yesterday you won't

♥Friday, November 30, 2007.

okay, yeah
since i've finished the dedication
talk about today
went out with paveta
to celebrate dougie's birthday!
ahaha.
went to vivo
and got manicures and pedicures.
hahaha.
i got black
and paveta got some kind of pink
and white dots on her thumbs?
so now we have nice nails(:
and i prepared for dougie's birthday
by putting his hands
and guitars
and face(:
on my phone
and i made a few card sized
pictures of him
and put them in my wallet(:
and all that took about 2hrs++
yup.
but it was worth it.
yay.
HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUU!

5:32 PM

whoooo!
happy birthday DOUGIE!
I LOVE YOUUU!
OH YES I DOO.
right. haha.
dougie's 20th birthday!
same age as my brotherr.
soo,
since he's 20,
i'm going to post 20 pictures of him
yay!
i shall start with the youngest picture of him!

and now, a toddler dougieee(:

okay, normal dougies

dougie with his doggie! ahaha! dougie and his labrador flea

dougie shooting. i think this was when
they were recording an album

awww. just look at that totally cute face

dougie and his yelloww bass!

dougie with his old lip ring(;

and now, pictures of him singing and
playing his bass.
he looks so hot when he's concentrating(:

okay, thats all.
twenty pictures of dougieeee.
HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY DOUGIE!:D

4:39 PM

♥Thursday, November 29, 2007.

ooohhh.
earned some money today(:
but spent it all right after o.o
yupp.
ahahaha.
and i just stole my brother's
forty bucks
from tuiton
pffft.
he owes me five percent!!!
so anyway
we ate sakae sushi again
me, paveta, tessa and geraldine
i wanted to cause i wasnt happy about the day before
ate too little!
so today i ate twelve plates!
ahahaha!
so damn full now
but happy(:
but stupid
wasted money
ahhhh!
oh well :/
ITS DOUGIE'S BIRTHDAY TMRW!
AHHHH!
TOMORROW
TOMORROW!
THE OH SO GLORIOUS DAY
THAT DOUGIE CAME TO LIFE
TO MAKE THIS WORLD A BETTER PLACE(:
AHHHHHH!
DONT KNOW WHY
BUT I'M FRIGGIN EXCITED!
DOUGIEEEEE!
I LOVE YOUUUU!
AHHHAHAHAHAAAAAAA!
but i dont want him to grow older):
oh well. pffft
going out with fellow mcfly lovers
paveta and geraldine tmrw
to celebrate DOUGIEEE'S birthday
really weird though,
celebrating a birthday without
the birthday boy
but what the heck,
we love him and are obsessed fans(:
and we are happy
that he was born
so we celebrate(:
yupp,
get ready for a dougie dedication
tomorrowwww:D

6:31 PM

♥Wednesday, November 28, 2007.

whee(:
went out with geraldine, xinyi and paveta yesterday
had fun
yepp.
met at 11 am
and went to orchard cine
to watch enchanted.
which i quite liked
dont know why so many people seem to not like it
then after that,
we went to vivo
to use an akashi coupon
twenty-seven dollars
super expensive food
so just went there to eat sushi
salmon sushi
super nice but super expensive
the salmon was super thick though
and fresh
like i say,
'fish is disgusting unless its raw'
then we went to harbour front
to eat sakae sushi buffet
but it was baad
cause all of us couldn't eat alot
but we ordered alot of chawanmushi
especially xinyi
and we ordered extra stuff too
desserts and drink
we thought about xmas and xmas presents
and geraldine and xinyi said
that they were getting
me and paveta
something that would make us very happy
haha.
so i'm thinking that they are getting us
mcfly!
in person
cause thats the only thing
that can make me happy
yupp(:
and yeah,
while thinking about xmas presents
we thought about money
which we were running out off
so we called tessa ying!
to ask for jobs
ohhh yeahhh.
so yepp, tomorrow(:
moneeyy.
and geraldine told us something
about her and her brother's names
her brother's name is bryan
and its cause its
Boy and Girl so,
Bryan and Geraldine
her parents are so funny!
such jokers.
and the cost for sakae sushi
was $77
yupp,
in serious need of cash.
and my brother needs to give me five percent!!
if he doesnt
i'm going to sue him!
i dont care!

