yesterday you won't

♥Thursday, December 27, 2007.

aww,
christmas is over
was over two days ago):
and now, its going to be the new year!
school
nooo.
streaming year. :/
i want to take triple science.
my brother says only stupid people
dont take triple science -.-
yep,
and yay,
i got my bag,
chocolates
and cds for christmas!
and i got my second brother a cd
and my mother a comb
haha,
she asked for a comb.
ohoh
and geraldine and paveta
got me a topshop notebook
with polka dots(:
and xinyi and iva
got me perfume O.o
dont really think i'm going to use it
but thanks anyway(:
its the thought that counts
hahah.
but, what were you guys thinking?!
hahaha(:
anyway,
started on my holiday homework today!
so proud of myself
did 2 pages of math(:
ohh yeahh
i wont do compo til school starts
not going to do book reviews
unless the teacher asks for it
but maybe going to read the books
if i go to the library
and can find them
zuo wen, when school reopens
jian bao, when school reopens
or i might do them if i have them
and feel like it
or if chinghan
has enough time,
i'll get her to do it(:
haha.
what else do we have,
oh phrase book,
going to copy again
and lit
copy.
that's all right
cool
got everything figured out(:
yay.

9:43 PM

♥Thursday, December 20, 2007.

oh god,
i cant stand my father
hate him so much
argh
anyway(:
going to geraldine's house tomorrow
to get a start on my
holiday homework
while watching shows
hopefully we will do some work
not like our
eoy exams studying
but honestly,
i'm going so that i can copy(:
heh heh
yes, i suck
but i'm going to have fun
with them too
and try to do a little work
by myself):
and once i have done(copied)
most of the work
i would have determination
to finish it all?
so yea,
my horrible-ness
comes from my father
its not my fault, yes(:
haha
but i hope i was adopted though
i'd rather not know
who my father was
than it being him
its disgusting
but i guess i'll just have to live with it):
but yea,
my mother's fine
it's just that the father
keeps controlling her
pfft.

yay
5 days til christmas(:

11:36 PM

♥Wednesday, December 19, 2007.

oohh!
i love the goo goo dolls!
john rzeznik!
he writes amazing songs
and has such a great voice
but they're really old
but so great!
it just makes you want to cry
just like mcfly(:
but omg,
robby takac is scary
his voice and his face

4:26 PM

♥Sunday, December 16, 2007.

argh
my phone is dying!
it's like hanging or something
need to send it for repairs soon
it hasnt even been
six months
and i guess i did sort of
dropitalot.
anyway,
i got my mango bag!!!
yay.
yea,
okay, my mother is fine
actually quite sort of
nice?
yeah
its just my father who sucks
so baaad
and i hate him
so muuuch.
cause its always my father
influencing my mother
to do all the bad stuff
and my mother
always listens -.-
but yea
so all the bad is actually my father
i cant believe
we have the same blood type
its disgusting
i was so sad when i found out
but it was expected
cause both my brothers
have the same blood type as my mother
so i was the only one left
the poor unfortunate soul):
oh ya
my mother
she walked ALOT
just to help me get my bag
so yea,
she's quite nice

7:27 PM

♥Friday, December 14, 2007.

ahhh):sent vishaki off today
damn sad
i had to wake up at bloody five
in the morning
pfft
okay yea
anyway,
when we were sending her off,
at first we were really okay with it
not that sad
but its like once
she walked through the thingy
to check in
then yea,
the tears started coming
then it was super funny
we kept waving
she'd be like walk, look wave
walk look wave
until she was gone):
yea,
vishaki!
we love you!
and will miss you ALOT!

1:10 AM

♥Wednesday, December 12, 2007.

came back from malaysia
on monday
yupp
went on saturday
really early
and there was no jam at all!
and managed to reach in like
three hours
usually it takes like five
and there was hardly any jam
coming home either
and oooh
yesterday went vivo
to do something(:
and paveta was one hour late!
what the hell
so geraldine and i decided
that next time if we meet up with paveta
we're going to make her come
half an hour earlier
super annoying
pffft
and nooo
vishaki's going to australia
tomorrowwww
dont goooo!
NOOOO!
damn sad):
everyone's going to miss you so much
so,
you have to come back
during your holidays(:
to visit us
yepp
you better.

6:09 PM

♥Friday, December 7, 2007.

alrightey!
phoebe is happy.
cause she got to pierce her earrr!
yay!
yupp, my annoying parents
finally allowed
so went t pierce with paveta yesterday
went to far east 77th street.
and paveta made me pierce first -.-
and me being the nice coolie
pierced first
and it was surprisingly not painful
i was expecting worse
so, yay
but somehow paveta got scared
and only wanted to do one
it wasnt even pain paveta!
then walked around a bit
with paveta, paveta's sister
and paveta's sister's boyfriend aka,
hot macho bitch
hahaha.
he's super funny
they got an airbrush and he pierced his ear
ahahaha
super funny
haaa
anyway,
going to malaysia tmrw
for my cousin's wedding dinner
but not sure if need to wear
formal dresses
cause i dont have any
please dont be formal(:
pfft.
have to leave the house at five am
so friggin early
ahhh!
and vishaki's leaving soon)':
damn sad.
we'll miss you vishaki!
c1 will never be the same without you

8:29 PM

♥Wednesday, December 5, 2007.

NOOOO!!!!!
NONONONONO!!!!!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
WHY?!?!?!??!
THE MCFLY OFFICIAL TOUR BOOK IS
SOLD OUT!!!!
NO WAYYY!
AHHHHHHHH!
):
DAMMIT!

4:53 PM

♥Monday, December 3, 2007.

oooh.
paveta is a free chickie now
hahaha.
since her parents are going away
to disgusting cheena
dont know why ling lam likes it
yupp.
they going tmrw.
but no fair!
she's so free now
free-er than mee!
stupid parents
hate them
stupid mother
hate her
she has issues
stupid issues
her 'reason' for not letting me
get my piercings
is that she doesnt like it
ooooh.
what kind of reason is that?!?!
ARGH!
fiofjhekthwoui shit.
nevermind.
I AM GOING TO
FIGHT FOR MY RIGHT
TO PAAAARTY!
AHHHH!
I HATE HER SO MUCH!
DAMMIT.
need to listen to mcfly songs
they calm me down(:
cause the hate is won over by love(of mcfly)
but love is won over by ignorance.
ahahaha.
yepp, better now.
but my parents are crazy
when i got my piercings last year,
they acted like
just because i did that,
the whole was going to come crashing down!
*gasp*O.O
and we were all going to die!
poking holes in my ears
were like activating some sort
of world destruction thing.
PFFFT!
but did anything bad or drastic happen?
noooo.
just them going all crazy
and me hating them
no big deal.
anyway,
i wish i could have
paveta's mother.
she's so damn nice and cool.
hahaha.

If you want me, why do you look the other way?
If you need me, why do you say the things you say?
If you love me, why do we play the games we play?
Am I in love with the dreamer, or am i just in love with the dream?

8:14 PM

♥Sunday, December 2, 2007.

"I've had a few death threats
but i reckon they're from Harry.
He's trying to kill me off
so he can play bass."
-Dougie Poynter(:

6:02 PM