yesterday you won't

♥Monday, October 29, 2007.

okay.
went to geraldine's house today(:
with iva and paveta
quite fun yeah
watched the notebook,
little man,
and the mcfly parts of just my luck!
ahhhh!!!
i love mcfly, yes.
and oh, we ate pizza
which was nice(:
jelly's mother treated us
even though she wasnt there
haha
and geraldine's brother
didnt want to come home
when we were still there
he was supposedly shy
haha
then went queensway

and i'm going for the
stupid class bonding tmrw
just to collect my
mcfly motion in the ocean!!!
from pamela
ahh. i hate you pamela!
haha
i cant believe i'm going
to sentosa just to collect
my MOTION IN THE OCEAN!
yupp.
BUT
its totally worth it!
so near
yet so far
so so far
oh so far!
ahhh!
I LOVE YOU MCFLY
YEP.
FOREVER!

11:37 PM

♥Sunday, October 28, 2007.

okay.
i am
HAPPY!
thanks to pamela and her aunt!
she helped me get
the motion in the ocean
tour plus recorded tracks!
yay.
hopefully when we go geradine's house
tomorrow can collect from her(:
yay.
but so sad la,
we didnt tell pamela
to tell her aunt properly
about the wonderland tour
so she bought the album.
yupp.
so me and paveta are going to buy through
amazon or ebay or something
but yes,
i still hate my parents
and brother now.

2:01 PM

♥Friday, October 26, 2007.

maybe i should just kill them now
since i'm still a minor
would get into less trouble.
and it would make me very very happy
too happy to express in words.

4:22 PM

i hate my parents.

3:52 PM

♥Thursday, October 25, 2007.

today was the last day of school(:
ahahaha
went through this semester
with ZERO demerits
yeahhh
then we had to clean the avt?
but it was already sort of clean
so didnt really need to do anything
yep
tan siew huang is nice
i hope she will be our
chinese teacher next year.
oh then went vivo
and geraldines really happy now
haha.

LOLA L-O-L-A LOLA LA LA LA LA LOLA(:

8:52 PM

♥Monday, October 22, 2007.

awww.
have to pay for the stupid scores!
nooo.
damn.
cant find any free ones
i need to free scores!
so yepp,
if anyone finds any
free mcfly scores
please tell me
yes, thank you(:
and wow, i'm posting alot today.
haha
yay, pizza hut!

5:52 PM

okey dokes(:
found mcfly song scores!
ahhhh!
*squeals*
yes yes.
found it for she falls asleep,
bubble wrap and transylvania
yeah, baby
but i want no worries too.
it would sound really nice on the piano
but cant seem to find it
can anyone help?(:
yepp.
but the real problem is me actually
playing it
yes.
since i havent touched the piano
in letss seee
six months
yes
so hopefully i will be able to
remember how to play the piano
and ge to play mcfly
ahhh!

5:22 PM

and my god
i feel super nauseated
cause i drank starbucks
when we went citylink
with whipped cream
its like now whenever
i take alot of sugar
i get giddy and nauseated
scary
and my parents bought durian
and the smell is super strong
my whole house smells of durian now
ahh. i need to lie down and rest
yepp.

3:51 PM

yesss! i got wonderlanddd!
WONDERLAND WONDERLAND WONDERLAND!!!!
but it was so hard to get la.
arghh.
and i wanted jonas brothers too!
but its super expensive now!
41 dollars! stupid la.
all my mothers fault!
i went like 2 weeks ago
and it was $28+ only!
and i asked my mother whether i could buy
but i had no money with me
but i could borrow
but she told me to get another time
but now its super expensive!
ahhhh! what the hell!
and she claims she doesnt remember
arghhhh. assholeee.
all herrr faulttt! dammit
she better make up for this.
huh huh huh!!!
PFFFT!
okay yes.
so first we went to heeren hmv
and we had to walk so far la
but we found out that jonas brothers
price had increased
and wonderland was out of stock
soo we asked if their other
outlets had
and citylink mall had one left(:
so reserved and went all the way back
arghh.
so troublesome la
see all we were willing and had to
go through to get beloved mcfly(:
ahh i love mcfly
and thank you pamela and pearlyn
for accompanying me
and singapore cd sellers are stupid okay
dont get them
the wonderland and room on the third floor
mcfly albums one week only
and sold out already
but they get so little!
helloooo it has a high demand!!
i cant believe they discontinued
and didnt get motion in the ocean!
its their best album yet.
idiots la
jonas brothers also
there was only one left
but all the other cd shops
dont sell at all
I
HATE
SINGAPORE!
stupid stupid teeny little island
it cant even be seeeen on the
world map/globe!
it shouldnt even be put
on the world map
makes no difference at all
stupid teeny weeny ISLAND
with the stupid
SEVEN percent gst
and lack of cds.
bleahhh.