6:30 PM

♥Saturday, November 24, 2007.

i'm back!! (:
from japan.
and it totally rocked.
but actually only spent like
five days there.
cause two days were on the plane
and all nippon airways(ana) sucks
not reeaally.
but sia is way better
got so many more shows
it was so boring on the plane
watched no reservations
so damn boring
stupid movie
and the flight there and back
were the same movies.
so, went to hot spring places
mt fuji VISITOR CENTRE
some other sight seeing places
and yesterday was disney land
didnt get to ride roller costers
cause of my stupid back
pfft.
but it was still fun
bought really cute stuff(:
and oh!
it snowed on the third and fourth day!
it was on of the hot spring place
cause the place was higher up
so colder.
the snow was so cool
both ways
haha
my brothers and i had a snowball fight
and my stupid middle brother
made a snow angel
he's seventeen -.- so dumb
but it was cool.
and i wrote mcfly in the snow!
and drew a heart around it(:
took a picture
ohh yeahh.
japan is cool(:

10:54 PM

♥Saturday, November 17, 2007.

going to japan tomorrow
yupp.
whoopeeee.
and i think i finished
packing my luggage alrdy.
hopefully everything i need is inside
now all thats left is my hand carry
yepp.
so ohya,
does anyone want anything from japan?
just text me by today.
and oh,
hahaha
going to get presents from 'santa'
from canada
ohhh yeahh.
hopefully
i'm asking for mcfly and
danny and dougie posters.
many many many posters.
and oh danny and dougie's
hats(:
and shoes.
yay.
damn,
tmrw need to wake up super early
like five thirty.
pfft.
ohhh.
cant wait to get my mcfly stuff(:
that's all i guess.
j'ai fini(:

9:33 PM

♥Friday, November 16, 2007.

ohhhh!
hahaha.
had another mcfly dream!!
ahahahaha.yay(:
i shall elaborate what happened(:
this one was nicee.
actually all three were nice.
and well, weird
okay,
mcfly was in singapore!
and they were in school,
in my class
the whole of mcfly was there
but i only saw danny and dougie
haha
so the table arrangement was like
just one table
like exams
so then danny and dougie
were sort of sitting in the middle
in the same row
danny in front of dougie
someone was sitting on the right of danny
so i went to sit beside dougie(:
behind the person beside danny
then i moved my table and chair
to my left, nearer to dougie(:
hahaha!
then i just moved my chair
right next to dougie!
hahahaha
dougie said something like
'dont you want to move
in front too'
cause danny was in front
and i love him too(:
so i moved in front
so that we were like an
isosceles triangle
haha.
yup, equal distance from
danny and dougie
and i was happy(:
so we talked
alot
happily
then i asked them why
they were in singapore
and how long they would stay
(this part gets suuper dumb)
so they replied that
they were on their way to france
but, they got lost
and ended up in singapore
yupp.
okay.hahaha
then danny told me when
they arrived and are leaving
he showed me with a calendar
but i cant really remember
they arrived on wednesday
and are leaving on monday i think
then i was like
huh? so early?
i cant remember what their
response was
but then we just continued talking
okay, end of dream
and a few days ago,
i said had another dream
so i shall talk about that too(:
so, i was at a hospital
as an inpatient
but i wasnt realyl feeling sick
no idea why i was there
the hospital didnt have rooms i think
one open space had about ten beds
and the shape was weird
it was something like that '_n_'
so yea, imagine the lines as walls
there were three beds on the left
three beds in the centre
inside the 'n'
and four beds on the right
and my bed was the middle one
of the 'n'
so i just got out from my bed
and walked out of the 'n'
and on my left
was MCFLYYY!
haha.
they were all sick,
and inpatients
except for tom
but he was there too
like visiting and
'taking care' of them
tom was sitting on a bed
with one of them
i cant remember who
then i went to them
and talked to them
and their voices were
like stuck
those kind you get
when your nose is stuck
then i sat on their beds
and talked some more
then i got to lie next to them!
and talk some more
then thats the end.
yup.
its so fun having mcfly dreams(:
and damn
need to start packing bags
tomorrow
bleah
oh and is there anything anyone
wants from japan?
yupp, tell me
i'll try to get it for you
going from 18th-24th november

4:33 PM

♥Thursday, November 15, 2007.

