yesterday you won't

♥Wednesday, May 30, 2007.

bleagh. okay. getting really sick. my nose is like dripping and my eyes are tearing. really tired and my head hurts. argh. everytime i'm sick always got no school to not go to. -.- need to get well soon in time for the operation. otherwise later need to push it back again. then got no time to do homework. and i never do anything at all yet! die. even paveta and elizabeth did some already. and theres so much to do la! its crazy. got like 20 newspaper articles, 200 words in phrase book, and MANY MANY MORE!!! what kind of holiday is this. okay yeah. anyway. today went to hospital again. really cold, but good thing this time i brought a jacket. hahahaa! then my mother kept complaining it was so cold cause she didnt have a jacket. yupp. so went to the x-ray place and changed into the gown thingy. then went into the x-ray room. and this time had to take so many x-rays. for the op i think. the first one was for the lungs i think. they ask me to stand against the board and breathe in hard. then after that took the two that i usually took when went back for checkups. to see the spine one. then, had to lie down face down on some x-ray table thingy. first one was just normal and straight. second one had to bend towards my right. my hands and head and legs. like a 'c'. i moved my head and legs and the x-ray people helped me moved my legs. it was so pain la. lying on the table like that. my face was squished. then the third one was the opposite. turn left. then finish. then went to the anaesthetic place and waited. the doctor took so long. and when he finally called me to see him, it was only ask a few questions. like whether i'm allergic to any medicine and telling us about what was going to happen for the anaesthetic part and the side effects. then could go. then my father fetched us home.
and yesterday, was talking to my brother about my blood thing. and he told me that an adult has about 2 litres of blood. and i took out about 350ml. which is kinda alot. eew. and that it takes about 1-2 weeks to replenish my blood. i thought it was only 1-2 days la. took only about 10 minutes to take out but take so long to get back. he also said that blood is like from the bones? O.o probably its because of the loss of blood thats why feel so tired and weak. and fell sick. and my leg hurts too. like the muscles or bones there. i need blood! haha. bleaaaaaaahhh.

4:58 PM

♥Tuesday, May 29, 2007.

whoaa. okaay. got a bit of headache and feeling kinda giddy. ahhhh.

6:09 PM

just came back from hospital. had blood donated to myself and ecg. haha. they took out about 400 ml. which is about i can coke like that. eee. i was super scared. heheh. very scared of needles. then when i walking to the blood donation place, i saw like drops of blood on the floor! so disgusting. made me even more scared. then first they pricked a hole in my finger to check my blood's something level. start with h one. O.o quite pain. took temperature, blood pressure and pulse. my pulse was quite high cause super scared. like 100. then after that waited for my turn. so long la. then the nurse called me in, then like lie down on the chair thingy. got 3 other people in the room taking out blood, so not as scary i think. they injected the local anesthetic and was pain too. but then after that my arm was like numbish and pain. but then at least when they poke the needle to take out blood not pain. the needle was like thick! as thick as vitagen straw. then i had to keep squeezing some soft thingy so that my blood will flow out. then i was still scared even though not really pain. and my feet and palms were sweating. then when collected enough already, the nurse like cut the tube thingy that had some blood inside. so disgusting. didnt dare look. then she made me press at the wound to stop the bleeding. made me press so long. -.- then she put a plaster. and yay blood thingy finally done.hahahah. i was given some iron pills for the loss of blood i think. then went to do ecg to check whether my heart was ok for operation. then gave the report to the nurse and could go home. and tomorrow need to go again to see the anesthetist. to check how much i need for the op? dunno. should be something like that. and take x-ray again. haaa. the operation so soon. so fast. =(

5:36 PM

♥Monday, May 28, 2007.

just came back from hockey training. but didnt train cause got headache. :/ but i ran. and verity is so weird!!! omg! she thinks that injections are nice! she says they are ticklish and NICE! even the p6 injection. which was pain. to me. haha. so WEIRD! but verity's really nice. haha. she should be called verinice. hahaha! thats so stupid. heehee. but when i was running, she was super nice. like kept waiting for me. and holding my hand. haha. and then after that she bought 100 plus and drank a bit and gave me the rest. which was alot. but i only drank one sip. and gave to joanne. haha. and got somemore things but cant remember. ahhh. damn scared. taking out blood tomorrow. so fast. gahhhh. dont want to take out blood. needles. eeeeeeee. after the operation they should just let my blood replenish naturally. much better. or if really need just take someone elses la! urgh. no taking out blood! NO!