3:06 PM

♥Sunday, October 21, 2007.

okayy. yay.
today got a new baggg!
whooo.
so cool actually, didnt have to
like bargain and stuff
they just got it for me.
weird but nice(:
and found out that my old old microwave
is wayy older than i thought!
its older than me
my mother said its around
my eldest brother's age
so its at least 20 years old!
my god
and yessss!
going to get mcfly wonderland
and jonas brothers album!
hahaha. my mother gave me fifty dollars to buy
hopefully can go buy tomorrow
and mcflys newest song
written by dougie again(:
ignorance
its nice but has some screamo-ish parts
which is sort of weird
but everything mcfly is nice!
and dougie's voice is really nice and cute there
danny tooo!!!
and aww its so saddd
dougie and harry smoke!
shitt, i dont want them to die earlyyy!
they must live FOREVER!
or at least til i die
yes
nooo!
harry and dougie, stop smoking!!!
and harry has a tongue piercing
yepp.
ILOVEMCFLYFOREVER!
smack me when i dont.

11:11 PM

♥Saturday, October 20, 2007.

went crazy at school yesterday.
with paveta and geraldine
its not really our fault though
school was too boring
so we had to entertain ourselves
yepp.
then after school went to paveta's house
to continue our movie marathon
and along the road to her house,
there was this super scary and creepy
terrace house. or whatever you call it
super scary la.
it was like quite old
and very creepy and eerie
yupp. so we went her house and watched
sisterhood of the traveling pants
and made popcorn
but it burnt!
super sad.
all because of paveta's tiny oven la!
all the stupid new ones are so small
only my old old old one is bigger
i think its about ten years old
haha.
yep, older is better(:
so yeah, the show is stupid
the quite pretty girl gets the ugly boy
and the really cute guy didnt get the really pretty girl
even though the really pretty girl sort of likes him
yepp. okay
and the show's really boring too

and today followed elvina for her braces
then went her house
to watch a bit of ice age
and baked muffins!
which turned out pretty good
but had to leave really early
cause she had ballet
watched her bun her hair
really fascinating.
yep.
then got my parents to help me rent movies
to watch at home
they rented ella enchanted,
and my father rented blades of glory and fantastic 4 2
couldnt watch ella enchanted
cause there were scratches
so watched blades of glory
but i didnt like it
really stupid and quite boring really
so using the computer now
my brother FINALLY stopped hogging the computer
cause they're watching fantastic 4 now.

8:59 PM

♥Wednesday, October 17, 2007.

okay. got back science, english and chinese today.
yep. not thaaat bad i guess.
i did sort of well-ish for science
got 85. yep
so i think my mother going to award me
after i had to ask her
so mean la
i have to ask one
so yes, i can get....
MCFLY WONDERLAND ALBUM!!
YESYESYES!!!:)))
did horribly for english and chinese though
got 63 english and 60 for chinese?
should be.
getting back math, history and lit tmrw?
is it? i think so.
yup, must not be scared.
cause its only sec one yeah
no big deal.
next year then study hard(:
then after school came to my house
to continue the movie 'marathon'
which started badly.
yes very badly yesterday.
eee. but i'm slowly getting over it.
not as scared now.(:
so we rushed to my house cause its pretty far
in bishan.
actually i forced them to rush
haha. and pearlyn is horrible!
i havent had exercise since JUNE!
thats like four months.
and my stamina is way better than hers.
keep complaining. so annoying
so then we borrowed just married (ashton kutcher and brittany murphy)
and i borrowed love wrecked for myself.
then i made my mother help us buy subway
heheh. thank you
and pearlyn kept hogging the popcorn

i stapled my thumb today.
and it bled. ahhh.
and yesterday i slept on my brothers' beds
i did try to sleep alone
but i couldnt do it):
so i guess this is one of the times
where i appreciate having 2 older brothers
so fine, thanks for not chasing my out
or kicking me in your sleep(:
damn, i think i still need to sleep with them today
not that over it yet
cant really handle it. :/
aww, God, please help me get over it fast