argh.
my father is so annoying
and stupid
i was at the blogger dashboard thingy
and he just suddenly came
to the study room to check
what i was doing with the computer
then there was a
video to advertise something
so he was like
'oh, what are you doing?
what video are you watching?
can i see?'
then he made me play it.
then i was just like what the hell
he's so retarded
god, i hate mt parents so much
you could not imagine
thats sort of
why i'm not looking forward
to the japan trip
cause its with my family
which yes, i hate very much.
another reason is
cause my parents
purposely chose to go on
a holiday that i wanted
to go to for a loong time
but they chose to go on it
this year.
and i havent fully recovered yet
so i cant do anything
i already told them i didnt
and couldnt go anywhere this year
but did they listen?
noooo.
assholes.
another one is cause of last year
my father FORCED all of us to go to thailand
one of the most disgusting countries ever
and i'm scarred for life
frm that horrible horrible
'holiday'
yup.
everything is my parents fault.
and i hate them so much.
ok yeah, whatever
talking and thinking about them
makes me so disgusted.
so, lets talk about good,
happy things.
mcfly(:
haha.
they did a little test.
in 2005
its super cute and funny.
and you can tell
how dumb dougie is from it
haha.
but he's hotness and cuteness
and amazingness makes up for it

danny's(:

harry's(:

tom's

last, but definitely not the least, dougiee's(:

their drawing is actually not bad
haha.
and dougie's spelling is horrible(:
ohoh,
they wrote a reaaally scary
horror story too!
last year.

first paragraph: dannyyy(:
second paragraph:tom
third:dougieee(:
fourth/last:harry

hahaha. arent you totally spooked out now(:
and went to vishaki's
surprise farewell party today!
so going to miss her
my beloved pbl mate
the oh so lazy one.(just like me(:)
allshe did was pretend to fall down
hahaha.
nah, you're really nice
realy really going to miss you
but why couldnt you migrate
to somewhere more useful?!
like uk!
hahaha(:
dont be sad.
you will always be in our hearts
and us in yours.
yep.
hahaha.

10:33 PM

♥Wednesday, November 14, 2007.

i found out that dougie
failed one of his driving tests
cause he was driving
on the wrong side of the road!
hahaha!
and yeah, he passed
a few days ago
i blogged a little about it
he passed on 8th november 2007(:
i think he got a bright green holden ute
a trucky kinda car. yep.
so now the streets of uk are
DANGEROUS!
ahhh. hahaha.
but i wouldnt mind
being knocked down by him(:

8:09 PM

oooh.
watched heroes with
my brother these past 3 days.
ahhh!
so nice.
was too lazy to watch it before
but since my brother
already downloaded
so yep, just watched with him
at about episode 16 i think
its so addictive.
and my favourites are
hiro nakamura and
peter petrelli.
yep, hahaha
hiro is soo cute!
adorable.
he's so funny!!
'frying man!'
and peter's powers are cool!
and he's quite cute.
and really nice.
but hiro is the best!
he's just so cute and funny.
and OH!
had another mcfly dream last night!
hahaha!
wheeee!
so so nice.
i had one really short one
about dougie afew days ago too
yay.
i eat, breathe, sleep and live McFlyyyy!

okay, back to heroes.
but its like its so x-manish
and Lost.
yepp.
but its cool.
and hiro is cute!(:

7:00 PM

♥Sunday, November 11, 2007.

argh.
cant find it
cant remember which video
i saw it on.
but i think it was a
Volkswagen mini cooper.
or something like that.
and oh yes,
new email!
please add(:
its in the pm of my current account
but, ahhh
i'm just going to add everyone
one by one
cause i know many people wont add
oh well.

11:24 PM

ooh. finished watching the mcfly videos
sort of.
but i know there's
alot missing
yupp, finished watching
the fifty pages of
mcfly videos
but there are so many new ones!
its like almost everyday
they're going on tv shows
saw their little timetable thingy
on their myspace!
and joined the mcfly street team
a few days ago.
oh, went to buy winter stuff
after church today.
and i bought a jacket!
finally!
cause i told my mother that
i stopped growing already.
which is very sad.
cause i'm still so short!
so yupp.
and ahh!
i want danny's and dougie's hats!

okay, you cant really see the hat here.
but he just looks sooo goood! ahh! couldn't resist(:

and oh, dannys left handed! haha!

hahaha! he looks so cute and funny here! and oh yes,
the hat! look at it! its so nice! and cute!

