♥Saturday, May 31, 2008.

rewatching my half watched drama
was quite a good idea!
mike he is so cute and hot!
especially in huan huan ai
he's like really cute and funny on the show
the script and stuff for him
is gooood
all his faces and expressions
he even looks good falling down
and with all the behind the scenes
all his funny bloopers!
so cute, makes me feel like buying the dvd
ahhh, shoot nonono
i have no money
and this phase will soon wear out
yes it will
still really tempting though
but yeah, taiwan dramas are totally useless
getting one tree hill of something would be better
anyway!
my plan might work!
brother might consider getting it as his birthday present
i have to make sure
he doesn't suddenly want something!
but yeahhh, he does think rock band is cool too
and the whole day!
he's been totally hogging my ds!
wth, and who said that it was a waste of moneyyy
whole day i tell you!
got new games,
but i didn't even get to play it once
and omg, he brought it to the toilet!
so yeah, i used that great opportunity.
insisted that he must get rock band!
i wanna go jogging tmrw
i'll see what time i get up
and decide
which most probably means i won't go
dang, hockey training on monday
first one in a year
yay. i am so happy.
i can barely wait. or hide my excitement
whoopdeeedooo
(someone save me please)
ok, i need to go pee.

♥Friday, May 30, 2008.

i woke up at about 1pm
so i guess my pancakes were lunch
oh well,
good enough.
omg, i couldn't sleep last night!
cause yeah, i alrdy slept way too much
i think i only fell asleep at 6 in the MORNING):
and i went to bed at say 2.30
i tried!
life is mean.
i had to stay awake for three hours plus
torture
sooo, i had my freshly squeezed apple juice
with pancakes!
mmmm.
but you can't really squeeze apples can you
its more of a grind/smush/blend?
so, freshly grinded/smushed/blended apple juice
nicer than i thought
and then i went back to sleep
you can't blame me!
i had only uh,
7 hours of sleep
which is totally not good enough
oh, and i settled on huan huan ai!
thanks to a consultation with the drama guru
cause mike he looks the best there
i'm watching it all over again
i watched til about episode 9 last time?
but i forgot everything
oh well, i have time
watched 1 last night
haven't watched any yet today
brother was helping me download games
for my ds.
and ahh! i want rock band!
for my wii
i insist that my brother gets that for his birthday!
its not like you want anything else
prolly just some dumb switchfoot stuff?
or not!
seee, theres nothing you want
so just make your poor ol'
lil' sister happy
and yourself too!
rock band is funnn!
family bonding y'knw!
while playing, we can get to know each other
yes, understanding and what not.
JUST GET IT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY DAMN IT!
ok? (:
alright, off to choose more games to download!

i'm going to attempt
to watch another taiwanese drama
with mike he in it of course
thats the only bearable ones
ahh, i just really want to watch mike he
with english subtitles.
sooo,
its either
-love contract(ariel lin):)
-why why love(he has nice hair there!)
-marry me
-express boy

which should i watch (first)
oh wish me luck
my holidays suck
so boring!
and sleepy,
i woke up at like 2 today
and took a nap frooom
7-9?
and now i can't sleep
but i want to sleep
causeee, breakfast tmrw's gonna be goood
pancake mix in waffle press
with hershey chocolate chippys
awesome.
but the thing is i have to wake up early
like at 11.
sooo, i shall attempt to sleep early today!

mike he is insanely cute and hot btw.
and vic zhou sucks.

♥Thursday, May 29, 2008.

ahah! Mcfly are hot in the kitchen!
'harry, harry! you're on fire! you're on fire!' -Dougie
'oh fuck'-Harrry

'why're you all picking on me' Tom

'ready for a toss? whoa! whoa!'- Danny
(in his bolton accent! hilarious)

'my feet hurt. i wanna sit down' -Harry

ahh! omg,
mcfly back on tv
ok well, youtube.
it feels good, its been a long time now
they were pretty amazing cooks
but dougie can't flip a pancake
yeah, they were totally better
than expected.
i so want to watch it on big screen tv!
stupid youtube is so blur!
anyway, finished dou niu as well!
and damn, i wanna get married.
mike he syndrome all over again.
but mcfly's still first of course.

♥Wednesday, May 28, 2008.

ok, ahh
omg, i'm very happy(:
one step closer baby!
yay, chinghan yay!
anyway,
i'm up til episode 15
2 episodes more!
the show kinda really sucks
up to the point where i can't wait for it to end
so then you ask,
why am i still watching it?
hmmm,
i think its mostly cause i want to watch
MIKE HE!!!
yeah, its totally that.
and i just don't want it unfinished.
like unfinished business
hahaha,
and dammit!
i want to watch the Mcfly episode of the F word!
i'm sure it was awesome
really funny
gordon ramsey is pretty funny
watched it once or twice
since it was shown yesterday in uk,
from today onwards
i shall religiously watch the F word
til the mcfly one is shown!
or forever if i start liking the show
'Mcshit!'
"Mcfucking get out of my kitchen!"
i wanna watch i wanna watch!!

