mind.
yes, i love it!
hilarious! funny! comical!
it is, for now, my favourite show!
oh these two days of rest have been sweet
but it ends tonight!
training at school tmrw.
feels like black monday.
but its what? thursday!
black thursday then.
oh gosh, i'm blabbering.
let's just say
i'd rather have a full day
of flag day
hold on, without any sneaky slacking!
yes, that is how horrible.
but i am sort of doing that on friday
but with sneaky slacking hopefully
who am i kidding!
xinyi's gonna be there
there's sure to be lazing around
9:51 PM
♥Tuesday, June 17, 2008.
okay! i'm back!
from my interview
and omgosh, i really really want to get in
even more so noww!
the interviewers were so nice
but damn, i was so nervous!
oh well, its all over now
all the stress is gone(:
so i guess, if its good for me
God will give it to me?
please.
oh yes!
my father was a total ass
before my interview
ok fine, he's an ass all the time
but honestly, he was even worse!
omg, someone seriously, kill himmmm!
come on, you hate him tooo.
chinghan! i order you to kill him!
he's lucky that i'm happy now
or i would've complained here(:
but i did complain to chingy already
but not all.
there was more!
unbelievable.
and i'm sucha horrible dental patient
i keep changing my appointments
at the last minute
and miss them as well.
eeps, and i think the admin woman
hates me
she always gives me the look
and 'the voice'? on the phone
fine then, since she already hates me
i'm changing again
cause i'm crashing pearlyn and paveta's
party of two tmrw.
and i'm gonna make it more fun alright!
cause of my awesome presence
and i'm bringing nice games as well.
hmm, i'm hungry):
alright then, i hate my father!
goodbye.
5:22 PM
♥Monday, June 16, 2008.
alright, today was pretty ok
hockey was well,
i sucked as usual.
but training was pretty ok.
slowly getting used to it
like i've given up.
so during match, i talked to joey
and awww, she's so nice
poor girl had to do basics with me
one of the previous trainings.
she was really encouraging and all that
aww, thanks!
even though you don't even know my blog.
but yeah, she's one of the only nice ones.
anywayyyy,
after training!
met my brother and mother at j8 swensen's
ooooh yeahhh
ate with my family cause its kinda freee
and finally ordered the food i always wanted to try
the expensive ones.
i ate crayfish pasta!
without mushrooms and fish and crabstick
so it was just spaghetti and crayfish
and it was gooood.
brother ate lamb from the narnia special
haha, and i saw a photo of the older brother!
king peter?
and yeah, actually he does look cute now.
mother didn't eat anything
causeee, she already ate with my father
eurgh, i already planned with my mother last night
and this morning
when he was gonna drive me to ccab,
he asked my mother to go eat with him
oooooh, aaaaaaah.
-.- asshole.
so yes and i finally got to try my sizzling pan!
got the rocky road
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
marshmellowws. melted.
ahhh. i want moooreee!
sooooo, interview tomorrow
faster than i expected!
i haven't prepared yet!
i'm really scared and nervous
cause cause i really really want this
and neeed this.
i have got to get thisssss!
pleaaaseeeeeee.
and well yes, i'm pretty happy too
for like this chance.
that i managed to get 'this far'
its not far.
but yeah, never really expected it
so yes, thank you God!
the only way i can get in
so had holy communion.
gonna believe and receive!
just gotta be calm and leave everything
in His hands.
oh yeah!
then dinner!
it was goood tooo.
i had gourmet Shepard's pie!
from yeah, my mother and father's lunch
and then cupcakesss!
wow, today was pretty good
food wise?
haha, alright i reaaally need to prepare now!