oh god, just one word: HOT!

okay, dougie's hat! ahh! nice! and oooohh, he looks so hot.(:

the hat! i want it!!

hahaha. its not this hat, but, i just couldn't resist!
he looks so cute here!! ahh!

okay, yep. its just the hat that dougie's wearing here!
yea, i posted this video before. haha
i want their hats!
all their other hats are
really nice too!
but these are my favourites!
they have good taste in hats
ohya, what colour are their eyes?
all of them,
danny,
dougie,
harry
and tom.
i cant tell :/
and oh,
dougie finally passed
hid driving test!
after about two years
of learning.
and i think he wants a truck
a holden ute?
and danny had a volkswagen
or something.
cant remember!
trying to look for the video now.

10:14 PM

♥Wednesday, November 7, 2007.

and oh,
i finally found out
why harry shaved his head.
haha,
he said that cause
his hairline was receding
but i'm not sure if its really cause of that
but could be.
and that little squigly line
on the left of his head
is a scar.
but it looks nice
haha.
it was caused by a shark attack?
i have no idea.
thats what he said.
yup. okay,
back to mcflying.
haha

9:27 PM

♥Tuesday, November 6, 2007.

yay. page 30 alrdy!
hahaha.
and lets see.
i shall talk about
all the interesting stuff
that i found out about mcfly
this few weks.
and some that i found out
a few weeks or months ago.
dougie is allergic to gerbils!
haha.
dougie watches ALOT of porn
and owns alot too. haha
yupp, that one was long ago.
and hahaha!
danny played soccer
for some tsunami thing.
i think it was
like pros versus celebs
then he played and
tripped over the ball!
so damn cute la!
oh and i found out about
dougies hair too!
it was cause when mcfly
went for holidays this year
in end of june to beginning of july
to barbados.
he tried getting dreadlocks
but then it didnt work out
properly or something
thats when he had the
weird long hair and wore a hairband
so then he had to cut it
really short.
which is his current hairstyle.
yupp.
andhe doesnt like it,
haha.
and aww.
danny said that
he was never going
to straighten his hair again!
haha.
but he still looks good
in his natural curly hair.
and oh!
silence is a scary sound!
the song written by dougie
and he used to be in
this horrible band
ataiz
and yeah, he wrote a bit of it
when he was still in te band.
but it was quite horrible
cause of the other members.
and he sang lead vocals.
and wow,
most of my stuff is about dougie.
i guess its cause he's like
the weirdest
and he used to be super quiet.
haha.
and i think danny is
super nice and kind
and friendly.
i watched this video
some fan took
it was like mcfly except tom
(i think tom was sick or smth)
was coming out to a bunch of fans
to like meet them and stuff
and its like harry and dougie
would just randomly
go to people screaming their names
and just sign their stuff
and take the gifts.
but danny would
start from one end and
slowly talk to the fans
and make sure he
did a good job on signing the stuff
(haha. i know it sounds weird)
for example,
there was this fan who wanted
him to sign a shirt
so he was like
you need t stretch it
for the autograph to be better.
and he made sure he strachted it
nicely so that the signature would
look nice.
yupp, haha.
and yeah, he would
keep letting all of them take pictures,
and joke around with them
he made sure everyone got
what they wanted.
i know i sound stupid
but i'm serious.
its really nice
and thoughtful and stuff
its all the little things that matter
and he bothers about it.
and i'm babbling on and on.
but i cant help it!
hahaha.
mcfly is just too great!
i cant stop myself!
haha! so,
MCFLY IS NICE!
AND I LOVE THEM!

3:42 PM

♥Monday, November 5, 2007.