♥Tuesday, May 27, 2008.

oh yeah, i had another mcdream
the day before.
but iva woke me up!
with her phone call about pbl.
yeah):
my beautiful sweet dream.
it was suddenly like
'hey! i'm looking out for my star girl...'
then my dream got shattered.
but i didnt even really know what she was saying
still tooo sleepy,
i think it was like two plus though.
anyway, ahh!
watched til episode 13 of my mike he.
four more episodes.
and i realised that mike he was driving a porsche!
in the show!
i knew it the first time i saw it
kinda.
but yes, after watching a few more episodes,
it was confirmed
i think its the boxster!
oh my god,
my sexy dream car!
that i think chinghan is supposed to get for me
can't remember.
mike he got to drive it
so totally kewl.
mmm, i love mike he.
his hair is way better
when he doesn't over gel it and all.
nice and natural's the way it should be
oh except for 'why why love'
his hair was gelled nicely there.
back to the way it was
back to the way it was!
i finally watched music & lyrics yesterday
even though mother switched off the internet
i still have my movies from pavvie
in my hard drive!
hah, tough luck trying to make me sleep early
so annoying,
but i shall not elaborate on that
too tired and lazy
too much to touch on.
lets just end this with-
my parents are annoying assholes.
and yes, ooh it was nice
drew barrymore
funny
hugh grant
funny!
'comical' as paveta would say.

♥Sunday, May 25, 2008.

I GIVE MY SPARE CHANGE TO PEOPLE WITH EPILEPSY.
oh today was a bad day.
had flag day in the morning
so had to wake up at 7.30
but yes i overslept
but was still on time
since my father was (drunk) drving really fast.
cause he was rushing as well
sooo, i guess it started out ok
got to go anywhere we wanted!
so yeah, like everyone,
we went to town
as usual, no one wanted to donate to meee
no idea why, imma nice nice girl!
i kept smiling
so i actually only collected 2 one dollar coins
and one ten cent coin.
but, yeah got some from pearlyn and geraldine
and myself.
and i was supposedly too lazy to ask
so pearlyn swapped tins with me
awesome.
but i wasn't lazy!
thats when my stomach started cramping?
haha, yeah.
when the horror began!
oh and, we did not hide the tins
and go to mos burger for a break
nor did we go to wheelock
and i definitely did not go to the apple store
to buy my new earphones
NOPE.
so yeah then my stomach really started
to hurt really really badly
kept bugging them to go back to redhill
and on the way to the station,
some really nice caucasian guy
going to hong kong?
gave us his left over spare change
which was like at least four bucks?
after that i just kept getting worse
aww poor pearlyn and geraldine
had to deal with my old ladyness
and once we reached redhill
it was torture!
when i came out of the train
i got really giddy
and was seeing black and white spots
felt nauseous and felt like fainting
i was wishing that i would just faint alrdy
so i didn't need to put up
with all the agony
but i had to wait for my father to come
it was poor agony
but awww pearlyn and geraldine were awesome
went to buy panadol for me
even though i didnt even take any
yesyes you guys are awesome
so when i finally reached home,
my body was like cold and lips were really pale
eeps, scary
so i guess i know what i'll look like if i die now
okay, maybe not
so i slept for the entire day
and i'm better now(:
oh all the heavens and earth rejoice
but not going to cyber wellness tmrw
since no one's going anyway
my brother's a total ass
cannot stand him!
so i did something really mean and immature(:
i tore his stupid baby pillow,
which he named.
Bestie/Besty
right, you're alrdy 21 you loser
oh well, revenge is oh so sweet
i hate him.
just move into a ntu hostel alrdy!
its for the best
you're useless to me now
or maybe go to jail.
like a few months ago
he got a letter from the army
cause he forgot to tell them that he went overseas
second brother said that you could go to jail for that?
hopefully,
but too bad nothing happened.
soo, i slept at 4.30 yesterday.
watching my 'dou niu yao bu yao'
ohh its actually kept dumb,
as all taiwanese dramas are
but quite cool with mike he
funny.
the other guy's cool tooo
ugh, but it's so embarrassing
all these chinese dramas
and it makes me feel so bad):
that my chinese sucks so hard
i couldn't understand anything at all
had to keep reading my subtitles
which keep distracting me
from watching the show properly
but oh well,
its good enough for my replacement drama
while waiting for my new season of gossip girl.

i haven't gotten anything from vj):
i wonder if its out yet
please nottt!
or at least let them send mail
to people who didnt get in too
so that at least we knowww:/

wow, after watching like 2 minutes?
of 'dou niu yao bu yao' (ooh, i finally got it right),
i'm starting to fall in love with mike he
again.
he's so cute!
but like quite horrible hair
it was perfect in 'why why love'!
so far, maybe its just the starting?
please?
yeah, just watched the part
where hebe? was talking about the whole show
and holy cow, did mike he look totally hot
ok, sooo cip tmrw
and the vip results should be coming out sooon
cause they said like about a week
after the tests.
which was on last saturday.
ugh, oh well
back to my mike he
(so much better than ugly vic zhou btw)

♥Friday, May 23, 2008.

what's the point in all this screaming,
no one's listening anyway
what's the point in ever trying,
nothing's changing anyway.
i've given up.

last day of school!
yes, we had our 'clean and green day'
they should just call it child labour.
making us clean up disgusting shit for them.
this year was horrible
we had to clean the art room
last year we kept
having the air-conditioned and alrdy clean
avt or something!
oh all the good times.
at least pamela pearlyn and i
volunteered fast.
so our's wasn't that bad
just some cabinet.
but we totally cheated on the last one
poor chingy poo paveta and rachel
had to clean up some sort of chamber!
so freaky, it looked creepy.
and it was infested with termites?
holy cow!
and that's were pearlyn got her rashes
yikes,
but i don't have any(:
brought granny's 'ba zhang'
(without mushrooms baby)
for pearlyn and paveta
and gave pamela one too
but she like wasted it!
cause there was fat.
think about the starving childen in africa!
today was really hot.
and i napped twice
but like short 2 hour ones
ahh, i'm burning up!
sooo cip on sunday
what time were we supposed to meet again?
and i think that's when the vj
results are out!
booohooo, so scary
please please please i really wanna get in
that would make phoebe very happy!