9:31 PM

♥Tuesday, October 16, 2007.

ahhhh! today sucked!
ahahaha):
all thanks to stupid skeleton key!
not going to be able to sleep tonight
abd many nights to come!
ahhh. i want to sleeeep.
this sucks. and i need to bathe!
and use the toilet dammit!
:'(. but stupid mirrors!
damn all you horror movies with mirrors!
got too many in my house.
only the living room is safe.
i know i dont believe all these stupid shows
but it still scares the hell out of me!
whyyy!!!
ahh.
(please save me
i've been aching for too long!
gotta gooo.) mcfly(:
haha.
ahahaha!
i neeed to bathe.
i'm so sticky
shit, i'm getting so stressed
cause of a stupid show.
bleah, i feel like such a loser
i want to sleep in the same room as my brothers!
this is the only time i'm happy
to have 2 older brothers
yes. PAVETA!! I HATE YOU!
though its not really your fault,
but stilll!
argh. i feel so messed up
going crazy!!
somebody help me!
please. save mee.
I AM NEVER EVER NEVER EVER
GOING TO WATCH A HORROR
MOVIE AGAIN. YES
suck at it. badly.
i was screaming.
i wanted to stop already.
but some smart people
had to say that have to watch the ending.
to make you feel better.
but did it???
huh?! huh?!! HUH?!
NOOOO!
it made it worse!
it was a horrible ending.
argh.
stupid papas and mamas
eeee!
i need something to distract me
something very drastic and extreme
HELP! okay wait
thats help is sort of scary.
i would love anyone
who could help me.
get out of this little thing
and not be scared.
yes.please.
thank you.
i shall try to bathe):
and look forward to my
oh so great sleepless night.
thankyou, pavetas sisters boyfriend
for lending the amazing show.
ARGHH!

8:32 PM

♥Monday, October 15, 2007.

aww. in the end
we didnt go pamela's house
cause it was sort of rushed.
yep.
and i did something really stupid
ate something
cause i was bored
but dont really think i can say it here
its not safe. shhh.
but i told jelly welly geraldine
now my head hurts. :/
and my face sort of burns
agh. but it was nice(:
and its keeping me occupied
not so bored now
but i feel like an idiot.
oh well(:
hopefully our little movie marathon tmrw
doesnt get cancelled too.
i dont careokay,
it HAS to go on!
i already bought the stupid popcorn.

3:28 PM

♥Sunday, October 14, 2007.

ahhh. i love McFly!
and i love bubble wrap!
actually i love every single song
they have sung and are singing and are yet to sing(:
but yes. right now,
bubble wrap is stuck in my head
actually many mcfly songs are stuck in my head
and sometimes they play at the same time
but right now,
its mostly bubble wrap.
so here its is(:

and here are the lyrics
the oh so beautiful lyrics

[I wish I could bubble wrap my heart,
In case I fall and break apart.
I'm not God, I can't change the stars,
and I don't know if there's life on Mars.
But I know you hurt, people that you love
and those who care for you.
I want nothing to do
with the things you're going through.

This is the last time,
I give up this heart of mine,
I'm telling you that I'm a broken man
who's finally realised.
You're standing in moonlight,
But you're black on the inside.
Who-oo-oo-oo do you think you are to cry?
This is Goodbye.

I'm a little dazed and confused,
Life's a bitch and so are you.
All my days have turned into nights,
'Cause living without, without, without you in my life.
And you wrote the book on how to be a liar,
and loose all use all your friends.
Did I mean nothing at all
Was I just another ghost thats been in your bed?

'Cause this is the last time,
I give up this heart of mine,
I'm telling you that I'm a broken man
who's finally realised.
You're standing in moonlight,
But you're black on the inside.
Who-oo-oo-oo do you think you are to cry?
This is Goodbye yea.

Turn on the radio honey,
cause every single sad song you'll be able to relate.
This one I dedicate.
Woah, don't get all emotional baby,
You can never talk to me.
You're unable to communicate.