9:49 PM
♥Sunday, June 15, 2008.
okay, i guess today's fathers' day?
not good.
never knew.
i didn't even know there was a fathers' day
but yeah, whatever
who cares.
oh so, my parents went to the IT fair
after church
since its like. right there.
so my eldest brother and i waited in starbucks.
but i was too lazy to go get a drink
so i didnt get one):
the one we went to was like huge!
i think it had more stuff toooo.
saw people eating and drinking cool stuff
but i was worn over by laziness!
so yeah, my father bought a black and white lazer printer
cause i print too much black and white stuff
my notes. mostly science.
for exams.
sooo, its supposed to be cheaper
if he just buys a whole brand new printer
just for printing black and white stuff
yes, wow.
and he bought a laptop!
for himself.
a sony vaio.
the lousiest one i think.
hahaha, but its so prettyyy!
its white. it was like the only colour left):
he kept trying to say it looked like a mac
he started off with ipod nano, ipod, iphone
and then imac.
yes, he is that stupid.
had to go through so much just to get one word.
i want a sony vaio tooooo!
so pretttty.
but a better one of course.
lighter tooo.
pleaseeeeeeee.
i hate my tablet.
its so slowwwwwww.
sooo, hockey tmrw.
have to go to ccab by bus again):
and maybe brunch with elvina and jamie after?
or probably just elvina.
but its gonna be fast.
need to start preparing for my interview!
i seriously neeed to do welll.
pleaseeeee.
i wanted to prepare earlier!
i needed to be hardworking man.
cause i'll work hard for my dear vj(:
i'm such a procrastinator
and noooo.
haven't done any homework yet.
i'll just do chinese on the last few days.
oh no!
i have to do powerpoint toooo
by school reopening.
cause i promised iva
after delaying it.
heh.
noooooooo.
i hate pbl.
i hate school.
oh and yeah, gonna do cip
on friday
the whole day.
i hate getting donations.
people don't like donating to me.
they always donate to pearlyn!
i'd rather talk to old people
hmm, or maybe not.
if i can slack off.
and get enough money.
cause for old people,
it'd be chinese.
which i can't speak.
at all.
i can't even make a proper sentence):
like with my grandma's and neighbours
its quite horrible
and painful.
so, chinese sucks.
i'd rather learn my espanol!
rapido! rapido!
ohoh!
and i think gene simmons is hella cool.
i watched the gene simmons family jewels
and it was so funny!
he's such a cool dad.
and he has a really cute son.
not say very good looking
but really funny!
ahh, adopt me!
wow, long post!
chao!
8:10 PM
♥Saturday, June 14, 2008.
okay, today was horrible at first
was planning on writing a whole lot of
uh, emotional stuff?
hahaha, like what i feeel. stuff like that.
awwww.
because yes, the start of the day was terriblee
cause of you know what in the morning.
yes you dooo.
so yeah, i was thinking in the bus
but then like at j8-ish
i saw a guy from veeejayyy!
ah, which totally cheered me up
haha, something like that
but it was nice.
so aren't you disappointed
to not be able to see? my deepest darkest
feelings?
oh and on the bus!
the first bus.
cause yeah, i change?
my card had no more money! ):
and i had no more coins! )):
the chinese speaking uncle drove off straight away
so then i was stuck
but yeah, went to get change
with some nice lady.
who actually gave me more(!!)
both of us didn't realise i guess
she gave me 1 one dollar coin and 1 fifty cent coin
at first.
tried to look for another fifty cent(haha, do you get it[!!])
but couldn't find anymore
and decided to just give me a one dollar coin instead
but! she gave me 2 one dollar coins!
*gasp!*
haha, yeah then i went to sit
and think
took me quite long
and by the time i realised,
she went off the bus.
oh well.
alright, that was a useless story
and yes ohh dearr!
iva's back! O.O
oh the horror pamela!
i didn't do the powerpoint.
she apparently wants to kill me now
such pure eeevil in such small packaging!
scary!
and she was telling about her indo
about her oh so adorable dog-.-
AHEM. NOT.
about a pool filled with saliva and pee.
about people selling cancer curing pads.
wow.
and look at this!

yes, this is one of the only reasons why i'm happy
this should keep you amused for hours.
hell, days!
have fun!
2:38 PM
♥Friday, June 13, 2008.
i want to go cycling before the holidays end!
anyone up for it?
are you gamee.
hahaha.
yeah, i really feel like cycling!
and yes, Honey,
i can cycle
uh, with a bit of practice.
and all that.
its actually quite scary
with all my previous incidents
tragic.
but yeah, still fun i guess!
ahhh, hockey tmrw :/
just look forward to july!
yes.
and uh, do my very bestest
for my interview on tuesdayy
pleaseeeeeee.
oooh, and thanks xinyi,
for being surprisingly nice
about my interview.
wow.