♥Thursday, May 22, 2008.

no way, cook won.
it was supposed to be archuleta excuse me.
oooh, minesweeper with loser now.

♥Tuesday, May 20, 2008.

skipped school today.
wasn't really planning on,
cause my evil leader wanted some sort of meeting.
only she has meetings!
but yeah, got annoyed with my mother.
and so somehow not going to school connects with that.
anyway, its was a tough job
father was an ass, what more can i say.
tried the 'oh i'm so tired' thing first
but yeah didnt work,
so just went for cramps.
which i don't think my mother fell for
but i was gonna be late for school alrdy.
then pearlyn paveta and chinghan
sent me voice messages online.
hmm, yesyes hilarious.
oooh , i see my brother's report slip.
lets seee,
mymy,
gp: 60
chemistry: 58
econs: 60
physics: 79
math: 80
dknw why i just did that
but as i saiddd,
phoebe's bored
so paveta got into nj too
and they're all probably going to be able
to give loo's lesson of terror a miss
yay, lucky you.
but i will do everything in my power to prevent that
just you wait.
yeah.
oh sooo, finally bought my stuff online
and damn, polka dots are hot.
alright, sent paveta out on a perilous journey
and she's back!
she's defeated the she witch
good job my not so little thing.
hmmm(:

♥Monday, May 19, 2008.

ahhh): my life is so boring
i can't think of anything to dooo
what did i want to do during the holidays?!
when i was free?
i can't rmbr!
it always seems that
when i'm not supposed to do fun stuff
i do it and have so much of it to dooo
buttt, when i want to
theres none.
pffft.
i wanna go jogging!
but there's no one to go with
unless elvina finishes her work fast!
quicklyy.(:
what to do what to do
they kiss again is getting so boring!
or maybe cause its in chinese
and there's no more english subtitles
so most of the time i don't knw what their saying
but yeah its so boring!
hmm, maybe i shld watch my heroes season twooo
buttt, i don't really feel like watching stuff
something interactivee.
mmm,
tell me what to doooo
and oh, hahaha got email from vj
yes but its not good news:/
OR BAD NEWS! heehee(:
phew.
but the title was quite cool
thought it was gonna be good news
'vip interview-we need more information'
but yeah apparently,
they were just asking for more information
from everyone.
ahhh fineee.
need to give sec 2 results
yeppppp.
please let mee innnn):
i'm really really nice
yesss, reallly(:
phoebe's bored out of her wits.

♥Sunday, May 18, 2008.

wow, alright
just came back from jalking):
and realised how unfit i am.
its worse than i thought! O:
ah oh well, its still sort of an accomplishment
i'm not supposed to do anything til june
so yes at least i'm trying!
soooo, we were planning on running at the stadium
but it was sort of 'crowded'
and there was soccer training?
so yeah, went to the park instead!
hahaha.
but we had stuff with us
so 'we couldn't run'
and walked to her house to deposit them with her father
which is good!
warmup of walking abt 1km?
yes so we started jogging
for 200m and we were tired alrdy):
so we walked for another 200
hahaaha, we continued this
for about one and a half rounds
and then we sat and talked (:
and apparently got bitten by mosquitoes:/
so then we walked all the way back
so we completed quite a fair bit!
not bad okay.
shut up,
ahhh): even old people are fitter than us
ugh, oh well
shall try moree.
and when i came back eldest brother was damn annoying
he had some stupid face
he asked how many rounds i ran
then so i told him the stadium was sort of crowded
he gave me more of the face
told him we went to the park
he said bet i didnt run at all
only talked?
wth and gave me his annoying face
oh please you're ugly enough
spare me.

hmm, going jogging with elvina later!
omgosh, i cant waittt
first time in a year
jogging againnn
need to gain back my stamina
if i want to survive in hockey.
or i'd just totally die.
yepp, going to the stadium.
i wonder how much i can run :/
haha, elvina's the best
especially during my operation period
she came everyday she could(:
thanks ahh.
and, agh
brother just told me that the video camera
was like what only 0.3 megapixels?
that kinda sucks
but still looks ok
quite clear?
ugh, always raining on my parade-.-
you suck, switchfoot sucks!
oh cool, public holiday tmrwwww
hah. yepp.
wow, i have nothing to write
my life's so boring :/
ahhh!
i really really wanna get innnn
hearing about so many people
getting in the first round of nj's ip alrdy
what about vj!!
quickly quickly.
pleaseeee let meee innnnnnnnnn
):

♥Saturday, May 17, 2008.