This is the last time,
I give up this heart of mine,
I'm telling you that I'm a broken man
Who's finally realised.
This is the last time,
I give up this heart of mine,
I'm telling you that I'm a broken man
Who's finally realised.
You're standing in moonlight,
But you're black on the inside.
Who-oo-oo-oo do you think you are to cry?
This is Goodbye.
This is Goodbye.]

and yay.
might be going to pamelas house tomorrow
with deborah and verity
to watch movie i guess
and stupid little danny no.3
keep blogging about pamela and i
calling us WEIRD
she cant seem to concentrate yes
gonig to try to get her to listen.

11:01 PM

♥Friday, October 12, 2007.

today school was boring again
stupid useless post exams activities
had some wayang thingy
but we were 'singing' mcfly songs
haha horribly yes
but super funny
and we couldnt remember alot of the lyrics
but not that bad actually
the amount that we could remember
then yay
ben and jerrys ice cream
with pamela, xin yi, geraldine, iva, paveta and pearlyn
and shaun looks scary
he looks like an old pervert
haha sorry pearlyn(:
then we walked around a little
went page one
and did something
yep
then we went home after that
oh wait
went candy empire before going mrt
with mrt people
then FINALLY
bought silvanas birthday present
which is five months due
wow
and got ling lings present too
the same thing
then went home to sleep
and woke up for dinner
slept again
and listened to mcfly songs!:)))
ahahahaa
so nice
ILOVEMCFLY!
and tom's singing is getting sort of better
i love danny and dougie's voices!
danny's voice is like deep and hot
dougie's is really sweet and cute
so glad dougie's starting to sing more now!
his voice is great!
ahhahaha
i really really want them to coem to singapore!
argh
i wish i lived in england
then can keep going to mcfly concerts!

10:23 PM

♥Thursday, October 11, 2007.

oooh. ben and jerrys ice cream tomorrow(:
pearlyn's treat haha
actually is supposed to be only for
geraldine, pamela and xin yi
but me and paveta are gonna steal some
haha no la
they were very nice and allowed us to share with them
and pearlyn's inviting her boyfriend
and some other guy she likes
righttt
shes bringing both of them together
on the same day same place same time
to flirt with them at once
oooh
should go buy some popcorn, cause
this sure is going to be interesting to watch(:
hahahaa

11:40 PM

okay, today sucked :/
stupid inter house games,
some test on our learning skills which cost 90+ dollars
and the annoying book talk!
for inter house games, had like dodge ballish game and capt ballish game
okay, thats sounds weird
but i didnt play because of my back(:
and keller sort of sucked
they lost
and krystal played damn weirdly
yes, it was very entertaining(:
and i was bronte for a day
haha
then we had recess and the little test thingy
and yeah, the test was dumb and annoying
we had like 3 'intruments'
and by the time we reached the last one,
i was so annoyed i just anyhow did it
and my score was zero
dont really think we were supposed to get zeros
then it was the stupid book talk!
which annoyed the hell out of me
stupid lady kept us for 35 minutes
so i sort of went a wee bit crazy

nothing that interesting happened today
except that me and paveta bullied geraldine alot
until she was angry
heh oops
SOORY!):
we bullied her cause she said that dougie was ugly!:O
yep
and i think we sort of went ovreboard
oopsies :/
SORRRYYY!
please forgive us, yes(:
i'll make it up to you tomorrow(:
hopefully

anyways,
borrowed eclispe from verity(dknow why but i almost called her mcflyO.o)
yep
read til chapter 12
about half the book
need to quickly finish reading
so geraldine cant spoil it

9:18 PM

♥Wednesday, October 10, 2007.

ok. spent the last two days watching mcflyyy.:)))
mcfly is so fly you cant swat 'em!
hahaha. love them so much!!
i love danny and dougie.
super funny. but dougie is reaally weird!
but still nonetheless totally hot.
alright, heres a video(:

8:27 PM

♥Monday, October 8, 2007.