6:38 PM

♥Saturday, May 26, 2007.

cut my hair today. cause it was getting really horrible. and thick. like a jungle or something. haha. especially during hockey. so yea. went to cut after hockey today. its better now. i think. its a bit different now. new 'style'. heheh. todays training was kinda tiring. compared to the other recent ones. and time passed quite slow. and it was super hot! nowadays getting super hot la. and thursday maybe going lizzehs house for harry potter movie marathon. i havent even watched one complete one before. or read the book. many people are very surprised. liz, pav, danny, sharmera, geela and g3. haha. theres no hockey training on thursday right? mlg never even put that day. and its public holiday. so shouldnt have right? if have still not going. might feel weak after taking out blood? eee. so my mother going to write letter. woo. ok. than mext mext monday maybe going to watch pirates of the caribbean, at worlds end with hockers. yay. hopefully they can. my last training. ='( ahahaaaa. so sad. :( all of you must be able to ah! MUST! training that day i think is 1-3pm at delta. so go and check your schedules. if got stuff shift or something. =) please. haha. ok. go watch my drama now. byeee.

7:26 PM

♥Wednesday, May 23, 2007.

oooh! ahaha. wooo. hello sean and paul again. if you are reading. THANK YOU! omg! ahaha. you mailed a cake? for my birthday! yea. so cool. and nice. tag or something. so that i know you read my thank you already. eee!
okay. got back report card today. phew. got 66.9% overall. so no need to see teacher. we had to pay $3 for the report book la. so ugly somemore. the yellow and blue. eee. and paveta didnt come to school today. again. -.- must be having her 'headaches' again. so stupid. just because she doesnt want to come to school then she gets her mother to write a letter? anyway she missed out on the 'fun' we had today. sort of. during english we went to arts con for the mini play thingy. but mr m went for a competition. so we just did it by ourselves. then deborah brought a quilt for her play and after her play, me, elizabeth and pamela took it and kinda slept on it. so nice. the room was like cold, the quilt had a home kinda smell. so cosy. eeheehee. then after that had dnt and we talked to mr ho about his 'sexy' socks. haha. the cute little sheeps. then he talked dnt stuff. then say what need to be careful otherwise end up holidays in hospital. but ahem, i do need to spend my time in the hospital. -.- which totally ruins my whole holiday. and got homework somemore. was supposed to spend my hols watching taiwanese dramas! and maybe some korean. bleaaah.
oh ya! and yesterday. a bat kept flying into the house! it was big! and scary. ahhh. it flew in twice. the first time i didnt even really know la. hahaha. i was using the computer. then i saw some black thing flying across and into my parents bedroom. and then into the balcony. but i thought i was imagining. hahaha. so reatarded. but it was real! and after a while it flew in again! the living/dining room. and was trying to eat the food? i wasnt there. didnt really see. and was to scared to go out. haha. at first my mother thought it was a bird but realised it was a bat. yeah. then she chased it away. and closed all the blacony doors. but then it tried to come in through the windows. and i think she screamed. haha. so then she closed everything until it went away. yay, i few more days til my ONE week holiday. :(

3:05 PM

♥Tuesday, May 22, 2007.

second cwo today. had to scrub walls. -.- but we never really cleaned at all la. except jaclyn. super hardworking. haha. she was like peeling off the tape on the walls and making sure they were scrubbed clean. but this time one was better cause can sit down and talk. heheh. oh! and today. people from hwa chong institution(the jc)came to sell some tickets for a chinese concert or something. then one of the people was the guy that won campus superstar! hahaha. super funny. there was like people screaming, getting autographs and taking pictures. -.- then there was this one girl, suddenly screamed super loud la! then everyone was like suddenly look up. then had the chinese talking thingy. eee. hate chinese. especially speaking. so yeah, talked about family. the easiest. oh, and hello paul and sean. you came to my blog right? but how ah? anyway. why must have your wedding in july??!! then i cannot go. no fair! cannot get to go austraila and see you get married. =( dont even know how your girlfriend looks like. ahhahaha. so cool la. getting married. haaa. and the ' you make my life perfect' is the blogskin one la. too lazy to change.
okay. operation comming soon. ahhh. then like 29 and 30 may going to hospital to take x-ray again. and take out blood eeee. scary.

7:52 PM

♥Saturday, May 12, 2007.

birthday yesterday! kinda had fun in the afternoon. haaa. but didnt have cake. :/ so sad. family didnt buy. =(

9:24 PM

♥Tuesday, May 8, 2007.

i HATE ART!!! argh. one more day.