let me start this off with
ARGH!
THEY DIDN'T PLAY EVERYBODY KNOWS
AT THE AINTREE RACECOURSE!
ahhhh): someone said they would!
wanted to hear the whole thing!
ugh, now we have to wait til the single official
comes out
in like juneeeeee):
awww come onnnn.
):
anyway
the vj tests were todayyy
til 6pm
it was so tiring!
at least its overrr
math was pretty easy
way easier than i thought
english was a difficult as i expected
hmm, but not that bad
but i have noo ideaaa!
please God, give me favour
with the marker
heeheee.
make it good!
i really want to get innn
thank youuu!
and hahaha ching han is an idiot!
call her father
but could only fetch her in 20 minutes
she was damn mean!
she hung up on hung up on him
but called him back right after!
hahaha such an idiot.
thenthen oh!
when we reached homeee
my father showed me the video cam!
yay, he bought me a video cameraaa
it looks quite nice(:
quite coool.
hahaha.
feeling quite happy now
all the stressful things are over!
until i get my results of the tests):
eeeps.
but its only in a few weeks.
all alone at home noww.
hmm, jelly beans!
ahhh, really feeeling really happy now
hahaha, then gonna buy my online stuff
with my mother.
hahaha
yay! but dammit
mcfly is mean
hmm

♥Friday, May 16, 2008.

damnn, GAT is over!
yeah baby(as how elmo would say)
whooo,
i thought it was quite ok
heehee, had time
pheww.
but yes, never certain
i could have seen them all wrongly!
but yeah,
ma Daddy God will help me
and tmrw tooo(;
O.O math and english
gonna be soooo harddddd
please saveeeee meeeee
i've beeen aching far tooo lonnggggggg
ahahaaa)':
i hate always being so stressed out
for nothing much
like right after mid years i was stressed!
cause of the ip application
hahaha, and i still couldnt rest after that
results and the tests!
do you seeee how stressful it issssss
why are you all not stressed out!
you freaks!
i guess i make up for my laziness
by being so high strung?
but its not even a good thing!
ahhhhhhhhO.O
f^&@%&^%
PHOEBE NEEDS TO CALM DOWN!
get elmo get elmo
phew
nothing much happened in school today
just that i fell asleep at friday night
and woke up at memory lane
ohoh!
or i could say that i fell asleep on friday night
and woke up on memory lane!
thats cool!
oh yeahh
it does make sense!
gedditgeddit
if you don't you're an idiot
yepp oh
so tessa bought the click five tickets today?
yay! THERE WAS AN OFFER
heehee $91?
coool.
yayayay
wanna make a banner!
'please ask mcfly to come to singapore!'
hahaha.
can't wait to camp
fun yeah.
but it'd be more fun if it were mcfly! )':
oh well, i'll wait
yes i will.
and i feel stomach cramps coming on sayy tuesday!
ouch! long weekend baby!

they think we waste our lives but they're wrong!

♥Thursday, May 15, 2008.

ahh, ok ay let me start this off with
DAVID ARCHULETA IS SOOO CUTE!
he's so sweet
with all the fans
and he criedd
aawww:') such a sweet lil boyy
i really hope he wins noww
he deserves it mannn
pleaseeee let him win.
hahaha, he's like
gosh gosh gosh
gosh this gosh that
hahahaha. he's awesome
syesha is coool
too bad she's gonna be out :/
hmmm
and got back results todayy! O.O
i really think i'm very high strung
like craaazyyy.
i was freaking out as usual :/
right before getting back results
and also cause of all the ip tests
that are coming out!
ahhhh
i wonder what its gonna be like
once i start working or something
hahaha, i think my cause of death
would be stress.
i need to learn how to control it
and get less of it
yepp.
i think my elmo kinda helps
before getting science,
i was like singing to myself
in my head
'elmo's ticklish ticklish!'
hahaha, it worked! a tiny bit
then john teo was quite mean
just dumped the paper on my head
cause i was scared and lying down
so mean!
but yeah, it turned out to be quite ok(:
then uhh, lit,
average i guess.
quite pleaseed i didnt fail!
stupid tcm.
and math.
oh i super scared too.
but yeah, ok too(:
then ahh history!
i passed!! :O (:
awww syesha's crying too
hahaha.
yes, history was average
and china ham had the highest!
hahaha i knw whyyy
cause she's cheena
then those chapters were cheena ish
hahha.
so overall all was gooood(:
thankyouthankyouGOD.
ahhhh, GAT tmrwwwww
then eat and mat on saturday
hahaha.
and oh dearrr
peacehaven trip sooon
ohhh it was horrible last year
torturous):
please let it be better this yearr.