11:49 PM
♥Thursday, June 12, 2008.
holy cow!
i am happy!
excited! exhilarated! whatever you want!
look look look!
ahhhhhhh!
from the mcfly street team,
really late i know.
but!!
LOOOOOOOOOOOOK!
EVERYBODY KNOWS - 5:02
"Don't expect results because the kids round here just don't give a ***"
- Everybody Knows is the perfect way to open the album... The track introduces us all to McFly v2.0. For years, i've been looking for something good to say about this band, and i think that, after 45 seconds.. this is the world-wide smash they've been waiting for. Demos of this track have been flying around for months and many critics (including myself), has heard it and thought, same old McFly. But with the real album version, this is definately a sign of good things to come.
10/10
ONE FOR THE RADIO - 3:11
"Don't pretend you hate us, then you sing our songs, coz we all look the same in the dark"
- This is the first release from the album, and you can really tell McFly are now an indie band. Yes, i said it. McFly are now an indie band, the same league as Kaiser Chiefs, Franz Ferdinand and Maximo Park. How have they turned indie? Well, they're pulling a fine indie trick. Release the worst song on the album.. Get people to love it, get it overplayed, then everyone will hate it. Kaisers did it with 'Ruby', Franz Ferdinand with 'Do You Want To?'. Yet, it's a good move. No matter how different people think this song sounds to the old stuff, it would not be out of place on third album; Motion In The Ocean.
5/10
CHOKE ON THE SUNSHINE - 3:42
"We know damn right that we should be hated, mis-intereptated, but do we actually give one? Go choke on the sunshine!"
- This is the summery song on the album, hence the '...Sunshine' title, and sees a mixture of Beach Boys surf rock and a darker side, more suited to Editors. Lead singer Danny Jones leads a chant of 'GO! CHOKE! GO! CHOKE!' more suited to a football crowd at the start of the song, but then can easily be edited out. Other than this, another stunner of a track from the lads.
8/10
LIES - 4:11
"You hate me, i love you, i don't smoke, but you do, so why should i disguise, myself behind your lies?"
- SOLO ALERT! Tom Fletcher takes over duties on this piano driven solo track. Despite what you'd think from the title and the key lyric, it's an upbeat track that sounds more like a ditty from the 1940s than anything McFly have ever recorded. This would be a perfect single choice for the boys, if only they'd all been involved in it. One of the best tracks on the album
9/10
FAIRYTALE NIGHTMARE - 4:56
"Nobody walked, and nobody dared talk, it's a minefield out there where you walk"
- This, ladies and gentlemen, is the SECOND best thing McFly have ever done (the best being the closing track, 'Lust In A Lonely City'). After the opening chords sounding like a dodgy 'Champagne Supernova', the song bursts into life, more along the lines of 'Wake Me Up When September Ends' by Green Day, or 'Fix You' from Coldplay's last album. This is definately single material, but do they want to risk one of their best tracks against commercial suicide? If McFly want to join the big boys, the answer's YES.
10/10
NEW CONNECTION - 3:04
"She ran away screaming for a new connection, coz everything had left her feeling down and desperate"
- A strange psychadelic track, with odd strums of an electric guitar, backed by drummer Harry Judd's constant beat, is possibly the STRANGEST thing McFly have ever done. Especially when bassist Dougie Poynter takes over vocal duties to reveal a post-Blink182 style yelp, which helps contrast this track to 'The Adventure' by Angels and Airwaves. Possible single, just for the sheer strangeness of it.
8/10
DON'T WANT YOUR HISTORY - 1:41
- Harry Judd FINALLY takes centre stage. After three albums, he's finally got his own track! But, to the disappointment of thousands of teenage girls, there's no singing from the drumming heart-throb. Just a solo effort on the drums that proves that he is one of the UK's best drummers. It leads nicely into the next track; Worn Out Smiles.