6:07 PM

♥Monday, May 7, 2007.

ok. today was chinese paper 2. ooooh. 2 days and papers left. =D maths tmr and science on wednesday. yay! and kinda finished studying math. maybe later if i feel like it might go through some maths papers. and hmk. or study science. ohya. cd cover also. -.- bleah. and today we got to see our math CA results. got a1. so cool. but i dont think i will do well for tmrs math mid year. cuz will have more of algebra. and other stuff. and not sure if i can finish in time. AAHHH. die. i do very slow one. =( hope i can do well. cuz maths is like the only subject i can kinda understand. today eat sushi. haha. homemade one. those seaweed type. love cucumber. oooh. haha.
5 days!!

6:21 PM

♥Friday, May 4, 2007.

okay. today was lit and yesterday was geog and chinese. eeee. yea. but it was okay. i was able to do the mcq quite ok for geog. but when when it came to the open ended kind. oh boy. my answers were super retared. =D for example. they ask wad is the diff between weather and climate. and cuz i skipped that chapter cuz i thought it wasnt important. -.- i didnt know. so i wrote, "weather is whether it is rainy or clear and climate is the temperature and how hot or cold it is. for example the temperate climate and tropical climate." whee. cuz i knew that my answer was retarded, thats why i added the temperate and tropical thingy, hoping to get some marks out of that. but i dont think so. =( gonna fail. practically all of my open ended questions were like that. retarded answers. ahh! i dont wanna fail. and get transferred before getting my tablet. =( and chinese was okaay i guess. didnt know wad to write for ying yong wen. shit la. kept repeating things. then got things i wanted to say but didnt know how to in chinese. my chinese is horrible! its like primary 3 standard and maybe worse. =( and after the two exams yesterday, took redhill mrt with liz and pav. and it was raining pretty heavily. got a miny flood. and paveta wanted to walk to mrt even though it was raiming. but actually i said i wanted to walk but i dont think anyone heard. so ya. we walked to mrt cuz of her. i didnt have umbrella so had to share with elizabeth. tiny umbrella. so yea obviously we got wet. my shoulder was getting wet so she offered me her windbreaker. so i put it on my shoulder there. and we walked. we were getting totally wet la. our skirts. then dunno why liz suddenly went crazy or smth she like flicked her umbrella in front to get paveta wet. and it was really dumb cuz we would get wet too. -.- so then we were 'fighting' with the umbrellas. then when me and elizabeth went in front she flicked at out backs! until we were soaked la! then we were screaming and laughing really crazily. and paveta was laughing like she was gonna die. O.o always laughs like that. so weird. so yea anyway, after all of the flicking we were all soaked our shoes too . when we walked it was like squishy. and yes it was cold. super cold. then when we finally reached the mrt station, we took out our shoes and we could sqeeze water out of our socks. like alot. and paveta took hers off and put them on the chair! so gross la. her stinky feet. then there was this oldish man that was staring at us. i hope he doesnt complain or anything. then the mrt came and it was so cold inside. with the air con. and pav was complaining that her ears were cold. -.- and then we all went home.
and today was lit. yay! end early. like 10am. and now about my birthday. my mother was planning for my father to go to this hotel buffet thingy so she called up to book on 13 may, sunday, mothers day. but it was fully booked. and the only available days were friday(MY bday) and monday. and so cuz monday cannot cuz next day got sch. she booked on FRIDAY! like wth la. its my bday. and she asked whether okay or not and i said no. and she like nvr listen to me one. aiya ur fathers birthday la. clebrate on friday la. then urs can have on sunday. blah blah blah. then she tried to bribe me with a bday present. which she is sort of SUPPOSED to get one. urgh. but she still nvr listen to me and booked for friday. i was so pissed. and i think she realised and just now she came in and talked abt it again. -.- and now i think she might be changing it to thursday? dunno la. and urgh. my father is so annoying. the laziest piece of shit ever. like i was bathing upstairs and my brother was sleeping and my father was watching tv in his bedroom. and the phone is downstairs and like right beside my fathers room. and it rings. i heard it from the bathroom upstairs so obviously my father would have been able to hear it VERY clearly since he was really near. and i heard keep ringing and ringing. and like no one picked up. so after i finished bathing, i went downstairs to check if my father was sleeping or smth. but he wasnt. he was wide awake. like he knew we were upstairs and he was the only one downstairs. and even if we werent bathing or sleeping, he shld have been the one answering. like RIGHT beside. and found out that it was his cuz his handphone rang a while later. and he didnt even go get it. i think he expects us to get it for him or smth. urgh.
5 days, 3 papers.

9:59 PM

♥Wednesday, May 2, 2007.

yay! finally finished studying geog. finally made myself study. yay. ok off to study chinese ying yong wen stuff.
9 MORE DAYS!

10:30 PM