♥Wednesday, May 14, 2008.

whoohoo, went out today
to kinda celebrate my birthday
hahaha, went white dog cafe,
omg so nice!
the baked rice! without mushrooms
mmmm.
then went around to look for a present for me
yeahh, cause at first they refused to get me my tickle me elmo!
hahaha, but yes,
couldn't find anything
so they just got me that
ahhh! its so cute
i've been playing around with it
since i came homeee
heeeheee.
thanks! (:
ahhh, so got back chinese and english today
and i'm so happy i passed chinese!!
i was so scared
expecially compoooo
phew
and i was scared for english too
didn't want to fail!
but i did relatively well.
quite contented and happy with it.
but its not by my own strength and efforts or whatever
my own means.
buttttt by God's grace (:
ohh yeahhh.
told ya.
thankyouthankyouthankyou!!!
ahhhh,
the rest of the results tmrw
my stomach's getting wacky
eeeps.
but yeah, in Him i trust.
its all good.
pleaseee.
cause relying on Him totally works
ooh yeah.
sososoooooo!
mcfly's everybody knows demo
IS OUTTTTT!!!
GOSHHHH, COOOOL
I'M SO HAPPY!
ITS SO NICEEEEEE
I LOVE IT
okay, stop with the caps.
whooo.
its awesome mannnn.
totally new vibeee from them
hahaha more matured and all
and i'm happy its not like don't wake me up
and the way you make me feel
don't really like:/
heehee, doesn't really
have the mcfly feeling you knw
yesyes.
but everybody knows is daa bomb baby.
its class.
phoebe looooooveeeeeeee.
ahhhhhhhhhh!!!
i really really really can't wait for the whole album!!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
i want to hear all the songs man!
hurry uppppp
):
so long.
such sadsad long wait
i'm gonna dieeeee
only coming out in
JULYYYYYYYO.O
WHYYY???
why mcfly why
why do you have to torture us like that):
why huh whyy.)':
yeap, ok right!
CAN'T WAIT!
sooo, hahahaha
ahh its so fun playing with
my tickle me elmo (':
its not childish
its cool
it has all these clues which are hard to solve
so yeah, i have to go cheat
but some i manage to dooo by myself
ahh, i love my elmo!




my elmo in action! (:

and oh yes(: one more thing!
hello paveta:D

♥Tuesday, May 13, 2008.

ughhh,
ooh! 200th post.
yeap.
okay, argh
yes, i really really really hate them
except while yes, the middle one
more than ever yeah.
and its not a fucking phase
my problem is all of you
ugh, please don't flatter yourselves so much
its not me its all of you(:
hahaha, anyways
using mcfly songs to calm down
and all that!
it works
god i love mcfly.
dont' knw what i'd do without you alllll:D
my lovessss!
andddd! talking about MY dear dear mcfly,
new singleee!!!!
whooooooooooo!!!!!!
'everybody knows'
eeeeeee!!!
16 may. omfg
yay!
finallyyyyyyy, erhhh,
omg! threee days only!!!!
whooo, something to look forward tooo
something worth living forr
and ahhh!
no paveta!
you idiot, why did you fall down the bus
you loser!
you better come to school tmrw!
i don't careeee
we're supposed to go out dammit!
come ah, you better come
i few cuts wont kill you!
gorilla's have thick skin
lots of protection,
you'll be fineee

sitting and watching the world going by,
is it true when we die we go up to the sky?

♥Monday, May 12, 2008.

yay. got really cheered up today
awww, my family make my friends seeeem nice
hahahaa, ok no fine, they are nice(:
and xinyi's surprisingly suddenly very nice
just this weird sudden change huh
and ok, all my presents
are like coming in batches!
so yes, thank youuuu china ham and jiminehhh!
china ham for your super cool,
smart and thoughtful 'mcfly' brownie!!!
heeeheee,
ok, shall upload a picture of it.


yesyes, quite nice ehh.
hahaha i don't dare open it noww
later its all mushed up
and i'd be very sad):
so thank you pork pie!
so niceeee! awwww
thanks(:
and whoohoo, my lil pet pup
gave me a hammer!
heeheee
can like hit her more now,
for misbehaving and all that.
(:

yeah, awww so cute
thank youuuu!
so yes, you can get a ride in my car
to the gat thing.
hahaha but yeah, thanks!(:
i want a tickle me mcfly! (:

♥Sunday, May 11, 2008.

ooh, its my birthday! (:
hahaha, yay? :/
ugh i have the worst family ever.
yepp, whoohoo.
hurrah.
that's why i hate it when
my birthday lands on a weekend
tsk, have to spend it with my family
and yes, they suck
at least weekday, it'd be celebrating in school
then dragging people to go out with me til dinner time
then thats all i have to spend with
my sucky family
ugh, i hate them
damn them all!
may they burn in the depts of hell
forever.
except maybe my second brother
WHEN he's nice.
this is one of the worst birthdays ever
its so unfair
paveta's family is so nice!
come on china, lets both go get
adopted by her family!
anyways, apart from all the suckyness,
my favourite part of birthdays
is the birthday wishes and messages
yay(:
yesyes, really!
see, stupid paveee, i'm not superficial and materialistic
everytime i got angry at my family
in the afternoon,
i'd just go through my messages again
which is alot
so i can like almost memorise them alrdy
hahahaa, i hate my familyyy, save meee
so yes, thank youuu,
all who messaged me
but ahhh, iva is so mean
huh iva, making me do project
on my birthdayy):
and yes, i don't seem to have found
mcfly in my letterbox yet
huh, why?
tsktsk.
i expect them to be in by tmrw
hurry up.
so yes, ugh
byebye:/

♥Saturday, May 10, 2008.