ahhh!
i had a dream last night/this morning!
it was MCFLY!
ahahaha!
it was soo nice while it lasted
it was awesome, amazing!
ahh.
but once i woke up,
i got depressed
cause it was all a dream
all fake
not real
which is sad
very sad
which sucks):
alrtight.
actually i forgot alot of the dream alrdy
shit.
okay, i shall try to rmbr
lets seee,
first, it was like i somehow met dougie!
haha.
then i screamed and stuff
and started talking to him
ahhh! so great,
then we were just like walking and talking
then somehow, somewhere
DANNY, HARRY AND TOM appeared!
ahhh!
yep, then more screaming
then started talking and walking again
then i tried asking dougie
what his height was
haha, but he didnt want to say
(cause it was a dream.
so i dot think he could answer,
cause i didnt know what his height was)
and yeah, i talked alot
but i cant rmbr what i said!
then we went to some place
and sat and talked
then we just started walking
and then i remembered about pictures!
yeah, i suddenly screamed,
omg! i almost forgot!
pictures!
yupp,
then i have no idea why,
but the first one i tried to take was tom
and he was with his girlfriend
but she didnt want
to be in te photo
so she went away
then i took a picture tom sitting down,
then the other three went up to him
and like said something
sort of like why are you always
something something.
but i only got to take tom's picture!
cause like some guy came
and like said that they
needed to go for their
signing session. haha
so i just tagged along(:
and i was happy and wondering why
they didnt like ask me
to stop following and stuff
haha.
(apparently its cause
it
was
just
a
dream): )
so yeah i followed
then somewhere in the dream
i like asked them to
come to singapore
yep, like begged them
please please please and stuff
but had no reply(cause it was a dream)
but then nothing after that
cause my brother woke me up!
ahhh!
then yeah, thats when
i started to feel depressed
cause all that amazing stuff was fake
just a dream
*sigh*
then i rmbr somewhere
in the dream
i was thinking like
this is so great and stuff
and that my life is complete!
haha.
at that point, the dream felt so real
and i could really feel my
great great great happiness!
haha.
i felt so happy
i cant express it in words
the dream actually
really did feel very real
but it was sort of fake.
oh ya, then i remembered
that i still havent gone to one of their
live concerts!
only then, would my life be complete
okay, yeah
dream over :/
i know it sounds really fake and stupid
but it was awesome!
when i was dreaming it
its just that i forgot alot
that was the best dream of my whole life
though the after effect
was baad.
okay, so my life-long dream
as in what i want kind of dream
is to be with mcfly
forever(:
that's all i want
that is all i REALLY want!
hahaha.
so retarded,
but true.
yupp,
thats what i want in my life.
haha.
i love mcfly!

2:07 PM

♥Sunday, November 4, 2007.

i am trying to watch
every single mcfly video on youtube(:
haha.
i like searched mcfly and
go through every page
and skip those i have alrdy watched
i am currently at page 16
and mcfly sort of had a little feud
with daniel radcliff
haha
it was like daniel radcliff said that
mcfly sucked or something like that
on a magazine
and then dougie said something like
he's got alot to learn about music,
he's only about eleven
haha. hilarious.
and then daniel's mother
called up harry
and i think she said
tell the mcfly boys to stop doing this.
something like that
so dumb.
and yeah, daniel radcliff is disgusting
never liked him
harry potter too.
he's like so hairy and ugly.
okay.
ahahaha!
dougie is so funny!
and cute!
mcfly is!
ahhh! love them so much.
alright,
on to more mcfly now(:

6:16 PM

♥Friday, November 2, 2007.

okay.
got my motion in the ocean already!
the tour and recorded tracks!
AAHHH!
got it on tuesday!
and watched it on tuesday!
so damn nice!
makes me love mcfly even more now
if its possible to love them
more than i did!
but anything is possible with mcfly!
hahaha!
and went hmv
to buy the jonas brothers!
and then hmv was selling calendars
for 2008
with like singers and bands and stuff
there was avril lavigne,
madonna,
the pussycat dolls
and some others.
and i remembered that
last time i saw on amazon or smth
a mcfly 2008 calendar too
but i thought that s'pore
sure wont have
since its so sucky and shitty
but then i took a step to the left
and was like OMG!
MCFLY! AHAHAHA!
and paveta was with me
and so we started screaming together
and i bought it!
it was about seventeen dollars
really expensive but who cares!
its mcfly!
THATS ALL THAT MATTERS!
MCFLY!
but aww.
i lent geraldine my mito and jo bros
its only been one day
but i'm missing them so much!
ahh!
and oh, its finall my hundredth post
haha. so i shall dedicate it
to MCFLY!
and yay. todays featured artist
on letssingit.com is mcfly!
yay, cool!
okay. let the dedication begin

McFly holidaying in Barbados! in 2007

aww! i wish i were there!

Dougie on a sea-doo thingy

harry on a sea-doo thingy

alright.
time to let the looove sink in
ahh!
I LOVE YOU MCFLY!

4:13 PM