alrightey! exams are oveerrr!
whooo! its mcfly time baby!
yepp. okay.
anyways, today after math exam,
went to cine to watch nanny diaries.
with geraldine, pamela, xin yi and paveta.
BUT, we had to wait for paveta and xinyi,
in school for FOUR HOURS!
my god.
the exam ended at 10.30
but they had daancee.
from 11.30-1.30
but they were ONE HOUR late!
yeah, but it wasnt really their fault.
i cant believe we waited for them in school
doing nothing.
just like staring into space.
and watching some guy clean the drains.
it was quite interesting.
but by the time we reached cine,
we were sort of late.
only left the first row from the screen.
but its good right.
front row seats!
haha.
stupid la, second time had to sit so near
the stupid screen.
at least this time the seats were comfortable.
not like gv. eee.
and me and paveta didnt need to pee
cause we went before that(: yay.
hahaha.
yepp, the show is actually pretty nice
but quite sad at some parts.
and i love the puppy!
so cute man.
and omg, yes!
ILOVEMCFLY!
LOVE
THEM!
YES,
I
DO!
OH
SO
MUCH!

10:22 PM

♥Friday, October 5, 2007.

umm. right.
didnt study at all today. :/ shoot.
oh well.
i did print out the math revision exercises 3-8.
and i downloaded the 2005 and 2006 fye answers thingy.
to sort of study. yupp.
so i guess thats a start.
i shall study hard tomorrow.
so that i can do well for math.
ok. i must study hard.
so that maybe can make my parents happyO.o
and might have a higher chance of getting my piercings(:
hopefully.
pfft.
oh well. might as well post the rest of the pictures. :)))

MCFLY(:

MCFLY PLEASE PLEASE MUSIC VIDEO PHOTO SHOOT

DANNY!!!(SO CUTE!)

DOUGIE!!(CUTE TOO!)

AND AHHH. JONAS BROTHERS!

KEVIN JONAS, JOE JONAS! , NICK JONAS!!

ahaha. so hot.
my blog is burning now!
ok, that really dumb. haha.
but ahh! so hot!
and cute!
and nicks only fifteen!
FIFTEEN! haha. so young man.
okay, i shall start my serious
and non stop-ish studying tomorrow!
no more lazy! cant afford to be lazy
yepp. no lazy phoebe for 1 day.

10:14 PM

AHAHAHAA! ILOVEMCFLY! LOVE THEM! they are totally funny! and cute. oh my god. except tom though. but he is funny sometimes. i shall post pictures too! (:

DOUGIE!

DANNY AND DOUGIE!

HARRY, DOUGIE AND DANNY!

DANNY AND DOUGIE!

MCFLY!

DOUGIE AND HARRY!

ok. got more pictures but til next time!(: oh well.
i
love
love
love
love
love
love
love
love
love
love
love
love
love
love
MCFLY
FOREVER!
i want all their albums and stuff! ahhh!!
come to singapore! please.
please
please
please
please
please
please
please
please
please!!!
with a cherry on top!
oh yeah.
i should be studying.

6:48 PM

♥Thursday, October 4, 2007.

yay. two more papers!
getting all the science slides to print to study. i cant believe i threw all the old ones away. after those tests ended. argh! so dumb. now have to make all over again. waste so much ink.

ahh. crap la. stupid printer. paper jam-ish thing happened. stupid lousy yellow paper stuck in the printer. so now i cant print anymore. need to wait for my brother t come back.

ahahaha! yay. geraldine has finally seen the light! to how mcfly is totally awesome. and danny is totally H-O-T and C-U-T-E! yeaah. i love danny! see geraldine, now you finally know that mcfly is better than busted! and danny is WAAAYY hotter and cuter that charlie and james. now all you have to see is that dougie is really hot and cute too!

even after watching just a few videos, you fell in love with danny! this shows how great and attractive he is! hahaha. but he should get his straight hair back! his curly hair makes him look old. but nevertheless, i still love him! FOREVER! ahhh. come to singapore!! please!!

yupp. so mcfly overules busted!

okay. hahaha. only scince and math left! but pretty scared for math cause i do it like really slow. yupp. then later cannot finish. and do badly! like for mid yeears i finished just in time la. i think, i cant remember. or did i have some time left? damn. but i need to do sort of well for math cause its my supposedly best subject. and its the only thing i can do.

so have more pressure than the rest. dammit. why do they have to make the math paper so long and give too little time! so annoying! bleah. oh well. its only sec 1. i shall only start worrying next year. sincce gt streaming and the subjects thing. yupp. its only important NEXT year. 2008.

no need to worry now. nope. okay. just cant wait for the exams to end! yay.
oops. should be studying now. phooooo. i hate studying. toooo lazyyy. gahhh

2:10 PM