whooo, started watching it started with a kiss 2
they kiss again!
hahaha, since
chingy and paveta,
kept saying it was nice and funny
and oh man!
JOE CHENG IS SO CUTEEEE!
his old hair was horrible
it was so long and permed.
eeeps, so gay
but its so nice now!
and oh golly, he's so tall!
ahh, 188?
oooh, like his new hairrr(:
eeee, so tall, so cuteee.
but he doesnt have a nice and fit bodyy
he's just skinnyish
but no hot stuff at all. ):
no abs and muscles or anything
and really whiteee.
but haha, still so cuteee!
and ugh, i hate ariel lin!
she sucks,
so fat and uglyyy.
some fugly piece of shit
who cant act!
and kissO.o hahaha.
she sucks, so annoying
her and her characterrr
she's like so stupid and retardedd
but joe is so funny and cuteeeee.
the show would be so much nicer
without her
kick her out!
like let her die or something
of stupidity(:
and get some prettier and smarter girl.
yeahh.
i wanna watch him in a show
where he acts with a normal girl
and has nice hair.
both at the same timee!
aww, i wish i could understand chinesee
then i can watch the videos
with mikeee he and joe cheng(:
cooool.
both so funny and cute.
phoebe like.
ugh, but i hate ariel linnnn!
she gets to act alongside all the cute guyss
mike he and joe cheng
when she's so uglyyy and fat! :O
oh yes she suuuucks.
anyways, yay they kiss again.

♥Friday, May 9, 2008.

yay!
finally done with my vip application!
such a load off my chest, shoulders whatever
so happy!
was so troubled by it
by yay! managed to write the personal statement(:
feel so accomplished.
so i think my mother's gonna help
bring it down to vj tmrw?
haha, so nice
but then geraldine
just had to remind me abt the cs project
ahhh, but my brother's doing it for mee
heehee
and yes, today's
XI YUAN'S BIRTHDAY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BELOVED XIYUAN!
and yes, btw paveta sucks yeah
forgot to bring the present. tsktsk
oh well
i think she'll bring it on monday
and aww,
thanks for my BIRTHDAY present!(:
love the rose! and the cute smiley
heehee,
china's voodoo doll.
heheheh.
so anyway,
today was horribleee
spent the whole day in the hall
even though there was air con
but so boring
and had to sit for so long
my legs hurt ):
had sex ed,
then the 'girl to girl' talk
and we realised that pork pie has like
perfect smooth skin
so fair though.
must be cause she's all that china shit (:
and ugh, she's such and ass
kept poking me -.-
and made me fall on the floor!!
i hate you, idiot
my head hit the floor!
you didnt even say sorry huh!
just 'hahaha' laugh what laugh!
assholeeee.
he hurt so baad! >:[
i could have gotten a concussion
and go into coma or something
i hate you, you suck
better get me a good present.
pffft.
then yeah, we moved back to the back of the hall
and there was a cockroach!
omg, the school's disgusting
infested with buuugs
so yeah, me and paveta
ran to the front
then like some girl went to catch it
alive.
ugh, gross and scary
got so freaked out
yikes.
yeah, so there was the school invasion?
987 thing.
the bands SUCKED.
yes, they should all learn from mcfly
or the school shld just get mcfly here!!
i want mcfly!! ):
and i love pocoyo too!
my loverrr!
love love.
oooh, 2 days~~~~
haha

♥Thursday, May 8, 2008.

the ones you loved you hate now.

oooh,
so went out for hockey lunch today
then we watched moviee at lido
um what happens in vegas
haha, yeah its nicer than i expected!
really funny and kinda touching at the end
awwww.
AND OMG, ASHTON KUTCHER IS SO HOT!
eeeee. hahaha,
he looked reaaally good in this movie(:
ohyeahh.
so yeah, then my father fetched me
and i was looking forward to going home
and finishing up my ip personal statement,
but good ol' daddy just had to drag me
to the goodwood florist thing
to see plants
and yeah, he bought some kinda flower.
oh, and ugh school sucked today
had the inter house games
and jaya and i had to record the scores
and it was so hot
then we had some kind of talk
ahh, so sleepy
had like less than 3 hours of sleep yesterdayO.O
i was busy with my personal essay thing
then, with my pocoyo
its so nice i lost track of time!
ahhh, i love pocoyooo!!!
heehee,
i reaally think its a cool show
all the details and its sooo cute
and yeah, better than some stupid shows.
like what naked brothers band? -.-
pocoyo forever!!
so yeah, ugh still so sleepy noww
and yeah
spent the rest of the school day
walking around and looking for teachers
for ip
so yes, found mr tham first,
and tried to be nice
so that he'd write good stuff about meee
and i just hinted ever so subtly
to tick the good boxes
hahah, you could hardly tell
and he's so by the book
made sure he sealed it up and all that
so unlike ms loo
anything goes for her
hahahaha.
sothen tried to complain to ms loo
but once she came out,
i felt so bad!
gosh, and i couldnt even really say anything
awww, but she doesnt want to do it nicely):
oh and hockey camp
haha seems quite cool i think
my first time ehh.
sometimes i want to sigh really hard or loud
but i'm just so tired and exhausted
that a yawn comes out instead:/
its just like UGH.
ohhh, so hungryy noww.
alright, got to work on my vj stuff.
soon.
oh and i wanna watch over her dead body!
and made of honour
and gonna download definitely, maybe.
3 days baby, ttthhhree days!
right? yeap 3(:

♥Wednesday, May 7, 2008.

