yesterday you won't

♥Monday, November 5, 2007.

ahhh!
i had a dream last night/this morning!
it was MCFLY!
ahahaha!
it was soo nice while it lasted
it was awesome, amazing!
ahh.
but once i woke up,
i got depressed
cause it was all a dream
all fake
not real
which is sad
very sad
which sucks):
alrtight.
actually i forgot alot of the dream alrdy
shit.
okay, i shall try to rmbr
lets seee,
first, it was like i somehow met dougie!
haha.
then i screamed and stuff
and started talking to him
ahhh! so great,
then we were just like walking and talking
then somehow, somewhere
DANNY, HARRY AND TOM appeared!
ahhh!
yep, then more screaming
then started talking and walking again
then i tried asking dougie
what his height was
haha, but he didnt want to say
(cause it was a dream.
so i dot think he could answer,
cause i didnt know what his height was)
and yeah, i talked alot
but i cant rmbr what i said!
then we went to some place
and sat and talked
then we just started walking
and then i remembered about pictures!
yeah, i suddenly screamed,
omg! i almost forgot!
pictures!
yupp,
then i have no idea why,
but the first one i tried to take was tom
and he was with his girlfriend
but she didnt want
to be in te photo
so she went away
then i took a picture tom sitting down,
then the other three went up to him
and like said something
sort of like why are you always
something something.
but i only got to take tom's picture!
cause like some guy came
and like said that they
needed to go for their
signing session. haha
so i just tagged along(:
and i was happy and wondering why
they didnt like ask me
to stop following and stuff
haha.
(apparently its cause
it
was
just
a
dream): )
so yeah i followed
then somewhere in the dream
i like asked them to
come to singapore
yep, like begged them
please please please and stuff
but had no reply(cause it was a dream)
but then nothing after that
cause my brother woke me up!
ahhh!
then yeah, thats when
i started to feel depressed
cause all that amazing stuff was fake
just a dream
*sigh*
then i rmbr somewhere
in the dream
i was thinking like
this is so great and stuff
and that my life is complete!
haha.
at that point, the dream felt so real
and i could really feel my
great great great happiness!
haha.
i felt so happy
i cant express it in words
the dream actually
really did feel very real
but it was sort of fake.
oh ya, then i remembered
that i still havent gone to one of their
live concerts!
only then, would my life be complete
okay, yeah
dream over :/
i know it sounds really fake and stupid
but it was awesome!
when i was dreaming it
its just that i forgot alot
that was the best dream of my whole life
though the after effect
was baad.
okay, so my life-long dream
as in what i want kind of dream
is to be with mcfly
forever(:
that's all i want
that is all i REALLY want!
hahaha.
so retarded,
but true.
yupp,
thats what i want in my life.
haha.
i love mcfly!

2:07 PM

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phoebe

LOVED BY GOD

POLKA DOTS ARE MY THANG.

11 may 94.

ex-kcpian

crescentian.

2c1.

hockey.

I WANT MY CONCH AND TRAGUS PIERCINGS!):

I WANT MCFLY TO COME TO SINGAPORE!!

and i want to go to the concerts when they come!

I WANT TO meet McFly!!! )':

I WANT TO GET TO BE WITH MCFLY FOREVER!(hahaha)

~~i want McFly's room on the third floor album!~~

~~i want McFly's wonderland album!~~

~~i want Mcfly's wonderland tour dvd!~~

~~i want McFly's motion in the ocean tour edition(cd+dvd)~~

~~i want McFly's Radio:ACTIVE album!!~~

~~i want McFly's greatest hits tour dvd!~~

~~i want McFly's official 2006 tour book!~~

~~i want McFly's greatest hits tour book!~~

~~i want 'Maximum McFly'!~~

i want McFly posters!

i want EVERYTHING MCFLY!(yep, LOTS of mcfly stuff wanted(: )

i want a balenciaga motorcycle bag!

i want a balenciaga arena hobo!

i want a hermes shoulder birkin!

i hate pbl.

i hate chinese.

i HATE my father.

i hate mushrooms.

i hate jackfruit.

I HATE MY BACK.

I LOVE POLKA DOTS!

I LOVE MCFLY!

I LOVE THE GOO GOO DOLLS!

I LOVE THE KILLERS!