6/10
WORN OUT SMILES - 5:03
"Your worn out smiles, won't ruin me this time"
- After solo efforts from every other member of the band, the only most likely to go solo officially, Danny Jones, pops up with this. A minute of guitar crashing, ear deafening drumming and screams of 'NOT THIS TIME' fades out to a breezy Bruce Springsteen-like rock epic, in which Danny sings about life on the road, giving up nights out with the boys for 'bedtime glories' and the amount of fake people in the music industry. When the music fades at the end, Tom Fletcher is heard whispering 'Silence Is A Scary Sound'.. A nod to an old fan's favourite.
9/10
THE HEART NEVER LIES - 4:23
"We are the lovers, i hope you believe me"
- When i saw this on the tracklisting, i was honestly disappointed. I thought they were milking this track for all it's worth, and making the whole point of a Greatest Hits single worthless. However, i was shocked to hear a completely different recording. Opening with heavy drumming and a guitar solo Jimi Hendrix would be proud of, i knew this wasn't the track that lost out to a number one to Leona Lewis and Take That. This was McFly, putting right everything that was wrong with that single. Maybe if this version was released, it would've knocked the competition out of the water. Maybe McFly could turn even more indie and re-release it? I think so.
10/10
DO YOU NOW? - 2:56
- As this is a completely independent review and i can choose what i want to review, i will not reveal any lyrics or anything about this track at all, apart from 6 words and a rating:
SEXUALLY EXPLICIT.
SOUNDS LIKE THE KOOKS.
10/10
THIS IS A THREAT, NOT A PROMISE - 3:41
"Sometimes life gets hard, i want to throw it all away, but tomorrow reminds me of what i've lost and convinces me to say"
- Finally, a straight forward McFly song. If this sounds like anything they've done before, it's 'All About You'. This is simply an acoustic filler, loosening everyone up for the final track.
7/10
LUST IN A LONELY CITY - 6:38 (13:42)
"I fell for lust in a lonely city, where the ponds they shimmer and the girls are pretty"
- This track simply takes my breath away.
- Recently described by the band themselves as an 'epic', they were not lying. This is something Coldplay would be proud of. It's the best thing McFly have EVER done, and has to be a 'new direction'. This is their 'Bohemian Rhapsody', 'Don't Look Back In Anger' and 'Creep' all wrapped up into one. The whole band sing a verse or two each, yes, the whole band. Even Harry gets his tongue out for this one, singing the ironic line; 'Finally out of the shade, you've waited for this, 5 years and 4 days.' It was hard to pick a key lyric in this track as you can tell each and every line means so much to the band.
- 4 minutes after the end of this track, there's a strange buzzing noise, followed by a large belch (probably from joker Dougie Poynter), and then a acapella chant of 'I, Look Into The Sky'.. teasing the fans once more of the track 'Silence Is A Scary Sound'. The rest of the three minutes that this album plays for is full of random screams and chants that McFly fans are probably more familiar to than me... they include: 'Blood, Sweat, Tears, Four More Years!', 'We're The Young, We're Alright!', then a recorded version of the boys chanting 'We Don't Care', from 'One For The Radio'.
11/10
All in all, this is finally the real McFly.
Whether it's because they've left their record label, or whether they just dare to now, this is finally the album that will send them into outer space. A definate number one across the world, and a definate 'must-have' in the record collection, next to 'Definately Maybe', 'The Joshua Tree' and 'American Idiot'
did you read that! did youuu!
read it read it!!!
fuck, i'm so excitedddddddddd!
whyyyyy. one more month
i can do this i can do this
I CANNOT DO THISSSSSSS
hurry up!
man, july is the besterestest month this year
vishaki's coming and the albummmm
i am happy.
til saturday.
8:37 PM
♥Monday, June 9, 2008.
okay, i'm going to reply to all of pamela's tags
i was going to do them on the tagboard.
but that'd just be
pretty pamela(crazy)
and totally flooding. whoosh
so whoo, here goes
hello. yes, i mished you. haha. and well,
you did make up for it. and its enough to last
for the years to come. yay. thanks(: better already!
going for hockey tmrw. *censored for pamela's sake*
hmm, yeah i guess you could say that about my cca life.
but whats wrong with yours! you seem to be doing fine.
i think. mine sucks. really. andand, i bet you'd still be good.
and at least you can still actually play. and be in the nationals.
and all that. whenever you feel sad about your cca,
just think about me. hunh, yeap. if you get what i mean.
hahaha, oooh yeah. yours are the best. whoohoo.
booyah. and i'm like that all the time. sick or not! haha.
ah, wow interesting. i think your clothes are fine.