yay, ok exams are 'officially' over
whoohoo.
chinese was ok i guess
they're all the same to me
couldnt read like half of all the passages.
always like that
hahah
hurts my eyes and brain!
all the chinese words
even the instructions were in chinese!
i hate that
and i was really sleepy too
and all the chinese made me sleepier
i almost fell asleep halfway
at the start.
reading the passages!ughO.O
but after i got my mojo on
i was less sleepy
haha so yeah,
hope i pass.
ahh!
need to write my personal essay by
hmm tmrw afternoon the latest!
fuck, havent even started yet
NEED TO DO IT SOON
wanna get into vip
or at least try to get in
hahaha.
oooh american idol now
syesha is quite cool
haha.
so tmrw gonna get mr tham to write
the testimonial thing
and maybe if i see ms loo,
i might get her to redo?
hahaha
tick nicer boxes! ):
or if i feel brave and nice
or something.
gonna ask herr.
she's so meaaaan.
and oh, i think hockey lunch tmrw.
yepp. yay?
yeah, ohh
i wonder if we'll get any results back tmrw
hope not
its too soon!
and!!
um. four more days!
to my birthday!
heehee yay(:
mcfly!
but i think my birthday'd be really boring though
quite sad.
ugh, oh welll.
1) mcfly!
2) mcfly stuff!
3) wallet?
4) bag?
5) oh, mcfly cake):
6) video camera? heehee
7) camera?
i really have no idea what i want
ohoh tickle me...?
and i like surprises!
pleasant surprises(:
hahaha, quite coool! ):

♥Tuesday, May 6, 2008.

yay! its finally over!
the mid year exams are overr!!
yepp, so math was today.
hmm:/
arghhh, there was a question i couldnt do
AT ALL
ah dammit.
never mind,
everything's gonna be alright
i already put everything in His hands
every single one.
yeap.
so chinese tmrw,
dont really care
just as long as i pass.
a fifty's fine with me
or maybe a fifty-one
that seems too pathetic
hahaha.
ughhhhhhh,
still so stressed!
cause of all the ip stuff i guess
i cant bring myself to write the personal statement
so lazyyy.
need to write it soon.
by like 8 may the latest.
and today's 6 may.
greatt.
so anywayy,
went vivo with pearlyn and paveta
to get xiyuan's birthday present!
and guess who else's birthday's coming up!
hahaha.
so yeah, we went to like mini toons,
mu-yee, precious thots
but there wasnt anything really that good
and the good ones were out of our budget.
eeeps.
and action city wasnt open yet!
only opened at like 12.30
so long!
so walked around abit
went new urban male for awhile
saw my baby havaianas!
so cuuuuuuteeeee.
wanna get that for cousin babyy.
then yeah, by the time we went back,
action city was sort of open
and we got something.
ehhhehhh(:
so then went secret recipe to eat
cause we were hungry
dang, i shouldnt have thrown away my bread!
then went candy empire
to buy more stuff for xiyuan
oh, and what we bought was so cool!
and cute in a way.
interesting
yeah.
and pearlyn's an idiot.
yepp
ahh dammit,
why am i feeling so stressed!
need to quickly do the essay
so that i can be peaceful and calm
and wtf!
i have a good character, and driven and motivated,
have a positive learning attitude,
ownership of learning,
interact well with my peers,
a good team player,
react well to criticism
and have a strong intellectual ability!
she's so mean):

♥Monday, May 5, 2008.

ooooh, history today
i was super stressed yesterday
ahhh, just glad its over
i have no idea how i did
cause i dont even really knw what's correct
or wronggg.
ahh dammit.
i had like 15 minutes left though.
not sure if its a good or bad thing.
hmmm.
but its ok!
everything's gonna be alright.
i put it all in His hands alrdy.
so yeahh.
good good.
and oh damn
math tmrw
so scaarrreddd.
i suck at math exams
the main ones
the impt ones-.-
ahhh):
but yeah, i shall revise all the stuff
and God will help me with it all
and i'm gonna be fine.
and darnit!
my mother got it wrong.
my brother's school starts tmrw.
tuesday, not today.
pffft.
but he did go today
to get something?
i have no idea
and i really think he's retarded and crazy
he wants to go to school
he thinks its too boring at home
whhhaaaat
even if its 'boring' at home,
i wouldnt want to go to school!
thats so dumb!
he'd rather go to school
than laze around at home
all day
with nothing to do
no stuff to worry abt
just go out with his friends
play badminton and stuff.
EH WAIT!
HAHAHA!
my brother's such a loser
just found out from my mother
he actually does have school today
he checked it
and it does start today!
hahahahaa
lessons/classes til like five!
heeeeheee!
oh yeahhh.
but he's probably enjoying it-.-
i was gloating yesterday
but it didnt affect him at all
he just gave his annyoing look
and talk about how he prefers going to school
yeahh, fine good for you.
pffft.
holidays are so wasted on him.
ohh!
and there's the new lost season todayyy!
but dang, i cant watch it
i havent watched the earlier season properly yet
ahhh! so unfair
hahaha.
yay! one more exam
after tmrw, its all over!
ugh, til like the next one-.-
but yes, for now
ONE MOREEE!
oh and got my plans with pork pie.
yeahhhh.
but still quite busy
need to do my ip stuff
then cs.
then hockey mua ji thing
and need to jog
mmmm.
but after that!
i think i'll be free
pleaseee.
wanna watch my shows.
and ooooh!
my birthday's getting closerr
yeahyeahyeahhh
umm, SIX DAYS!

♥Sunday, May 4, 2008.

ohh!!!
hahahaha
yay.
my eldest brother is finally going to school!
university!
hahaha!
he has to go to school now tooo!
after his 6 month break-.-
HA!
and now, he's gonna be stressed
since i guess uni is stressful
and theres no more art
so i really dont need him either!
byebyeee!
always seeing him so free and happy
without anything to doo
lazing at home all the time
except for easy tuitioning
which he gets money for-.-
then when i walk past his room,
still sleeping
ughh.
oh time passes so fast
forgot that he was going to school alrdy
mother just reminded meee.
off to school little boyy
or well not little.
hahaha.
happy happyyy.
and my birthday's next week!
yeah!
ughh,
history tmrw:/
so little time to write so much
dang.
but fret not!
i'll be fine.
yeah, as usual,
He will help me with everything.
thank you(:
ahahah!!!!
2 more papersss!!!
and oh tuesday after math is gonna be fun
have my tearing date with cheena.
yay.
i hope we really dont need it
hahah
yeah!
cant wait for exams to end
but,
i'll still be busy:/
with ip and cs
damn you cs!

♥Friday, May 2, 2008.

hahaha. alright
lit was todayy!
and its overr!!!!
hahaha, yeahhhhh
no more stupid clay marble
wanted to tear it up but,
ah fine, just in case we need it
but once i find out we dont need it at all anymoree,
byeee byeeeeee!!!
ahh, so the paper was ok i guess.
i have no idea
but yes, i'm going to be alright(:
but i'm just so happy its over!
but omg, history next
2 more papers!
history and mathhhhhhh.
both quite scary
history cause there's like new skills
we've never done before
and having fail once before is scary
eeepsss.
and for math
i always do horribly for main exams
and for like ca1 i at least had my class tests
to pull up my common test.
and got my low low a1):
but now!
there's like nothing!
so dead.
neeeeed to do well for this exam
pleaseeeee.
and yeah, i dont care abt chinese
hahaha, not really counted on my list
doesnt matter. pfffft
and oh my god,
i freaked out abt the vj ip thing
but whooo, got it figured out
called the school
and everything's fine
oh thank godddd.
i was seriously scaredd
didnt knw what i was gonna doooo
thought i was totally screwed up!!
and oh ok!
its maaayyy!
and yes, that meansss!
my birthday's coming
hahaha.
oohhhh, wish list babeehh.
ahem.
MCFLY!!!
iwantmcflyiwantmcfly!
if you cant get me mcfly,
i hate you
you're no friend or family of mine
go away
shoooo, you suck!
hahahaha
yeah fine ok(:
so yes,):
i want mcfly!
ohoh, and tickle me cookie monster!
and the special tickle me elmooo
so cute!
hahahaha, quite retarded and useless
but yeahhhh.
ahhhhh! ): i want mcflyyyyyy!!!
hmmm, what else do i want? MCFLY!
ehhhh, ohhh i want my vj ip! )':
get me that toooo
ohoh!
I WANT A MCFLY CAKEEE!
one with a nice mcfly picture!
they must look goood
eeheeeheee
i can EAAAT MCFLYYY(;
and i want my hurleyy hoodie!
hmm, a new wallet!
erhh, bag?
hmm i think i'll get that myself.
and ahhh fine, maybe some mcfly STUFF
AHHH BUT NO MCFLY):
just the stuffff,
that sucks
but fine, i'll settle for that tooo
hahaha.
and ahh, just any nice cool stuff
not dumb useless stuff
ohh! i want a diamond ring as well(:
preferably tiffany and co.
yeah.
oh just look at my beautiful wish list.
will add more when i think of something.
haha.
oh i want an eye mask!
to sleep nicely(:

♥Thursday, May 1, 2008.

ahhh omfg.
lit is craaazzzzyyyyy
just found out that there's gonna be unseen tooo
so its like 3 essays!
what the hell
its totally crazyyy
after having to rmbr everything for the 2 tcm essays
we still have to think
for the unseen poetry
ahhhhh, crescent sucks
lit sucks!
oh dammit,
shld have studied yesterdayyy!!
shit, why didnt i studyy):
fluct fluct flucttttt
i hate lit i hate lit i hate litO.O
but yeahh yeahh
its ook its ok.
i have my help(:
yes, God's gonna help me with everything yo.
haha, ahh
alright
have to start intensive studying
NOWWW.
hard core studying.

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I WANT MCFLY TO COME TO SINGAPORE!!

and i want to go to the concerts when they come!

I WANT TO meet McFly!!! )':

I WANT TO GET TO BE WITH MCFLY FOREVER!(hahaha)

i want McFly's room on the third floor album!

i want McFly's wonderland album!

i want Mcfly's wonderland tour dvd!

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i want McFly's Radio:ACTIVE album!!

i want McFly's greatest hits tour dvd!

i want McFly's official 2006 tour book!

i want McFly's greatest hits tour book!

i want 'Maximum McFly'!

i want McFly posters!

i want EVERYTHING MCFLY!(yep, LOTS of mcfly stuff wanted(: )

i want a balenciaga motorcycle bag!

i want a balenciaga arena hobo!

i want a hermes shoulder birkin!

i hate pbl.

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i HATE my father.

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