(oh this is getting tiring) and oh thats quite sad.
/oh wait detour detour!
wth, i think i know why
i got sick
it is food poisoning!
disgusting! i drank expired milk.
eurgh, thats sickkk):
ahhhh, yuck. alright
back to the dreadfully long pamela replying.
poor thang. i like the rain.
heavy ones that is,
it means no trainings.
hah. hah. hah.
yes i've totally got the wrong thinking
or whatever
should look forward to trainings
whoopdeedooo, to better improve myself
arghhhh, kill me pamelaaaaaaaa.
ok great, i just lost my 'mood' again.
hahaaha. i shall go take a shower now.
and reply pamela's tags another day.
11 hours to training.
i can hardly contain my excitement.
goodbye to foreverr. ha.ha.ha.
9:43 PM
ah crap,
i'm siiiiickkkkkk.
and i blame penny ang.
ok, yeah i don't know
i have like a headache and stomachache
and i feel nauseated.
i think its food poisoning
or maybe cause i'm too weak
with no stamina and nothing
then with the camp
dammit, i suck.
so i didn't go for training today
fuck, i already suck so bad
and still didnt goooo
but i think i'll prolly feel better in the evening
after some rest
and go jogging to make up
even though i don't think it'd make up
since i'm planning on trying
to go jogging everyday
for stamina's sake
even if there's training
hope it helps
ugh, i'm gonna go save my life now
(if you catch my drift)
2:09 PM
♥Sunday, June 8, 2008.
came back from camp yesterday
i shall not post about the camp
as it is a depressing topic
well, hockey is just a sad sad topic
and i hate my life
anyway, oh once i reached home
ate lunch
and slept for the whole day
right, thinking about hockey
has just made me sad
and i don't feel like posting anymore
i'm being weird
oh well, nevermind
goodbye.
& i change my mind, i do regret going for it
5:21 PM
♥Wednesday, June 4, 2008.
went to queensway with chinghan
to buy hockey stuff.
took such a long time to choose my shoes
but they still turned out ugly
but well, cheap
ugly shin guards too,
its ok i guess,
since you can't see it
i know i should wait for coach and the stick man(who escaped from a comic strip)
but, how could i resist!
they gave me a fabulous deal.
like almost 100 off?
hope i wasn't cheated
i think i looked very cheaterable
but the memory and guilt of cheating me
will haunt them, forever
if they did cheat me
and they will eventually get so crazy,
they'd kill themselves
that's fair, ain't it.
sooo, hockey camp tomorrow
and i am going to die
why aren't any hockers online!
damn it, i need to ask someone what to bring
and extra stuff.
i shall go and drown in my misery once again.
9:10 PM
♥Tuesday, June 3, 2008.
i am totally in love with chinghan and tessa
just randomly,
yes, they are really nice
tessa for hockey and car rides
(and flashing)
chinghan for well just being generally nice
awww, touching no?
and oooh, secret tmrw.
with someone.
schneaky schneaky
nothing much happened today,
went to teck whye
under 15 and under 18
really depressing. in a way
my own way.
one for the radio is awesome!
i can hardly wait for the album to come out
*teenie squeals*
thank god for the single
mcfly!
one of my only source of happiness
oh, remind me to buy deborah chocolates.
11:20 PM
eurghh, my whole body is aching
training was awful
fuck, i suck
made a rhyme
kill me now please.
1:08 AM
♥Monday, June 2, 2008.
CLICK FIVE CONCERT!
was awesome.
i love them now.
even kyle patrick.
yes, wow!
they were really really goood live!
kyle can sing better than eric.
and write better
it was fun.
so, from kinda hating them
but after watching them live
and now loving them.
what will happen when i get to see mcfly livee!
ahaha, lurbes them even more!
if thats possible!
so if mcfly comes, chinghan and i will camp outside!
hopefully they'll do it at the indoor stadium
i think its way better than max pavillion.
all of them, except ben (funny but weird)
are fucking sexy!
ahh, it was awesome.
tessa's a street stripper btw
12:30 AM
CLICK ABOVEEEE. <3